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Long post.. I guess it's really been ages since I'd last blogged huh :p Well I'll make it up to you by posting a really long one today. First up: my trip to Cambodia! I thought it was pretty surprising when I first stepped out of the airport in phnom penh cos the weather was pretty cold! Like.. 22-23 dc? (Well that's what the board thingy said).. We stayed there for a day before heading to Takeo to start on our mission!(: Made many friends from the people in Phnom Penh (CCOP aka the church there) and really, they're so nice. Look at singapore? sigh... We started with hairwashing! then.. headed to the first village on the second/third day - a bumpy ride indeed =.= But I guess it was all worth it when we got to see the people there. They performed for us and it was heartwarming to see them sing and dance their hearts out for us.(: We did the puppet show and then there were some teachings/skits by CCK (the church we're working with) and sermon while we gather the ...

FYI It's been pretty long since I'd last posted :p Well, for this post it's just gonna be informative... Pretty busy this december.. Events involve going to cambodia next week, YE camp, CCIS perf, and giving a math tuition all the way in the west....... So.. with all these events taking place this december, there're loads of preparation and for now, I think I need to buy some three quarts for the cambodia mission trip.. oh, and practice the songs on my guzheng - which I'll be playing for the people there.. Also need to finalise the score for ju hua tai, by Jay Chou (on guzheng) for CCIS. Need loads of prac too, of course. Then the preparation for a math tuition.. I guess for now I just need to pick up some skills of tutoring :p and also revise on the topics.. phew! okay that sounds like a lot... :\ Really worried for my precious guzheng - which I've been practicing on for nearly 10 years now - though.. Hope the "airport people" will take EXXXXXXXTREEEE...

Open eyes The soft, pale fingers tracing from the edge of the sheets She walks clumsily, yet steadily, To the end of the bed she meets Stale and still, the wind became weak A wish yet to be fulfilled now slowly disappearing What did she have left? What hope did she have left? All was gone All was gone. The wine-glass in her hand A teardrop descended In the milliseconds Pictures in her mind played like a film Gone in a flash Gone in a dash What was left of her? Nothing more horrendous, the crazy bell constantly ringing in her mind no one she could tell Everyone was blind Ripples formed Like a disaster taking place She crumbled to bits She hid her face Tears streaming down Memories flowing back A fixed frown and a hunched back Nothing was & Nothing could ever be worse than The horrendous R egret. CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

"PROM" Wheee~ I'm back from prom! (held yesterday at goodwood park hotel) :D :D hehe apparently ours wasn't called prom cos we wanted to be special so it's now known as Cambridge dinner (: Preparation was pretty chaotic and impromptu but I guess it all turned out well and I saw many pretty pretty gals during c.d. night! :D Our ex-ex-principal, ex-principal and current principal as well as the sec 4 teachs came down that day to celebrate with us(: Took many photos and ate a lot .... ohohohoh! and they served my favourite fish! O-O ....... of which its name I had forgotten .............. :p Well I had a really satisfying dinner and great time with my friends that night :D hahaa partying like crazy and took loads of photos........ which can be found on fb(: hmmm.. ohoh! and I'd learnt how to play daidi too! Won my all-time-thrashers-of-the-game friends on the third go at the game :p hahaa... after which I got thrashed countless times ._. Oh well, what matters is...

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Not even Now not even soft toys not even beef steaks not even turquoise not even breaks Not even honey not even games not even movies not even photo frames not even music not even veggietales not even comics not even funny e-mails not even videos not even orlie not even cellos not even brownies not even piano not even guzheng not even a rainbow not even singing not even drawing not even painting not even designing not even sighing not even these not even those not even you not even me can breakaway what I feel now.. nothing can. no one can. no , not even anybody . p.s. this is just written to vent out certain emotions.

Almost to the end of Os Finally, the time has come to feel the freedom of secondary education and have a taste of the real world. Os are just ending and although I must say, I've been enjoying myself, having my fair share of total boredom and being like an emo kid watching movies by myself at home.. :\ And of course, able to be more free and open and happy, able to do Qt more calmly, be more relaxed and spend more time with Ben(: But just when Os are ending, a lot of things (as they seem up to that amount) are piling up on my to-do list and some things that are too much for me to bear or go through. Sigh, let's just say I'm feeling really emo now and although I've been really happy in the morning, I'm just suddenly so upset. 11:11 passed a few minutes ago and I'm supposed to be happy, enjoying the "exotic" experience in a lifetime or something. And yet, here I am fuming at all the new stress, fuming at my dog for always wanting to come in and go out of...

