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Actually considering.. About going for that interview. yes, that woman called me this early afternoon to go for an interview tomorrow at Orchard Central, 4pm. Some model thing. I stopped to realise how scary things were at that moment. I was actually considering to go for that interview, but at the same time, I look at myself with so so many flaws. I have fats at my waist - so if I had to do a shoot exposing my waist, it'd be so ugly - I have fat thighs, short legs, barely oval-shaped face, not so sharp chin, big feet, not very toned legs, and above all, I'm short and don't have nice teeth -models, imo, should have nice and straight teeth with a good smile to go with, I for one, don't have. and I'm 18 this year. Why me? Why had I considered anyway? It's because of these many flaws I actually considered . It sounds like an irony, or contradiction. But really, ask any girl out there - how beautiful doesn't matter - they'll tell you 101 flaws about th

AWESOME FRIDAY! Did some workout in the gym with Jing Yee today. It's been soooo long! :D I feel the happy hormones now. Well, I'm pretty excited for tmr. Can't wait to repair my iphone lock button ._. and YE of course. Hmm.. Also arranged to meet Charlton after YE for dinner to check up on his life and everything. ORD-ing, not too soon, but ah well, hope ben and I can be of moral support in the mean time! yay~ And tmr shall commence the first day I try on a peplum top. right. a peplum top which cost me $15 (technically $25 cos I had to buy a necklace so that it doesn't look too plain.)... Hmm.. okay. so weird. I thought I had more to blog about. Seems like I'm done already..... OHOHOHOH! Shall state some events and happenings! Just uploaded a vid of my latest composition on YouTube and I'm pretty shy about it, but still, would want to get some comments. So, please do drop by: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UEcI_l5TTw It's kinda my first time play

YES. I choose today & now to be  melancholic . Ever missed the times that you were a kid? I sure do. I never had to worry about anything. I never had to be exposed to politics, economics, and so on and so forth. I never had to be mature enough to maintain good friendships. I've always fought, but forgave and became friends again with my friend(s) the next day. I never had to think about what others think. I never had problems with anything, really, except not getting what I want at times. I never had to study. I never had to worry about money. I never had to see the world soaked in its misery. I never had to cry and mourn for the dead, but living souls. I never had to think. I just had fun. I always got to have fun. I was always a joy to everyone around me. I was always happy, a sunshine. I always got to relax. I was always a just-want-everybody-to-be-happy person. I was always me. Growing up was a huge stage for me. Yes, in the earlier - recent - yea

Rushing of assignments -sigh- Yes, there is a need for me to sigh. Here I am, sitting on my chair, sat here for a good 3.5 hours or so, working on my assignment. Eh.. Correction, on ONE of my assignments. -.- Here's what I need to do.. or what's left for me to do at least: 1) Continue to work on composition piece for animation 2) Finish up music theory assignment (label the forms/sections) as well as talk about the salient features of the piece. The piece which I'm working on.. or rather, doing an analysis on is Prelude (and Fugue) in C Major by Johann Sebastian Bach. Why I bracketed the Fugue? BECAUSE THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE TO DO IT. OTHERWISE I'LL GO INSANE. 3) Study for music theory test comin' up this thursday. 4) Study for synthesis and composition (SYNC) test comin' up this friday. 5) Study for acoustical science (ACTS) test comin' up next tuesday. Deadlines of all assignments: This friday. WEHHHHHHHHHHHH. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS