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Reality Swap? I know it's ridiculous and some may even say I watch too many movies as such to even think it'd happen to me, but.. ah well, I guess when you're negative, such thoughts which could've been prevented, might defeat the logic in our brains sometimes. So here's what I wrote on my tumblr this morning. ah yes, before that, I woke up in the middle of the night - 6am, ok, not exactly night anymore but.. ah well, you get what I mean - and thought of this and when I woke up, I posted it on my tumblr. Upon reading it through once I was done, I myself, thought I was crazy. Maybe because I'm feeling much more sane now. okay, here's it: But why?  The night could’ve been my reality, the things that happened in the day, my dream, or the other way round..  I might’ve been asleep for really long and what happened didn’t happen, all was seen but pitch black, maybe I was knocked out, maybe It just turned night time, maybe the world was invaded by aliens

Different kind of "sick" Let me first say, I'm really excited for YE camp next week. It feels like we haven't had it in a really really long time, in fact, although it's just a year. Sigh. Time flies, and I feel old having to keep saying this :p So here goes my story: Last saturday I felt horrible. I came home after the Youth Conference which ended at 4pm, and slept from 5.30pm all the way till 10pm+, and after having dinner, and blahblah, I slept at around 11pm+ ~ 12am-ish, all the way till 11am the next day (Sunday). It probably helped me in speedy recovery somewhat :D I only had diarrhea once, compared to the day before where I had it for.. 5 times in total? :s And on Monday, I felt completely healed :D However... I felt my throat a bit sore on Monday night. Well, on monday I was supposed to meet my friends for breakfast in school before heading to the studio to get started on our recording-the-song assignment (which gave me such a huge headache, seriou

Sick? My head was floating today. yes. it was. x.x no idea why though. It's like, every time I get up from my seat, not even suddenly, my head would feel like someone's compressing it - rhythmically. T-T ow. ow. ow. And I'm having some neckaches and diarrhea every day / time I go to the toilet for the past 2 days plus today.... Keep me in your prayers thanks... sigh.

Mixpod probs. Well, due to the official - I think - shutting down of mixpod.com, I gotta find a new web to create my songs.. all.. over.. again.. T-T argh. I didn't even have a record. WHERE'S THE ADVANCE NOTICE MAN?!?!?! T-T Well, tomorrow - later - I'd be having two exams that'll wrap up basically term 1 of sem 2! :D Time flies~ Sigh. Okay, I've loads of stuff to do during my holidays... So I gotta get started probably straight after I'm done with my exams.. tomorrow - later - ha ha ha.... sian. Well, looking on the bright side! I won't have to wake up so early anymore :D :D I'd be having a lot of recording sessions during my holidays to complete an assignment of working with a group, to compose a song (already did and presented as well), record it, do an individual mix as well as uh.. oh right! report. meh. I hate reports. I heard from my lecturer that he's expecting at least a 15-page report from us for this project. INDIVIDUALLY. I'M G

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Up late again okay, although I wouldn't say it's that late for me anyway.. so my term's ending soon.. and I've some assignments and tests I need to prepare for.. hmm.. as of now, I have 3 assignments to be handed in by the end of this term; two from SYNC and one from REMT (this one is actually supposed to be half-done, like a demo, by the end of this term, then the rest due the start of the next term).. Also received another assignment, but not due this year, but next year feb, and it's music theory one. That one I think is pretty relaxing, so shall not think about that for now.... Well, as for my tests, I think I'd have to prepare for.. Musicianship, GenEd.. and maybe ACTS too? But I'm not sure cos my teach for that module doesn't really talk much about our tests and stuff, so we're all worried.. ok, maybe a few... ok, just me. from what I know ._. Feeling the stress bit by bit every single day, but doing my best to rely on God. I really wis

His Glory Appears This tune was really familiar.. then I heard it whilst on my way to school.. It's gives a really beautiful and magical feeling, don't you think? The chord progressions aren't the common ones either.. haha, at least it doesn't sound like it. It's somewhat unsettling, yet, peaceful, calm, tranquil. So here is the acoustic version - that I listened to, not saying I have the non-acoustic one. And so, I think I shall post a bit of my thoughts about my theme for this year so far. I think I had a similar one about a couple of weeks or months ago? Yep, can go check that out. But no guarantee I won't repeat what I've said earlier due to my pea brain, so please forgive me :p And so I moved on to a sub-theme of giving. Why do I call it so? Simply put, honesty was more focused in that area. Honesty, sincerity. Am I honest about my feelings about giving? Even when I don't like it? Or when I do it reluctantly? I'd just watched Running

Procrastination. I'm prolllly gonna have a bad habit of procrastination now. hehe, wanted to take a bath after getting dinner with my dad but I've been pretty anxious as to whether my school's blackboard's up or not yet! ): ): YES, apparently, it's down due to some maintenance.. and it's been like this for HOURS.. My lecturer's gonna kill me when he sees zero entries for my blog. OH GOSH. THAT ENTRY COULD'VE BEEN LIKE THE EASIEST TO SCORE TO CONTRIBUTE TO MY BIG BIG GRADE. T-T mummy , why? Well, it's been almost a week since my mom's LOA. (p.s. she went Malaysia, it was for some ROSES retreat thing.) And I really really really miss her.. But no worries! Me thinks she's coming home tomorrow and I can't wait to see her home!! Was thinking of even making a meal for her and my dad or something hehe :p :p baked rice! yea~~ see how. Hmm.. me thinks I need clam chowder and some ham! gotta go grocery shopping~ Okay. So I've been pretty

Spiritual Warfare no, this isn't gonna be a testimony or anything, but I really hope it would be. then it'd be the most, biggest, most huge miracle I've ever seen in my life. All my life I'd always thought "spiritual warfare" was the soul (us) fighting against the devil. But in a personal way. like, fighting in your thoughts. I've never really, thought.... maybe not so much about other people towards me? Like, I never knew it would affect me at all, really. Until I experienced something which made me feel like.. crap . Yes, crap . It took me awhile to figure out this was spiritual warfare, me against - the person whose name I shall not mention and replace with - Jen. It feels almost as if, looking to this person and telling yourself that this person, who's lost her faith, must be forgiven. And I hate not her person, but her sin. And I hate the distractions that brought her away. which comes in form of people and I have to keep telling myself ev

Carrying my cross, weight of sin, eyes   fixed on Jesus and following Him I guess.. no. maybe? otherwise... no. I may sound heartless but, I wished God didn't give us freewill. but bind us to him even if we're machines or robots. There wouldn't be this much sadness in the world that we have to face and deal with, just because of the consequences of sin. it's a snowball. an endless snowball till we die. you can't just quit. because that's not what you can do. you can't idle, because you'd fall into another trap. you can't act rashly, because you most likely'd do something wrong... We're like living in a world of judgmental people who don't give a second chance to change their opinions completely of others. We're in a world where people doubt and doubt so much they hurt everyone else around them. We're in a world of darkness there seems no light, and no light in those who are lost. I just wish it all to end. I want to

Fall Apart Why in the world did I think I could Only get to know You when my life was good? When everything just falls in place The easiest thing is to give You praise Now it all seems upside down 'Cause my whole world is caving in But I feel You now more than I did then How can I come to the end of me And somehow still have all I need? God, I want to know You more Maybe this is how it starts I find You when I fall apart Blessed are the ones who understand We got nothing to bring but empty hands, yeah Nothing to hide and nothing to prove, yeah Our heartbreak brings us back to You, oh And it all seems upside down 'Cause my whole world is caving in But I feel You now more than I did then How can I come to the end of me And somehow still have all I need? God, I want to know You more Maybe this is how it starts I find You when I fall apart, yeah I don't know how long this will last I'm praying for the pain to pass But maybe this is the best thing That has ever

Presence What of flesh and blood So precious and dear but whose heart grew cold Dark, sinister, and full of fear When questioned with no hidden intention, Deep within her rose red anger The battle had only begun, But I've failed to remember What of flesh and blood So precious and dear What could I have done To make your vision clear? Were it by my hands you fell Or by your heart you betrayed? "My own life I propel," You exclaimed, but inside, you were afraid... We are of flesh and blood Very precious and very dear Had you forgotten all these years I'm always here, always near? When your friends left, When that man shun you that day, Was not I who had been open Even til this day? Lift your head up, You're not alone Even when we're all grown up Or even I you disown I'll always be that stubborn me Whom you always see as your shadow Walking behind you with glee As if there's no tomorrow CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Short post! Since it's been quite some time I had one... And so, today'll be a baking session + stayover day @ my place with my friends :D :D :D Probably gonna be baking blueberry cheesecake and.... yep, perhaps jogging too in the evening... then maybe a movie and dinner? MAYBE .. Meeting my friends later at 3pm+? Shall head out to ICA building now with my mom to go collect my passport! :D :D Life's pretty okay right now, learning to cope and be quick to forgive.. okay. summary's done! The End.