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Can't wait!! Simply can't wait for O levels to end!! :D :D I've heard shocking news about the bell curve for e&a math going up to as high as 93 and 80+...... wow -.- Well I'm done with most of my papers and I must say I've conquered it! :D Well, although I might not get my desired results, I know I've done exceedingly well, even better than prelims for sure :D And so happy! Today ss sri lanka came out for seq and birth rate in sg came out for sbq!! wheee both studied the day before :p Can't believe it, but ss is my worst subject, and this time I really feel confident of passing. I hope I dont fail ....... seq was really easy I think. At least for the first question :p The second question not sure but I did my best to answer both of them. I mean, the entire paper. wahahahhahahahhaaa okay I'm going nuts =.= Ah.. first time I'll get to relax and have a long break before school (don't know where yet) starts next year.. Looking forward to the futu...

Science Practical How did it go? I would say it's quite manageable.. but let's not talk about it. I think I'm more depressed than ever to receive news about the auditions for music and dance for in 2012 closed. I was depressed for like 3 hours plus until I came home, e-mailed them, checked their website (wow. it's new.) Then realised it's actually 2011. But it's for diploma and degree courses....... which are.. all? Well, I browsed their new website and realise there's a lot of info added to it, of which some were just intimidating. The thought about overseas people auditioning to enter the school gates of NAFA.. *cringe* There were a lot high qualifications required as well. Not only for overseas applicants, but for the auditions. I was quite frustrated and mad when I found out I needed to prepare two pieces. Earlier they never even stated a single thing about the auditions/tests. Only now when I read it up, I need 2 contrasting works. Sigh, I don't ev...

Two things ended today Alas! It's time, the time has come to say goodbyes and cry, for some Sign my autograph book Would you please? The memories clicked in the pen, neatly swivelled on paper for their friends For times flies, And our train rides have arrived we get on But one thing to add before we get on the train Before we part filled with hope we'd meet again A great time I had spent here in the sheltering walls of PL Thank you my friends, for your company, All the best for your Os, & do it well! :D :D :D ~ Today marks the END of the - nearly - 4 years of my life as a PL lite. I didn't cry, neither am I surprised about that. Well, we'd still be seeing each other during our O lvl papers which is pretty soon .... :s And besides, there's cambridge dinner after that(: Oh right! yeah, that, cambridge dinner = prom. It's somewhere in orchard and the theme's PL Oscar's. or without that " 's ". Well, we had the baccalaureate service and m...

Mini recent updates 2 Here are the recent updates! - done with 3/4 revision for geog (both human and physical) - finally continuing with ss! case studies for governance and healthcare in SG and Britain. - done with Book II of the Psalm! Moving on to Book III :D - received 3 a math papers today. Done with 9 qns for one paper. - feeling confident for coastal protection measures qns! (hard engineering & soft engineering) NEXT NEXT WEEK MARKS THE START OF O LEVELS!! SCREAMS .

Mini recent updates: - Almost done with 2/3 revision for physical geog. > more confident with topic on natural vegetation & rivers. - Left one chap to study/prac for a math thoroughly. - Done with 1.5/3 revision for human geog. - Done with 1.3/2.5 revision for ss. - Done with 1/4 revision for science. - One more psalm left to go til the end of Book II in Psalms. (last of book II: psalm 72) A few more weeks to the start of Os! jia you jia you jia you!!

