Stressful .

Life in school if like PRISON .

I can't imagine how crazy it would be like when I step into sec 4 life ..

Sec 1 .. Kinda slack . And once I'm used to it, Sec 2? Stress .. more stuff

to study . Then mug a lot .. Then what? next year sec 3? More stressful .

By the time I step into sec 4 life? I'm already DEAD .

Tomorrow I'm getting back my math paper . I think I may get back my

history and lit paper too . I'm not scared . I'm SAD . I knew I did badly,

even after I've studied . I don't know .. It's like .. I understand the topic

very well . But when I need to answer questions, my mind doesn't really

link that well to the question . And everything seems like a mess .

Like as if there's chaos in my little people in my brain that carry all my

information of the subjects that I studied for .

Sigh .. I guess I'm just not a academic person .

Oh well, at least I still got music (:

I'm gonna get another distinction this year (Grade 9)

I'm gonna have more confidence this time . Even though it's a higher

grade . I'm not gonna be afraid because each step I take, God will be there,

guiding me throughout the whole exam and period of time that I prepare

for my exam . He'll bless me . But also, I will do good things that please

him, to do things from the bottom of my heart, like helping people .

zzz.. damn thing just lost connection and it just saved up to here .

Oh well . Stupid thing . Forget it. It's hard to retype it all again . vexed .

CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .