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A big catchup! :D As you all probably know, I do have poor memory at things and doing this big catchup thingy of every posting is one of 'em =x Well .. All i actually remembered about last thursday was that I kinda had a tiring day.. (as usual) and had guzheng lesson at night. Gotta learn a new song! :O hmm.. won't be having the lesson the next two weeks (this week and the next) so, I've got time.. I've got time :D Besides that, I've been grumbling. Yes, grumbling. Everyone's going out to buy new year clothes and I have to stay at home and study/do homework .. Actually it wasn't so bad.. until my mom kept pestering me, asking me when I'd be going out to get em.. -.- for probably a week or 2!! T-T deprived from freedom. sobsob.. Hmmm .. Friday was as busy as the past few weeks.. came home, still had to study chengyu - I couldn't help but study on the bed, eventually falling asleep about 1 hr of visual memorizing & highlighting and making notes he...

BtS 2! :D There was once a young, lonely girl who wanted friends . She longed to know the true meaning of friendship but did not know how to go about it. Her mother had simply replied her question with a wink, and tol her it was up to she herself to find the truth. Determined, to at least try, she chose a beautiful sun morning to being her adventure into the unknown. Bright and early, she packed a nice lunch and out she went, into the fields. And so in the morning she went, eager to find find the answer . In an hour, she attempted to ask passing strangers, but all effort was for naught. Each of them passed by without a single hello or goodbye. The girl had begun to lose hope. Hiding in a grove of flowers, she cry... Only to feel a tap on her shoulder. It was was a boy of around her age . Perhaps now someone could give her the answer. So she told the boy all that had happened and asked the question, "What is friendship?" The boy shook his head and sighed. "Alas, I know n...

Gloom.. Today during physics class, apparently a lot of us didn't do our homework and mr pang walked around and went back to his desk, pack his things and left. No smiles, no um-chio. my gosh. we really did it. we really made him upset ): some more form class .. - guilty - ): Even if I were to give an excuse that I didn't have time, I think that'd be of no use already right. Anyways, the next period was PE. We all got changed and headed to the hall. Since our PE teach wasn't there yet, we all gathered in front of the staff room door and someone called for Mr Pang to come out. Then we all went, "SORRY MR PANG!! DD;" Then he turn around immediately and some caught him um-chioing =P Oh well, all is well. Then again, it is our lost if he doesn't have enough time to go through the practice questions if we don't do it. True true. But then again, this is madness. At least for me. Come to think of it, now that YE is shifted to saturday, with an extra program o...

AAAAAAWWWEEEEEESOME! :D hehe. Camp day 1 Enjoyed myself a lot at camp today. I think it was indeed AAAWEEEEESOME! :D However, there were times when I got bored or felt left out (as a class..) so I either slept, doodled on the booklet they gave us to take down notes, or read my book - during the activities that took place in our classrooms. Well, it was nearly 5, and 6 was dismissal - we didn't have a proper 30-min break and we were just exhausted and tired - and we had to use our brains to come up with a strategic plan for some game which, apparently, we didn't want to do. therefore, I read a book instead. I picked up some important points from the sessions/talks by Glenn, the speaker & the director of the camp. One that could really apply are the 4 stages of Team-Building. These 4 stages can be "used" in relationships (bf/gf), friendships and - yes, the obvious - in teams/groups. Stage 1: Forming Stage ("Honeymoon") Stage 2: Storming Stage ("Disagr...

Inhale, Exhale. fed up with blogger. I wrote a lot, then they simply deleted it whole because of some confirmation on whether I was the real blogger or not. fed up! I'll summarize it anyway. ugh. Brought my homework to church. (a math and chemistry) I was stuck at the first question for a math and as a result, I didn't have enough time to do chemistry homework. Another news, Pastor William spoke with Rachel in request to use my song as a response song next week during main service. Rachel agreed - along with me singing with it . Me? in front of the main service people?? I would say I am looking forward to it, fufilling action in VDA, but that'd mean I'll be having my weak knees and jelly legs on that day also.. bahh!!! nike !!!! Went dinner with the 149 people. hehe poor Vanessa Ghui kana bullied by Paul. Hmmm.. I sat at the same table as martin, paul and vanessa. The three of us kinda talked about personalities, and vanessa felt left out. but paul tried to put her in t...