Hey guys so sorry haven't been blogging in such a long awhile :\ have been busy studying and studying.. Gah! And poor momo's been neglected for quite some time now too): oh well. Approximately two more months from now and I'll be blogging again! Til then, ciao~ :D

Toccata & Fugue in D minor ~ Bach Awesome Yodeling - 12 year old Yodel Expert!! BGT FINAL -Paul Potts Paul Potts Semi Final winning performance

Bored to tears I probably didn't see this coming .. At first I had a crazy-whacked dream about me buying m&ms in some small translucent, coloured, shiny and heart-shaped casing.. and funny there was some ball stuff inside =.= Then suddenly the scene changed to some meeting scene. It was just three people - me and some girl sitting across me and Ben sitting beside me. Apparently, Ben seemed like statue in there :p Hmm.. then for somewhat reason I got mad at the girl, got up, walked over, threw all the m&ms - which was suprisingly a lot - and stomped back, slumping into my chair. Then I became irritated when I heard barking and in the dream it was someone knocking hard on the door.... Then I woke up, orlie was barking -.- bleh. Well, I ate mi goreng (the instant noodle one) and a slice of strawberry shortcake (yum!) for lunch while watching tv and doing a math :p Did pretty well today, completed quite a number of questions! :D Did some physics questions too. Had dinner with m...

Sweet 16 Really wanna thank you guys (Ben, Regina, Zoey, Amabel, Jelene & all my other friends) for remembering my birthday and really surprising me with all the gifts :D :D It's the first time I've received such a humongous bear to hug (hehe thanks dear :D), first time I've tasted Ben's mom's delicious butter cake, first time that my two dear friends (Zoey & Regina) surprised me with gifts and my favourite strawberry shortcake right at my doorstep and first time that my two other dear friends (Amabel & Jelene) organised a baking session and surprised me with a pair of sneakers! yay! I can throw away my old one already :p I'm really so thankful to have you guys and not forgeting the others who did remember my birthday and wished me. I feel so fortunate and blessed.. To see you guys doing all these, I just see God's love flowing through you guys as it's part of a way of God giving me my special present on my Sweet 16th birthday. I really appr...

Held close Held close For all that's worth Burying my nose Partially concealing my mirth Time standing still As I hear the heavy-to-light thumps All of it is real It Is real, It is Autumn Grasping tightly, Taking a deep breath in And letting it out shakily Thoughts of chagrin running through my mind Eyes closed, Removing the frowns My body in repose But felt like breaking down Flying and out What's this all about? The thumps I was hearing but now feeling Within me That little creature hides Haunting me consistently But its words I will not abide For where all lust lies Away with them This time, right here, right now, time flies.. Being loved , where I am Held close in your arms. CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

IT'S FRIDAY, FRIDAY! :D :D THE LAZY SONG

God's realness to me.. Worthy to be praised. As you guys might've already known, yesterday was the release of the GCE O level Chinese results. It was also the start of my prelim 2 and I had English yesterday. All that'd happened really made me feel God's presence & guidance . Well, to start off the day yesterday, I had my English paper 1. It was very first time I had written a compo that I felt was good + good handwriting! Very satisfied with that! :D Well, the topic I chose was " Time ". I wrote a typical story of passing time etc, with relation to my major exams and so on. Well, as I read that title, the first thing that came to my mind was, "Things will come to pass." And indeed it did. I felt that God was speaking to me right at that moment. No, it wasn't just an idea on what to write about, but more of an encouragement . Compre and summary was next. It was like the first time I could actually answer the vocab questions with som...

Clown Aw man.. I actually woke up early in the morning today.. Got dressed, headed out and for school.. Got out the lift, walked, my neighbour - uncle low - was surprised and asked if I really had school.. Then I was like.. omg.. yesterday was national day right?? =.= erm.. better call up my classmates to check. SO. I got into the car, called up many friends and finally guofang picked up and said, "no, I don't think so...." OH MY GOSH ... Uncle low would still be there if I were to head back right now. so embarrassing ): My mom alighted me somewhere further away from my void deck and I walked to the nearest staircase, walked up to 5th floor and took the lift up. Thanks, I met my other neighbour - who was one of the few whom I actually felt comfortable talking to - and he asked me if I was heading for school. And I said er... actually, I just found out there's no school today. And laughed pretty much sarcastically over that statement I made. He laughed too. And ...