Confidence Stepping up Inhaling thin, cool air Face the audience Smile I'm probably getting pretty intimidated by my own actions right now. Yes, it seems, to an extent, sort of a stupid thing to do, but I feel that I can't help but step up. Something tells me I have to. Now. Alright, so what's intimidating me? I'll be playing keys for worship this sat morning for music network, leading worship for cell, also this saturday.. and sharing a testimony of what actually happened last night and this morning/afternoon. A little afraid due to my past experience not being a really good one.. you know.. standing behind that pulpit.. and have about 200 pairs of eyes staring at you, as if expecting an extremely professional speech that awaits them that they may be impressed and laugh along and nod and nod and nod......... Wellll... I saw a video about losing weight. So this girl talking for about... 22 minutes and then shows her before and after losing weight photos. It was

I Will Sing Just wanna say that I'm so inspired by Don Moen. When the worship leader led the congregation to sing this song as prelude, I was so touched. It was something that, I can literally, always use as a prayer to God because I always find myself falling short of the glory of God and this song just lifts my spirits up. It's pretty old, but it's beautiful. As I scrolled down to read the comments, although I've never met these people before, don't know their names, don't know what kind of lives they lead, or anything... I was glad to see, people, who love God just as much as I do, with all their heart. In the recent months, I've been quite upset with myself, other than the 'Honesty' goal, I'd realised I'm not that good at keeping in touch with this someone whose name I shall not mention.. And I didn't realize the consequence until now... And it was probably because of my negligence which led her to feel discouraged, demoralised

Honesty. And so, I see I can never revert back to my old blogger interface anymore.. I therefore dislike blogger.. It's been quite some time since I've written a post from deep down within me. I figured it's probably time to make blogger useful. Honesty is my year goal. So how did I come up with it? It's pretty random actually. I just somehow felt that.. I should try to aim to be as honest as possible. If it's for the best for everyone, it should do people good. Of course, there'll be times where people are not used to my frank-ness or are not comfortable it.. or what it brings after the feeling. A lot of things go wrong, but if it - in the end - brings both parties together and closer, I believe, it's worth it, no matter how obviously huge the mountain is that you are going to face just because of being honest . It's more than half a year now, and if you asked me, of course, I fail, every single time, every single day - as far as I can remember,

God comes to us where we are After today's sermon, I can't help but think about what my mom said a couple of months back when I questioned, so some are against mega churches, some belittle small churches.. why? I mean, okay lor, maybe teaching wrong or something..? My mom said that God reveals Himself slowly to us, He comes to us and shows us Himself in the way He knows would best be good for us. For example, if some are afraid of hearing voices or something, God may not reveal Himself to you with his voice, but maybe in your dreams, or through people. I've been thinking.. does that mean, even when some people may find the mega churches' teaching are wrong? or maybe just different? Honestly, I wouldn't really know since I've never really attended a mega church service.. okay, maybe twice, in two different churches. One of FCBC, then New Creation Church. But that was pretty wayyyyyy back long long long time ago :\ So I can't really recall. But yeah, it's

Awake again. Hmm. Well, I'll make this post a pretty short and random one. Today was my third day of work and I'm really glad that through this work, I'm able to work on my tolerance with people.... especially people from my school... ._. Well, it's helped me to look at things positively and to be real patient with people even when they shut you off. I guess I can apply this learning to life, where there will be people who'll shut you off, but to remember what Jesus said, "Forgive them for they know not what they are doing." I may not be in a position to do that, but, I guess I can always tell myself, " Everyone's learning ." I'm pretty tired after today. My boss is pretty nice(: (: So I can probably rest assured about work, pretty much... First day made one appt and the 2nd and 3rd day made 2 appts each. (: (: Though it's a bit draining, but I'd need to rely on God for strength to persevere!(: as well as to apply what I've l

Late at night Yep, I have no idea what title fits this post for it's gonna be random again. and... and it's late so half of my brain is probably switched off already haha :p I guess I'm pretty nervous about tomorrow.. Having to start work the first day.. hearing a lot of scary stuff just today.. not a very good thing to remember :s Well, to remember as in to remember and think too much about it. I've never worked my whole life before - except teaching dora the er hu and tutoring a math. But all those were people whom I know, so it's not really "working" experience. This very first job job I'm getting was recommended by my friend. Pressurizing and difficult, but may be really boring and easy. So it's both ends of the spectrum... yep. That was what I heard before tomorrow. oh dear ._." Well, late at night and my thoughts usually run wild, but since my body clock's changing, I think I'm still sane haha! :\ .. I've been thinking about

Holidays! :D :D :D Oh that awesome awesome word. Someone should be as brave as rebecca black and come up with a song with that beautiful, most desired word. Okay, nonsense aside, YAY! MY EXAMS ARE OVER! :D I pretty confident with my math :D haha that one confirm A already. (: According to my math lecturer, if I could pass the exam paper with 54/100, then I'd get an A already. (: Well, I think I did exceedingly well, even surprised I could do the Fourier Series question!! :O :O Hmm.. As for the other modules, the module which I'm most afraid of is Synthesis and Composition :s :s Apparently, the test paper was really.... I don't know man. 5 marks for one word? really? =.= With all my exams aside, I still have one more assignment to be handed up by this Friday, 5pm. No worries! Handing in tomorrow :3 pfft. wasted 3 CDs on that -.- burn and bounce files out from LOGIC wrong. GRRRR . Anyways, I'm finally done! And I think my report was pretty long, especially when including

E. I'm tired. Really, really tired. I wished I didn't need to sleep.

Towards the end of Sem 1! :O Ah.. time flies, really.. I must say, though it's just nearing the end of the first semester, I've done A LOT of things. Everything was pretty much a zoom zoom choo-train for me :\ And I've got a feeling we're a little bit... still like their "hamsters", still experimenting if they should go at this pace or this pace to suit the students' learning.. whoa... seriously. late nights of working on projects and stuff... I really don't want to, or rather, cannot see myself in Year 2 and 3. It'll probably be hell. -.-" Despite the busy-ness, I do find the things I do beneficial to my goal: to compose, record and produce a christian album. Still far far away... but ah well. Start small , they always say. (: Some updates.. - Musicianship exam (major & minor scales of C, C#, D, E, F, F#, G, A & B, sight-singing [rhythm], part playing..? -> something got to do with lead sheet. melody & identifying and playing c

A Thousand Years ~ Cold sweat and sweaty palms A scream in my dream, a tear in my eye Pictures flashing, sudden qualm Back straightened up, then collapsed with a sigh Fingers running through thin strands of hair A song, a story, I've always dreaded Always the heavy lump of despair A huge amount of energy wasted There I lay, Rolling around, All wrapped up Beads of perspiration flowing down But still the frostiness lingers The Lie, I convinced myself no longer I bit my lower lip and swallowed Eyes closed, clenched fist Hunger for warmth grew every second Words in my mind were a thousand It moved, my mouth, it opened wide Not a sound heard, I tried, tried, tried... Taking a deep breath in, Shaky, but steady, I held it in One more day -- I lied to myself again -- It'll all be gone -- all this pain. ~

Monday Bluez You guys might be wondering why I put that as a heading since it's Tuesday now. Simple reason, it's currently 12.37am, Tuesday. Recently I thought I'd be pretty busy and stressed, but looks like this week will be a clear sky for me! :D :D I've long settled practicing for my musicianship class, a little more and it'd be good enough for an 8/10! Would need to now start practicing on my natural, harmonic, melodic minor scales as well.. a little not used to it, but thanks to music theory I'm learning pretty fast :D Thank God for this opportunity to learn theory! :D :D Haha, I am not eligible to go apply for NAFA after I'm done with this module :p nah, just kidding. This music theory thingy's just good to have and apply whenever I guess. not just for entry requirement to NAFA. Well, I woke up today feeling pretty dizzy and still in the mode of just got out of my dream - literally. haha, I felt as if I just opened the door from my dream to reality

Second Half It really felt like it was just the end of the first half of the semester two days ago. Sigh. Yesterday commemorates the second half of the semester! :\ I remember slacking for about 2hours ++ during musicianship class because or teacher had 4 1/2 hours for our class and she was already done after barely 2 hours or so. So I decided to watch one piece for the last 1 hour. :p :p Class? Well, the first lesson was supposedly music theory (MUST), and I was supposed to present yesterday, but my teach. was sick so there was no lesson really and I just stoned. -.-" Cos rushed my presentation the previous night, adding in all the animation to finish it off. Hmm.. But I do think I should add more stuff... I shall see(: ... I just realized I added the references for my presentation slides + programme notes together and attached it to the programme notes.. when I was just supposed to attached the bibliography references to the programme notes....... =.= AIYARH. I'm so tired my