Friday: 7 days is not enough. There's simply too much homework, too little time for us to study, poor management time (one due to to teacher teaching late & the other, my mind's kind of in a bombardment right now, seeing that I've got so much going on between jan & feb ..) and .. not enough sleep :\ That pretty much sumed up everything today. I wouldn't wanna say much, 'cos It's 12.33am right now and i'm am so gonna grab my bolster and tuck myself into bed anytime soon after blogging ._. Homework: English - 2 newspaper articles from the "IN" section, have to write summary and reflection. E math - 3 graph questions from textbook. A math - the number of questions to do practically is equilavent to doing an a math test paper. Chinese - 4 questions (like li jie wen da) and passage is from dou hao (chinese newspaper). Physics - Practice questions in textbook pg 218-219. Chemistry - wb pg 47-50. E lit - essay, one question (from one chapter) P ge...

Can't keep up.. =.= Had 6 diff sub. lessons today: math, ss, chem, eng, chi, pure geog. This really crazy.. Math, Mr Go went through something about area and volume of sim. figures. I'd totally forgotten about that. And guess what? the test is NEXT WEEK , after my camp. wonderful -.- Next, ss, this is BEST of the BEST !! SS SEQ test is next week, and.. we've just started on the chapter. even more wonderful right. Chem, Ms Oh - my sis's ex-cell leader (btw, my sis is in FCBC now) and now my chem teacher - was recapping on The Mole Concept. I was totally blur throughout the lesson because I got some parts and her working was different from what I learnt and I don't know anything about the last three pages of my notes. So I'm basically doomed since this quiz is next week too. eng, was my resting period, nothing to worry or think about, just listen to Ms Ong go on and on about narrative writing .. She did tell us about the word limit though. And she did a quick sur...

YESYESYES! :D Today my class had 3 periods of PE/exercise .. aka 35 min x 3 .. 1h 45 min of PE ..? :\ Well, I'll start off by the time I woke up. MAN WAS IT COLD THIS MORNING! I totally wrapped myself with my blanket =.= And I didn't even sleep with the air-con on last night ... Oh well, better get ready for school. The first two periods was morning jog/exercise. For my class, we did skipping again. Co-ordinated - 3 classes - skipping 500 times I think. We skipped 20 at a time, in sets. Then did a lot of stretching. I never liked the part where you had to lie back to the ground and - with your legs straight and together - lift it up like 30 degrees.. and stay put for dunno how long - until our instructor was satisfied, I suppose. My class, along with the other two, were dismissed early :D And so we had one period of physics before our class PE lesson -.- Ran a few rounds and did some beginner practices for mini-tennis :O! hehe, my ball went north, south, east, west, and bounce...

The usual. They may be a part of me, but I'll never be a part of them. I randomly came up with that one. There are many meanings to it, depending on how you look at it; character, part of life - played a part in your life/impact?, etc. Hmmm .. Today felt like any other ordinary school day. Nothing really happening happened. Although I wouldn't say totally nothing .. I'm just not able to say it as I feel it should be kept confidential. Had a pretty long day today.. oh. cca. yeah, CCA! My group members bully me )): I'm too nice too them man. They just walk all over my head in triumph. yes, that's how exaggerated it WAS and IS . It was totally .... I complained to guof =x hehe. I didn't look angry, but I guess I tried to hold it in. It was seriously .. -.-" I tried to make everything relaxing still.. and tried my very best to smile as much as possible.. acting wise, SUCCESS ! :D I should really consider being an actress someday. LOL. jk =.=" Ahhaha! Besi...

Seeing the good in everything .. isn't it wonderful? it's hard to do so, hard to be positive always. I've always admired and aspired to be people who are like that. They stay positive no matter when or whatever crisis they face. They simply look through the bushes, the branches and leaves to find a beautiful ladybug, amongst the thick vegetation .. Why the sudden of bringing this up? Well .. Today rained. Yes, I've always felt I could think better when it rained. 'Cos it would be a cool weather, my mind would be clear and I would be able to reflect and think about my life properly . Recently, I've been having a lot going on my mind. I wanted to put it in poem form, but not even the poems would I be able to translate these feelings into. But out of all the feelings, I felt one quite strong, though it's not really something I really bother.. But I guess this is how I feel whenever something goes wrong .. "The door swung open in the opportunity I sprang fo...