More music videos! :D Soon and very soon My King is coming Robed in righteousness and crowned with love When I see Him I shall be made like Him Soon and very soon Soon and very soon I’ll be going To the place He has prepared for me There my sin erased My shame forgotten Soon and very soon I will be with the One I love With unveiled face I’ll see Him There my soul will be satisfied Soon and very soon Soon and very soon See the procession The angels and the elders 'round the throne At His feet I’ll lay my crowns My worship Soon and very soon I will be with the One I love With unveiled face I’ll see Him There my soul will be satisfied Soon and very soon Though I have not seen Him My heart knows Him well Jesus Christ the Lamb The Lord of heaven I will be with the One I love With unveiled face I’ll see Him There my soul will be satisfied Soon and very soon Soon and very soon We’re the forgiven, singing redemption's song There's a fire that burns inside A fire that burns inside N...

My thoughts of the day.. expressed in music .. The very songs I happen to have heard on my ipod.. at the right moments.. The last song is 'Leaving', also by Corrinne May. If you've got the track do go listen to it yeah. It has the freedom feeling.. and the highlight of that song, the line that keep running through my mind, "I'm leaving this path behind". And I think that's something I've to work on at this moment. I've to leave it behind and, trusting in God, walk forward. Listen to those lyrics in the first three videos. I think they're very meaningful.. very.. meaningful.

There is nothing Verse 1: Lord I come before You To honor and adore You For who You are and all that You have done Lord I am not worthy My heart is dark and dirty Still somehow You bid for me to come Pre-Chorus: So clothe me in humility Remind me, that I come before a King Chorus: And there is nothing There is nothing More precious, more worthy May I gaze deeper May I stand longer May I press onward to know You Lord Verse 2: May our time be sweeter May I be a keeper Of the promises I make to You in song Lord may I remember these moments of surrender And live my life this way from this day on Pre-Chorus: So clothe me in humility Remind me, that I come before a King Chorus: And there is nothing There is nothing More precious, more worthy May I gaze deeper May I stand longer May I press onward to know You Lord Pre-Chorus: So clothe me in humility Remind me that I come before a King Chorus: And there is nothing There is nothing More precious, more worthy May I gaze deeper May I stand longe...

Sickness begone! Last week was down with a fever, bad headache and sore throat. As soon as I recovered from the fever and bad headache, my sore throat persisted and soon my throat had white spots (I heard it's due to the infection). Apparently, my doc said I had a weak throat.. Oh well.. Can't do awl role for now I guess :\ So now I'm currently on medication for 10 days max (about 2 weeks). Hopefully by then, I'd recover so it wouldn't hinder me in my performance during my english oral on 18 aug! :s ohoh, and the start of my prelim paper 2. English. I think. With prelim 1 over, school's really changed. I mean, my schedule and all. It's revision after revision after revision.. oh wait, nonono.. Test papers after test papers after test papers :s I'll surely NEVER forget this year :s They're seriously blasting us with e math and a math and geog and sciencesss papers!!!! gahhhhh :s And quizzes every week. Gonna be having one on monday (is that tmr? I thi...

Haven't been sick for a long time.. Not that I want to, of course. I've always been prone to getting a cold or sinus infections during the monsoon periods when the temperature and rainfall changes with extreme temperatures/rainfall every day.. Gahh.. don't like those periods. Had to bring tissue around with me - at least 3 packets of tissue . This time it's some virus.. Don't know what it is, but my mom got it first then spread to me =.= Apparently, my dad and my sis are fine, so it probably could've been something only my mom and I ate around the same time. Cos she was sick the night before already, I was sick the next morning, when my mom had a high temp of 38.7 d.c. :s And she still went out to buy bao for breakfast, saying she needed to get something to eat so she can take her medication (just panadol cos she didn't see the doc then.. yet) my mom's really strong.. I think if I were to have that high temperature, I wouldn't even be able to get out...

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Change In The Making There’s a better version of me That I can’t quite see But things are gonna change Right now I’m a total mess and Right now I’m completely incomplete But things are gonna change Cause you’re not through with me yet This is redemption’s story With every step that I'm taking Every day, you’re chipping away What I don’t need This is me under construction This is my pride being broken And every day I’m closer to who I’m meant to be I'm a change in the making Wish I could live more patiently Wish I could give a little more of me Without stopping to think twice Wish I had faith like a little child Wish I could walk a single mile Without tripping on my own feet But you’re not through with me yet And this is redemption’s story With every step that I'm taking And every day, you’re chipping away What I don’t need This is me under construction This is my pride being broken Every day I’m closer to who I’m meant to be From the dawn of history You make new and you red...

