ALMOST OVER
Well, not exactly yet though.. Tired. Almost late for school today, reached school about 1-2 minutes before the march played ._. First time waking up at 6.55! Anyways, tomorrow's ss paper. Better get back to studying. Cya(:
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(How i felt when i watch Three Brothers on channel u, 7 pm, on weekdays) How I just wish we would put the anger aside and go straight to solving the problem.. Why waste your breath and emotions on things so minor?
Transparent/colourless, odourless
Topic: Flunked science practical today. Sighs. Just as sweet as it tastes when I'm happy and as bitter as it tastes when I'm in low spirits, it's just as tasteless as the facts I'm trying to digest.. And I hate tasteless food. I really long for the sweet to come, but I wouldn't want that sweet, maybe just for now, a medium sweet would satisfy my fantasies.. Dreams.. Away from reality for just awhile... Or a day.. Or even a week...
Cough cough
Having exams, taking a break from blogging. 1 or 2 October aka next Friday or Saturday. Cya then! (:
Poem writing
The reason I don't write poems now would mean either that I'm too emotional about the matter or not very emotional about it. Weird, but I guess that's how it works. Today I learnt more about stress. And hey, I just found out that with exams stress, I can't write properly because my focus is not there and esp when I'm stressed about other things, I tend to criticize every word and note I pen down. Therefore, extremely NOT satisfied with it. HEH! I can't waitgor exams to be over then I can start writing love songs to God again! (:
Maybe, just maybe..
Maybe I just gotta stop trying so hard and try to relax to focus. I can do that, can't I?
Tired and worn out..
I think studying has gotten the right grip to wring my brain, letting all the brain juice get absorbed by knowledge ..
From green-eyed monster
"Wasting time comparing, lose yourself despairing.." - adapted from Green-eyed monster by Corrinne May
Open your eyes
Hear the ringing of the bells See the snow flakes falling from the sky Soft snow piling up on sand and seashells Clouds floating lazily across the sky The sea reaching the ends of the earth Beyond horizons I realise And remember the times I felt this much self-worth Do you realize? Can you tell? All your fears dispels? I came this far Had far too many scars That brought me to who I am today Nothing much surprises me in any way But I think about it Even when I get tired of thinking so I slow down, but I don't quit No matter how big the blow Scars that make me stronger for life Make me estranged from strife Like I said, not much surprises anymore for me To experience, touch, feel and see My fears will slowly fade away For what He's done for me Guiding me through this narrow path I no longer need to worry Sometimes I tell myself every now and then To open my eyes and see the world again See that reality isn't so bad after all When I give Him my time, my all .
it's done
Yupp, it's done! (: Don't ask me what. 'Cos for some reason, my STM is getting really bad and I think if you keep asking, I'll just keep quiet or keep saying 'no, I will not tell you' until I forget what we were talking about. oh crap, I don't wanna get early dimensia ._. how it's spelt again ..? I have to catch up with my friends for revision, ugh! and duane! pause with the life talk now, I think if I don't get started or straighten my mind at least, I might just break down this week. No need to feel sorry or pity me, whatsoever. I mean, okay, what am I talking? -.- you can, but I won't care. and DON'T SAY YOU USED TO SAY THAT AND SO ON AND SO FORTH JUST TO MAKE ME GET YOUR POINT. 'Cos I already do. Yes, it's my choice. so yeah. shh. But maybe for now I can put your advice into consideration. I mean, it does make sense .. so.. yeah. I need all the help I can get. Like you said, I can't do it alone. It's no way for a
awkwardness I guess ..
There's no explaining for it .. and no, I actually mean I don't need any explanation from you .. I don't know why, but this feeling stays . Though days since then are actually short, I wouldn't say it is that but.. I've been getting this shivering feeling in me - all tinglingly and stuff like that. what's wrong with me? I must've just drilled a hole too deep in my head. 'Cos you know, lately, I've been trying to torture myself with studying. But although it looks as though it's torture - immense torture, to me - somehow time spent with my sister lately has gotten me to forget all my got-a-strong-feeling-that-I'm-gonna-be-toast-the-next-day-or-minute thoughts. I'm gonna have my guzheng lesson with Mr. Doom tomorrow night and there's most probably recording, like 99.9999999% so & and all I'm hoping for now is that it doesn't rain or have a storm tomorrow night or something. Unfortunately, talking to my sister still doesn