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Seriously? Yes. Seriously. WARNING: Unhappy post. Don't even try to joke. What is wrong with the whole BitStrips not looking you thing? I mean, yeah, so a girl doesn't like a certain feature of hers, but she isn't restricted to only the features that resembles extremely close to her. I have plenty of options given, and no one ever said that BitStrips MUST be a comic ME. BitStrips MUST look like me. After all, if it really did, they should provide more options, because even I honestly feel that doesn't look like me at all, but yes, some parts really does resemble. And I look at myself in the mirror way many more times than all you people do. For the past 18 years and 1 month.  I love wavy hair. What's wrong with that? Doesn't look like me? Fine. I'll go perm it.  What's wrong with systems these days, huh? So Anon comes to attack and threaten the government, now delivery company also affected ah, huh? Cannot receive my emailSSS ah? A

Pillow There's something different about today. I buried my face into the soft and fluffy pillow. I remembered all those years where I took it for granted, how it's been carefully supporting my neck, protecting my memories from leaking out of my brain, I never knew. I never knew of how important it was to me. It was a good tissue for those late night tears, even when I wanted to be alone, I really just wanted to spend time with it so all that pent up anger, frustration and devastation would fade away and all that would matter is here and now. I recall how it could easily absorb and wipe away that unglam drool formed overnight. The way it caresses my soft cheeks, like how a babe feels at ease when she hears her mother's heartbeat on her mother's chest. What could go wrong from merely withdrawing yourself from the world for a few moments? Everybody does that every day. They just don't know it. They too, were living in the dark, in my past. They never knew what a fr

Strange feeling I too, share the same sentiments as what Luke had shared in his testimony on FB, YE group page. I feel that there's a season of change coming, and I know that with all that's happening, it's quite obvious that it will happen, but when? I do not know. I do not boast about this because I really an unsure, but I guess I'm a bit prophetic. I usually call it "psychic" but, yeah, in this context, it's "prophetic". Just that, it's a bit. not a lot, but a bit, and I can sense things at times. Of course, when God allows it. Therefore, when I say that I feel the season of change coming too, furthermore, with what luke, pastor andrew, ben, and some others feel the same way, I guess... YES, PEOPLE, IT'S COMING. These past few days - in fact, this week - has been a struggle for me as I tried to find out what's wrong with my spiritual life that's causing some tsunami effect on the aspects of life. It's been hard and I&