It bothers me And I'm certainly not looking forward to it. Release of Prelim 1 results tomorrow. Well, some papers. Not sure of the schedule yet, but I'm really not looking forward to it. After my geog teach went through both geog papers, I was really really disppointed. and furious. It was something we were taught before, and taught to do so, and she, being one of the two teachers who marked our scripts never told us in term 1 that we couldn't - needn't actually - write the intro. of a LORMS question. We were always taught that the intro, body and conclusion structure is crucial to answering the question (aside from the content and evaluation of course.) And now then she come tell us - no, scold us - why we waste so much time writing the intro. Even after those words that our principal comforted us with.. all about prelims 1 not gonna be very good and will most probably be meeting her with our parents and all. I'm totally prepared, really. But yeah, I wasn't c...

2nd slack-est day? Didn't have much going on today and pretty much had free periods(: felt like a relaxing day with the cool weather to top it off & the strawberry from the kerine's strawberry birthday cake. mmm!(: Found out my classmates bought the cake from Four Leaves. Just walked pass four leaves today and saw the cake labelled, "Strawberry Shortcake". mmm! sweet(: Had sogurt with zoey after school and relaxed for the rest of the day. Well, I've got to treasure this week fully for I'll be starting to chiong again next week... not really looking forward to that. Well, certain things have happened and I'd realise the power of my words, the experience that I just had, and what I read from my qt material merely a few days ago.. it was all true, and yet. Disappointment . Yet again. Filled my heart with anger and judgement upon myself. I know I shouldn't have been affected that much, I mean, it was just a trivial matter after all.. Why had I thought ...

Clarify. There are certain things that I've to clarify, I have to make it right, I have to take action. I cannot just leave it there and let it continue in its current state . Many things going on my mind and yet, I cannot say it out. Things are slowly changing and I've musted some courage in me already, but yet, it's not enough .. I need more.. I need more of this and that. With the break between prelim 1 and 2, I think God has given me new tasks. And it's my duty to fulfill it, for God's glory. I will do it for the benefit of others as well. I can't bear to look anymore. I can't bear to see myself being influenced by the thoughts and perhaps even turned into words.. and actions.. I keep telling myself to put myself in the person's shoes. I keep telling myself that. But my actions say otherwise. And for this, I'm extremely disappointed. I don't want other to be influenced the same way. A little is funny, yes. But to the point of that? no, I cann...

School tomorrow.. Nearly 2 months of not having proper lessons and now back to following timetable.. Pretty weird, but I guess it's alright. Just not sure what's with the remedials though. I heard it was compulsory for everyone to go for it.. so much for calling it "remedial". More like extra lessons =.= Oh well. Wore the new blue top I bought earlier this week! :D hehe would like to take a pic but I didn't get to and I'd already thrown it into the laundry bin :p hmm.. Today was pretty short yet tiring for me.. well.. sorta. sore eyes): -sigh- The thought of having school tomorrow.... -_- just wanna stay in bed... Some things happened recently, but I don't wanna talk about it. I guess it's something I have to learn and be careful of next time.. and I think I should start finding a paper & pen soon.

Thanks be to God! :D Prelims are finally over, and not to mention, chinese O lvl orals! :D :D I'm really glad it's all over and yet, can't really believe it is. Exams really drain me out): Sigh. Today was A math and I did a really really silly mistake.. of quotient rule): sigh. Oh well, I did my best for the entire paper and that's what truly matters the most :D Thanks for keeping - not just me but perhaps other sec 4s as well - in your prayers too(: (: I think the fact that I don't feel that upset as compared to last time is because I realise I've been depending more on God, which is good :D and because I depend more on Him, I worry less. Since worrying has always been my big problem, being this calm and at peace.. I must say, it is really God who is doing all this, including my change! :D :D Orals was expected, yet unexpected. I thought I was the 18th as I heard there'd only be one station for express students (the NA and NT ppl were also taking their oral...