Still Sunday people, still Sunday (: Okay. this will be a quick one. like ZOOMZOOM . Okay. Hmm.. Today went to plmc with regina, nat, marcus and shaunald. met annette. I didn't quite like the worship. was too draggy. Perhaps I'm used to only 1 or 2 draggy songs. like really draggy whereby the worship leaders just keep on saying, "Holy Spirit, rain down on me.." and so on and so forth. I didn't feel into worship at all. I just felt like, okay, maybe a little bit, but more of like.. I'm actually watching a live performance of planetshakers or something. Even planetshakers would definitely be better. It's just that, I felt like I was watching a performance and not worshipping the Lord. I was guilty for that, but perhaps it's just not my type.. Anyways, I loved the sermon! it was really really engaging :D But somehow nat (sitting beside me) kept dozing off and I had to knock him a few times -.- Went for Japanese Steamboat, SHABUUUshi something something, a...

Hmmm ... engaging? hehe :D Just got back .. Pretty tired from today .. mentally and emotionally. I've been doing a lot of thinking today. For the "Grow to Lead" seminar, I found out two things I've been doing that's wrong. Sometimes when I'm angry and/or stressed, and my friend turns to me for help - sometimes I think it's because I just feel really exhausted and do not wish to be disturbed - I plainly told her, "Just pray." I felt it was weird to say so. I mean, besides the fact that a friend turns to you for help, if not comfort for her problem and I just say, "Just pray"? That's a bit unfair .. Secondly, Samuel talked about the use of 'i'. I vaguely remember this one.. Well, all that I remember is that, if I just keep thinking and thinking, and it's always i i i , nothing will ever be done - and that's true. That's what I do - even now. That's the disappointing part. The exciting part was when I was able t...

All in a day why penguin? muscle cramp lor T-T Hmm .. Today had been a really tiring day. I didn't quite enjoy the lessons and surprisingly, geography lesson was the most boring. I used to think human geog was fun.. and well .. it wasn't as fun when I realise I that I had to keep up with each slide the geog teach. showed during lesson.. And she's funny, but.. sigh. the stuff I copied seemed totally out of context (not from my textbook at all!) It seemed more of extra information .. Maybe it's because she's not my geog teacher .. Hmmm.. Well, notice I said the geog teach. and not my geog teach. Anyways, lessons were pretty much dragged on till 3.10pm before I rushed for my cca (which supposedly starts at 3pm...) CCA was ok.. Well, I don't know why but I didn't enjoy it that much. Maybe because the other two group ldrs weren't there, one president and the other, vp. president was busy with the sec 1 auditions (interviews) while vp was busy helping out be...

LACTIC ACID!!!! Yesterday's morning exercise/jog killed me. I had muscle cramp from thighs down. BOTH LEGS! AND NOW I DON'T WANNA WALK!! T-T Today ran 8 rounds too. oh man. I'm dying T-T School has been good. It was a good thing I really did my homework (ytd). and I did extra - homework to be handed up tomorrow, afraid I might not be able to do it today .. Really satisfied with myself (: I think must thank Saul for his voice haunted me whenever I try to escape homework. "Must do homework, cos for me, it was only then did I understand what my teacher was talking about." and I became motivated! :D Everything's been really really good, I must say & thank God for too. My common test starts tomorrow, and yet I'm so relaxed! how's that! :D I mean, it's a good thing for me to be relaxed because I can think better. When I'm anxious, my mind is blurred and everything's all jumbled up up there.. I'm really glad that God also gave me time to ...

Piles and Piles.. They just keep growing everyday. nope, it's not the books on my table.. It's the homework! And it's not that I didn't do my homework. one, I didn't come to school, I had no idea lit hw was suppose to be handed up the day before. yes, i came to school the day before ytd and I was busy spamming homework already. I didn't even have much time to rest yesterday! What's this!!! I'm gonna be stuck at my desk doing 2 E math graph questions, Chinese zuo ye (1, 2 and 3), 2 Lit essays (one with 2 qn and the other with 3, so 5 in total), SS hol. homework which I have absolutely forgotten what. And guess what? I was just reminded today - and just remembered too, somehow - that there's ss tomorrow and need to hand in hol. hw. しまった！ Today had E. lit, English and E math periods only. and yet? I've got this "huge" pile of homework to do. And I just got back. and I've not eaten. GRAHH!! I think I'll be staying up late today T-T...

