Go take a LOOK O.O http://cw-vanessa2-27a.blogspot.com Oh well, I managed to finish my IT work. Unfortunately, I finished it today, 10.17pm T.T I hope she didn't notice . Anyways . I know the song's a bit emo . I was seriously rushing through it. HAHA . I wanted to added some more facts, but had no time -.-" Oh well, teach sure won't give extra time cos she actually wanted us to hand it in on Sunday before midnight . But our class managed to bargain! :D And so ... no excuses accepted, I guess .. ._. But hey, I spent like, hours one it kay!!! I mean the information ._. HAH . okay, nothing else . cya :D CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .
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BUSYBUSYBUSY - mugging . Oh mann.. past few days mugging like SIAO . Nearly fainted . The moment I was free, I immediately go to my bed (where I love to study at) and take out my notes, notebook, pens and correction tape out and start studying ......... I just finished doing a math paper I received today . It was REAL HARD . I squeezed out my brain juice you know that!! Sigh . Unfortunately, I couldn't answer like .. nearly half of the paper ._. Oh well, I shall just finish studying my bio then I can move on to physics tomorrow! (: OHOHOH!!I just remembered . Tomorrow I'm going out that WHOLE ENTIRE DAY ._. Going out with guof in the morning to buy teach's day present for gz lao shi, then afternoon, go bishan library with zoey to study/borrow book if I wanna? Then later at night going to the dance concert with YE people! (: Sigh .. Gotta study a LOT today ): JUST to make-up for tomorrow . Well, basically cos I planned according to.. "not-going-out-during weekdays&q
I hate .. The new teachers that taught us this term . No one likes them . Mr Ng Eng Kee - English Lee lao shi - Chinese Ms Rebekah Tan - Geography Why.. you may ask . Mr Ng - English -Mark our comprehension as O lvl standard . -Didn't even tell us the comprehension test day. It was unexpected . -Didn't say cannot DON'T use the words in the passage, he didn't even tell us about it and just mark it wrong . No one mark, no half mark, NOTHING , zlitch! -Gave us about an hour lecture for how everyone faired for compre. test . I'm telling you, my class, probably excluding those who passed, those THREE, HATES Mr Ng and will remember him for LIFE ! Lee lao shi - Chinese -She's just such a petty teacher . -Extremely LOH SOH, worse than my ah ma . Twice as bad as her . -DARE TO FAIL MY LIAN BI . -DARE TO GIVE ME A 50 IN ONE OF MY ZUO WEN WHEN OTHER TEACHS GIVE ME 58, WTF . -Cos of her EXTREMELY irritating attitude and teaching, I flunked chinese . Failed overall chines
I can't believe it . Wth am I doing?? .. .. ".. I want the answer .." I feel reckless & lethargic Lost in the city hungry and thirsty my mood is getting cranky where's my teddy ? I don't know what's what anymore . As soon as I heard my alarm, I sprung out of bed . I can't believe this .. I'm going to school . Not that I've been very long away from it anyways .. It's just last friday I didn't go to school . [Yes, now I'm feeling much better thanks to all of your prayers(: ] I quickly got changed and got ready for school . The usual routine again . My feet shuffled as I made my way up to my class . I hate this .. I hate this .. As soon as I got to my place, I dropped my bag and fell back onto my chair . To study? Or not to study ..? I'm confused .. I took out my breakfast and started on the crispiest side . Yeah, I was eating chicken pie . I walked around class, looking for interesting talks among small groups.. HAHA, just k
Stressful . Life in school if like PRISON . I can't imagine how crazy it would be like when I step into sec 4 life .. Sec 1 .. Kinda slack . And once I'm used to it, Sec 2? Stress .. more stuff to study . Then mug a lot .. Then what? next year sec 3? More stressful . By the time I step into sec 4 life? I'm already DEAD . Tomorrow I'm getting back my math paper . I think I may get back my history and lit paper too . I'm not scared . I'm SAD . I knew I did badly, even after I've studied . I don't know .. It's like .. I understand the topic very well . But when I need to answer questions, my mind doesn't really link that well to the question . And everything seems like a mess . Like as if there's chaos in my little people in my brain that carry all my information of the subjects that I studied for . Sigh .. I guess I'm just not a academic person . Oh well, at least I still got music (: I'm gonna get another distinction this year (Grade
YAY!! COMMON TEST 3 IS OVER!!! :D OH FINALLY!!! BUT .. I gotta start studying for EOY tomrrow T.T Sad life .. Sigh .. studystudystudy . I wonder what my life will be when I go JC or Poly .. Sigh . Anyways, I realise got two people sick!! Well ... one =.=" :OO!!! Nicholas is sick and we shall all pray for him!! :O Pray that his fever better not follow by cough .. then sore throat .. then flu ... OOO!!!! WHAT AM I THINKING!!! H1N1!!!LOLL . JK LAH . But really, he really sick . So everyone, let's pray for him even though he's a jerk :D Next, Jonathan . Uhh ... peanut allergy, right? And that's incurable . And ......? INCURABLE'S NOT IN GOD'S DICTIONARY!! :D SO, ANOTHER PERSON TO PRAY FOR!! (: OHOH! and me T.T I'm having bad headaches DD; Sighs . Anyways, I don't think anyone will read my blog except random viewers right ... Sighs . So unpopular . CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .
LAST PAPER . "Our World , Our Earth " The coconut trees swaved As the water swoshed The birds in the sky rest in their nests while the other creatures of the dark side brawled Terror and destruction is the right words to fit it Tired and abandoned are those children When will the people see the need To shower love and to feed? No more smiles on their faces Pitying glances at their directions Shame and humiliation . Fossil fuels increased, Though there were lesser cars, Lesser heartbeats, Buildings torn apart, Birds making their homes in them Plants grew and grew and devoured even the tallest buildings It was very soon, animals and plants took over the world The reason I wrote that is because I feel that the world is going crazy! You know what I mean? Like, literally! I don't know how to put it, But all I can say is that it just became really crazy .. Anyways, tomorrow's my last paper, wish my luck! (: CHEMISTRY<3 CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .
Pulling through . Give a big sigh Lifting my hands up high Then shoulders drooping over sometimes I wonder Will I ever get there? I finally realise why it's so difficult to pass during streaming year . When Mrs Teo said that it's streaming, she said the papers would be a KILLER . Like, madness . Well, duh.. It's streaming year . What should I expect?? Today had math test and I'm like .. wth .. I have full confidence that I'll get full marks for my graph > 14marks . But I don't have full confidence that I'll get method marks for the ones I REALLREALLYREALLY don't know how to do .. Sigh .. Gosh .. I need a 34 to get A2 or A1 .. can't remember, I think it's A2 .. Out of 45!! Like, wth .. I'm freakin' out luh -.- MS GAN STILL SAID IT WAS GONNA BE REALLLLL EASY . YEAH, RIGHT . I'm gonna score for chemistry . I don't care, I'm aiming for 90!!! The test that Mrs Teo gave us today, was easy (as she said so) . But I only got 80% .
STUDIES A DREAD . Mann.. I sound so lazy xD Actually I've been studying a lot lately . Yeah, and slacking . But not as much nyya? I've got high expectations of myself this term if I really wanna go A class next year ): Look at it: ART - 65% CL - 65% D&T - 70% EL - 70% GEOG - 80% HIST - 65% LIT - 70% MATH - 75% ( I'm hoping for 80% though ) SCI (CHEM THIS TERM) - 80% ( or maybe 90% ) p.s. It's difficult, seriously ._. Sigh . What I really worry the most is D&T . JEE! I TOTALLY SUCK AT IT . crap -.- The reason why I can go online and blog now is cos I finished studying and I'm waiting for zoey to finish studying so that we can test each other :D Sigh .. Tomorrow's test is Geography and History . I seriously don't know why they can't put Geography and Literature together . WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL?!? Two heavy subjects together: Geography & history together . Very suck- ish -.- Anyways, can't really do anything about it, yeah? Even the sch
HYPPPERRRR!!! ((; Woke up a few seconds before alarm rang . I went to shut it up before he rings, so that I can wait for the second alarm to ring and not let my mum to come knock on the door on the first alarm . It's seriously annoying . I mean, when you're trying to catch some more sleep , yeah? Hahs . I quickly got dressed and washed up . Tied hair to the usual, the ponytail then pining up of the frinch . The usual routine every morning - clean orlie's pee/poo (most likely pee), give her food, change her water bowl, wash hands, drink ginseng prepare breakfast/help my mum to(if I do have time), put water bottle and breakfast in my bag, wear my shoes, open the door, leave with my mum ahead/behind me(most of the time, behind), lock the door, leave for school . I mean, C'MON! Dead-ROBOT-morning-routine life mannn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~__~ As I got into the car, I was wondering what excuses my group and I would give if we were not able to hand in the video in time . In the mean
DAYDREAM . nightmare . I feel as if like I'm in a nightmare, a really, really, bad one . So bad, to the extent that I cannot open my eyes . Surely my senses are not failing me . I can feel it . I can feel that she's angry with me . I feel that my whole life's corrupting . I see depression in her eyes, I don't know what to do . GOD, HELP ME ); Woke up 3-4 seconds before my alarm at 5.57am . I couldn't sleep anymore, even though I slept at 12am+ the day before . I hear the door knock, and suddenly, a light shone quite brightly on my face . I opened my eyes to see a blur figure at the door, that pretty much faded off in less than 2 seconds . I rubbed my eyes and stretched . I changed and got out of my room with Orlie walking ahead of me . Combed my hair, tied it up, and headed to the toilet . I already had the feeling that it was going to be a moody day . Okay, maybe not that moody though . I fed Orlie and went out with my mum and she fetched me to school . As I got