short post. Things are going pretty okay for now.. can't wait for prelims to be over!! :\ Wednesday.. O lvl orals.. I can't wait for that to be over the most -.- -.- -.- -.- Well, as I've mentioned earlier, I've been doing a study on psalms and today I've just completed psalm 40. Good progress I might say! :D And just a reminder to myself, there are three types of songs: struggling win sin, victory, praise and thanksgiving. That's what Ps William told me about as he explained psalm 39 to me. I think.. hmm.. Oh well, anyways, my nose is disobeying me nowadays. causing my headaches): bad synus bad bad synus! D; I don't even know how to punish it. I hope it doesn't affect my exams and oral this week! :s I was just done with my revision for some of chemistry topics, gonna be moving on to A math formulas. gahh.. integration): still my weakest topic for now I think. Oh well, I still got time to practice on that before O lvls, so til then, I'll keep working...

5 days of prelims over, 3 more days to go! The morning is early Though skies are not bright Sit & watch carefully The sunbeams of morning's glory Awaken my soul Shake me from within Teach me to do as I'm told Not walk down the path of sinfulness I'll throw them all away Learn to love & obey For Your glory to be shown My old being I must disown My hiding place I'll dwell in You What I must never erase the truth about You. ~ Endured 5 days of immense brain torture, but it was through this that I've learnt to depend on God and trust in Him :D past 1 or 2 days I let stress take over me and again, by God's grace and unfailing love, He'd shown me a "mini" miracle, experiencing His presence and know that He cares and loves me very much.(: Upcoming week schedule recap! Monday: No school. woohoo! :D Tuesday: School/paper starts at 0900 or 0915 I think.. E math P2 Wednesday: Dread. Sc (Chem) P2, Sc (Phy/Chem) P1, O lvl chinese oral Thursday: A math P...

China trip pics! :D Some of them, that is.. snow! :D my hood was about to fly off though :\ Fake band. hehehe :p fake people. fake people and fake news. "25th DEC MERRY XMAS". I'm so sorry for whoever this person's car is :x hehe that's crystal and me. :D I forgot what this was.. Just chose it cos she was so cute :p Crystal, Nicholas (her bro) and me. eh.. didn't expect her to do that, but oh well~ :p Anonymous art piece! hehee :D Husky! Hmm.. I didn't get to take a proper pic cos camera man was gone when I patted each and everyone of 'em (without gloves on) and my fingers were literally numb and about to drop off.. but it was worth it! hehehee I liked the huge one that when sat down, was up to about my waist? And it was pretty big-sized too. hehee loved hugging that one! :D :D The fake Eiffel Tower. I'm known in China! Here's the big 'V' street! :p (sorry for the blur pic :\) Me and Hannah :D This is in dalian I think. pretty cold.. wo...

New stuff. Okay, so today's the first practical exam of the year. gonna be having another before Os. maybe. I think :\ Well, it was a good experience, I might say. except for the part when I wanted to wash my test tubes at the same time think about the answers for the last two qns for chem practical.. Mrs Phua then announced to us that we should not starting washing our test tubes of clean up yet. It was about 25 minutes before the paper was over. I wanted to wash em cos it was distracting to see them all messy -_- distracting my thoughts :p wanna be clean also cannot.. okay lor.. Had lunch with Amabel afterwards. Sigh. I think I'm colourblind. my friends talked about orange precipitate. I wrote yellow when it kinda did look like orange.. gahh!! I should've at least written dark yellow or something): oh well, at least this isn't SPA otherwise I'd be crying my eyeballs out :\ Hmm.. back home and watched last friday's 9pm episode. episode 19, if I'm not wrong...

Breaking free There's a duty I must fulfill. There's a task I am on. There's a sense of responsibility that I hold. And that's something.. something I long to do. I'm no longer gonna sit there and keep it to myself all the time. Whatever comes out, I've a recorder and notepad ready in my hand. I'm determined to do it. Because I want to. It's my calling. Even if it's just 99.99999% that I'm sure it is, I believe God gave me this talent for a reason. It's more than crystal clear. I'm gonna do it. No matter what, even if it'll take me months, I'll do it. Cos like I said, it's a duty I must fulfill, a task I am on, sense of responsibility that comes with it, something that I want to do because I feel that God had called me to do so. ~ Besides, all that, how've the holidays been for you guys? Hmm.. I felt I'd only enjoyed the last two weeks of the holidays =.= Oh man.. so quick and in a blink of an eye, I'd be sitt...