Mid-hols Time flies ._. I'm really beginning to miss my 6-month holiday before school. BWAHH. T-T Hmm.. well, just to update a bit right now, I'm progressing with my two projects: music theory and GenEd. Just done with the written presentation, gonna be submitting to SafeAssign to see my plagiarism score.. then gotta get started on the 10-minute oral presentation soon.. For GenEd, I'm done with most of the research on the causes of age discrimination.. Gotta do more research based on different perspectives next(: Alright! So... life? Well, I find that I'm blogging different now. Still thinking whether I should change this to my personal blog or "update blog". If you get what I mean. Seems like I'm writing/expressing my personal thoughts elsewhere.. which is true.. haha! :p Well, I do have something to write here though. I thought about this a few weeks ago, while my mom was sending me to school early in the morning where it was still pretty dark and gloomy

FOOD TRIP! yep! as the title states, I went on a food trip today :D :D Hehe it's pretty much the first time going to different places to fulfill the many cravings I have on my food list - and yep! first time with Ben too :D Hehe, well, my list isn't that long, but despite that, we were both pretty full at the end of the day! I was extremely bloated. Here's the list! - Apple Strudel @ Bugis Junction - Soup Bowl (Clam Chowder) @ Kovan's Double Spout - Seafood Fried Rice @ Kovan's Double Spout - Daim Cake @ IKEA (Tampines) - Banana Split @ Bugis Junction's Swensen's yum.... hehe! After today shall have porridge for the the whole day tomorrow ._. Seems like everyone's falling sick.. I'd probably passed the virus to my dad, daryl passed to ben, regina's also sick - losing her voice~ haha! oh dear. virus spread! :s :s ok so random. ok. Well, I'm really looking forward to the coming days this week! It'll be more dates with Ben as well as a celeb

Test week! Just a little update on my poly life now. Currently done with my ear-training test on Monday (for musicianship class) and the weekly quiz for music theory. phooo! the quizzes for music theory are getting harder and harder, but no worries! I'm practicing the music theory exercises like crazy and am improving on my knowledge of music theory bit by bit :p :p Hmm.. Tomorrow there'll be a 2-hr math test going on for me in the late afternoon (3.30-5.30pm). I'm hoping the paper wouldn't be too difficult and that I wouldn't make careless mistakes! =.= I tried last year's MST and it was pretty easy.. except that the last question was cancelled out because the setter included a topic that was not supposed to be in the test: Complex Numbers. And so.. talking about complex numbers.. Today I've learn the 2nd half of the first part about complex numbers. But for now, I gotta drill the basics - which I missed because I was sick last thursday - into my mind first

By Our Love So firstly, YAY! I've restored my blogskin :D :D however, here's the sad news: the old blogger interface will be replaced with the new one (cannot go back to the old) in months to come. so.. I can't edit my blogskin or make a personalized blogskin anymore.. I'd tried editing with the new version.. It's terrible! :s It's like.. goodness, html got so many different formats and everything also cannot change one. tsk. pek cheek!): ): Ah well, that's not the main purpose why I'm writing this post anyway :\ Well, there's the video as I've promised earlier today! :D It's called, "By Our Love". The very thing that struck me was the part where the pastor said, "Why are we loving those who are already so loved?" It reminded me of us christians sometimes being exclusive.. too exclusive. And this is a barrier, stopping evangelism from happening. Perhaps an unconscious doing.. that we just can't identify the reason ours

Okay, for those who might be wondering why a change in my blogskin, here's a short explanation: Apparently I found out ever since the new format of the webpage of blogger, they've edited my html and my bold words aren't blue anymore. Neither are my italic words pink. I felt like everything just went down the drain when I tried restoring the original template back. cheat my feelings. still said they got original template with them. -.- where? gone. sigh. I've to start from scratch. So, I guess that's the assignment for this week! restart a new blogskin, add in all my details and what not. I shan't add in a tagboard because I'm really too lazy to go to the website and get the html.. and no one's really typing in it, so..... yep! well, I wanted to share a video and a post about yesterday's sermon that the COR youth's pastor preached.. But, I guess I'll do that in the next post. Alright then! That's all for this post, I shall end here becau