Ladies Nite! hehe recently have been keeping up with this show. I do encourage you guys to watch it, yeaa, not just girls :P Hmm.. it's pretty funny and entertaining and yupp, can learn some cool stuff from there(: Well progress for studying is still pretty okay. I'm on track now(: but was a bit shocked when I realised I couldn't do a single question for Rate Of Change.. from tys some more. It took me awhile to get used to it and finally do most of the questions :D Hmm.. the rest are pretty alright. I'm just a bit on the verge of giving up on my combined humans -_- ss...... sigh. Hmm.. and aside from studying, nothing really much to do except to rest a lot for the last week of hols!(: My mom's flying off later.. or rather, tomorrow, early in the morning.. My sis is going back too, coming back on sunday 12am something.. gonna be missing her loads): Hope she'll be safe in Japan and enjoy her time there as well(: Currently still transferring stuff to my comp.. but ...

EVERYONE'S A CRITIC! hehe statement by squidward. Woke up then had lunch soon after while watching spongebob squarepants at the same time :D hehe it's been a while since I'd last watched that. I really love that show. Not only does it remind me of my childhood, but if there's anything I like about spongebob, it's his attitude. He's really easily pleased, satisfied, really funny and cute. He's even so positive even when the others could not see any positive side to a particular situation. Also, I do admire his friendship with patrick too. hehee they're so cute together :P Realising so many things I did not bother observing before, my mouth was glued most of the time as I thought about the events that took place every minute, every second. I made a huge huge mistakes during worship today. Not just one actually, I even came in wrong beat for You Laid Aside Your Majesty. Through those two songs, it was like a battle for me. And inner battle like the one rece...

Thoughts I've been doing the regular reflections.. especially deep ones. And as for this post, I'll sum up some thoughts for today. It's not full, just part of it. To fulfill what the Lord had taught and tasked me to do. Forfeit my own desires to help others. It's not that difficult. I did it before and I felt much better than the relaxed life I have now. Lord, make use of me, help me to be of help to others like how you used me before; to put others before myself once again. My actions I've not carried out. Proves nothing. Thoughts are simply not enough.. It's up to me..? but why? right. I'm growing up, becoming more independent in action, making decisions.. There're so many important decisions to make at my age. Family, future, friendships, related. So many, but I'm not alone. God, give me courage .

Shaking Knees, Another Inner Battle. Ah.. someone was supposed to come today, but didn't. Lots of things going through my mind today. including that. With the last-minute notice - again - of being co-song leader, I freaked out. I honestly did. It's not exactly something to be proud of. As in, in that way.. To put it bluntly, they threw me in the deep deep sea, not just deep, why? Because it was last minute. To put it nicely, they gave me a chance to have a whole new experience taking on the role as a co-song leader (: During prac, spent a whole hour on the first song and we didnt have time to practice the last two songs: This Is Our God and Alabaster Jar. Gah.. and I made a mistake coming in.. with the wrong song some more -.- sigh. many things going through my mind before and after worship.. but I think the prac really gave me confidence to stand up there and sing. But honestly.. I dont know why either.. but part of me felt comfortable there, but the other part filled with dou...

Intensive revision didn't start off that intensive actually. which is good(: Started off with geography and english yesterday. Had a pretty big thing going on during english period. My classmates and I got scolded for things we didn't even do..... Oh well, I heard other classes had to close their ears yesterday too =.= Heard that since rivers and coast topic didn't really come out much for last year's paper, Mrs Ong decided to focus more on rivers and coast for now. We'd yet to cover the topic on industries.. but, oh well.. I heard the other topics were much more important. hmm. Still, I gotta read it(: Good news and bad news... these two days have been feeling really drained/tired. Most probably mentally I guess.. it's barely 11 and I'm really really tired as if it's 4am in the morning kinda thing :s but then again it's a good thing cos I'll have no trouble sleeping :p As for today's intensive revision, only had english.. went through the co...