Sigh.. sian ._. The thought of going to school on monday is just.. sian. :\ Got a mock exam on musicianship on that day.. :s no one knows who'll be going in the room to get tested first or anything. gah, so scary ._. my most feared tests are the intervals and singing in solfege..... sigh ._. I'm so bad in those. Well, looking on the bright side, I've conquered my GenEd presentation this week! :D :D Seems like my teach. was quite pleased with my presentation (: (: So, other than the musicianship mock exam on monday, I've got music theory test/quiz on tuesday. Ah, that one no prob, cos I'm pretty confident already (triads - basic stuff). So just gotta concentrate on monday's mock exam.. and I can relax for the rest of the week ._. well, not so, but ah well. I'll try to. Week 6 (revision week) is coming and week 7 (MSTs week) is next! I'm pretty afraid, but shall choose to rest and rely on God more(: (: Oh yes! And tuesday gotta play a melody I comp

Fearless Another book I've been reeeeeaaaaally glued to!! It's pretty exciting at the beginning, and emotional throughout (somewhat), and the plot is just pretty cool(: something new to me, something I've never really read before(: I do recommend this book to bookworms out there! :D :D It's.. "Fearless", as you can see, by Francine Pascal. Well, a little update, I'm on to Book IV or V of psalms I think. haha I forgot :p it's either one, definitely 100++ but I can't remember where I stopped at exactly... And I'm finally at the last lesson for my study on 1 & 2 Tim and Titus qt material/book. SO.. poly life, yes. hmm.. need to keep up! I've got a test on monday, and it'll be on the usually ear-training stuff like singing the interval of a random note played on the keyboard, singing solfege one scale up or down, etcetc. And the keys part which consists of playing the first page of "Melody", playing the scales of A and E

Finding myself. It's been a long while since I'd last did some art. don't judge .

Forgetting a lot of things lately. Like it's been completely erased from my memory, unintentionally , to add.

NEW BLOGGER FORMAT?!?!?!! :O :O Whoa... haha need some time to get used to this :p Well.. I just felt like posting this music video. haha I don't know, but I think some of you guys might not really like her, but, I think some of her songs are pretty meaningful and encouraging. This is one of the many songs(: Hope you guys'll appreciate/enjoy it! And another one! haha just came to know of the song while exploring youtube :p

Second Day of Poly Life No, I'm not gonna do this every day -.- Just updating a bit.. GWAAAAA!!! I'M GONNA GET AN IPAD! FOR THE COURSE DUH. BUT WHO CARES? AHHHHHHH HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA AND AHHHHH CAN USE THE LOGICPRO SOFTWARE AHHH AHHH AHHHH!!!! IT'S A SUPER DUPER COOL SOFTWARE, THAT ALLOWS YOU TO COMPOSE SONGS WITH THE KEYS!! TO PLAY THE DRUMS, ETC. JUST LIKE GARAGEBAND. ONLY BETTER!!!! And no, neither am I advertising any apple product. :p Today had to buy some music theory book which cost me $48.50 T-T oh man. And looks like all my modules are pretty manageable - I THINK - except for the music theory one.. the most stress one... need to do tons of presentations and quizzes/tests.. I can't even tell what's CA1, MST, CA2, Test. When's when?! gahh... so confusing.. every teach. use different um.. acronym...? Ah well, no time to complain.. Tests start next week. oh gosh. and only second day of school ._. Gotta go read the music theory textbook later for tmr.. ahh and

First Day of Poly Life Well.. turned out to be, much different than I thought it'd be :\ First day of poly life felt like the first day of a secondary school life, a first day in a new class, etc. The people here're pretty friendly and so's my teach. for my module, "musicianship"! yay! Teacher Candice FTW! :D She's really encouraging. Today learnt on relative pitching and perfect pitch... Then we did many exercises (since it was a tutorial) and paired up to practice intervals, and we have to stand in front of class (of 10) and "sing" =.=" Oh terrible. And there's this guy in my class who's really zai.. During class when we tried the piece, "Melody.. Young something...", and I think He was either first or the first few to present it to the class.. and he added his own stuff and played it really fast, when the score sheet clearly said, "NOT FAST." eh-hem. but okay lah, very creative(: Lots of funny people in my class an