It's nearly 5.30pm .. or is already 5.30..? Today woke up pretty early.. about 8.30am? Well, I snoozed my alarm clock til 8.30am of course. heh.. Then got ready to leave cos I was gonna meet guof. downstairs at 8.50am.. My lao shi wants us - three ldrs + one assistant ldr - to play this new song.. "Xiao He Tang Shui Huan Xiang Qu". We practiced - and recorded the song in parts - till about 1 plus then lao shi treated us to lunch! :D Guof. and Sian ling (gz mate) came over to my house for awhile.. okay, they left not too long ago. We were supposed to do homework.. yeah.. all i managed to do was to read an article and cut it out. then i found the other article to do on and cut it out. For the vocab part (part of hw), I only managed to find 2/5 vocab in the first article -.- haish .. jap class is at 6.30pm later.. leaving my house at 6pm .. so what should I do now ..? Hmmmm ..... Dunno. I'm done with K-On.. oh! that reminds me, I should edit my anime list.. & I shoul...

Cloudy, Monday Bluez? Feeling a bit part hyped up for school and part sian.. Well, at least I was able to finish two chinese compos in a few hours. 3 periods of A math today (I was doing my compo) and it was killer. Draining. But I guess it was only to me cos I wasn't familiar with the topic plus I was putting my brain in a difficult position of switching A math and Chinese =.= I think I've now gone into intermediate with this kind of multi-tasking. However, people, this is not adviced. LOL. I was totally felt worn-out during chinese lesson which was right after the three periods of A math. Such a killer .. Because the moment I stepped foot into class, sat down, (i forgot to greet =x) I got a paper with questions and lines and the next thing I heard was, "DA KAI KE BEN!" And I went like ... oh my ... li jie wen da -.-" Oh well, despite being brain-dead at the moment, I was able to answer a few questions that were - honestly - only part correct. I mean, what can I...

Open, eyes! clear, brain! listen, ears! Man, saturday's gonna be a whole day booked in church day. I FORESEE MY FRIDAYS-SUNDAYS BOOKED. LIKE, really booked .. T-T Friday: School, Cca, rush to church for the .. um.. session thingy Saturday: morning might have cca (since this year is SYF year, therefore, more practices), 2-4pm Grow to Lead, 5-7pm YE, later onwards, dinner and fellowship time .. Sunday: morning and afternoon sure chuck in all the rubbish. homework included, of course. 4-6pm, service in church. afterwards, dinner with the 149 people. may need to visit my grandmother for now too.. Crazy .. Today's session for Grow to Lead was quite okay .. Well, the fact that I was able to stay awake was because hannah (she sat on my right) got really bored and she started to play with some cushion hearts and she got me involved and disturbed regina too (she sat on my left). Then my attention direct to hannah her her cushion hearts -.- then back to Jonathan. SO, it's like, one m...

あめね..? Still sick. I think the fever's beginning to subside.. still having the sore throat, slight cough, headache, neckache.. esp the sore throat T-T I hate the liquid medicine.. Suprisingly when I swallowed the anti-biotics tablet, it TASTED like the very first anti-biotic I had taken .. Well, when they said this doc's medication isn't that strong, they really meant it =.=" I mean, c'mon, the time when I first ate anti-biotics was in the early years in primary school!! bleh. how i hated that liquid anti-biotics.. white colour one. -.-" Hmm .. it seems to be raining now.. slight drizzle .. planned on sleeping about 2 hours ago .. yes, sleep like a pig like yesterday -.-" Sigh, but I can't help but worry about the cca fair - they're probably playing it right now, 4.10pm. and school work most definitely. Cca fair is really important, I know, but I think I'm always able to count on everyone in gz tuan because we're kinda united and we'r...

Just A Dream (cover) He sounds pretty good too! :OO Teenage Dream & Just The Way You Are (Acapella cover) hehe. I like the comment, "the cymbal is the best one..." haha! truetrue xD This guy's totally amazing.. Dynamite - Cover this is so cool.. cymbal is still (Y) Fireflies - cover

Part 1 Once upon a time, in a faraway land, lived a simple farmer and his young son. Now the farmer's wife was ill with a deadly disease that caused blindness, and eventually death . With his father toiling at the fields, the boy took care of her. One day whilst his mother was asleep, he went out to see what herbs he could find .. On his way he found a secret path hidden in the vast fields. How he found it seemed like a miracle ! for he had lost one of his sandals in the grass by mistake.. The grass was tall and difficult to sieve through. But slowly as his hands felt their way around the earth, it came to rest upon an odd-shaped stone which upon touch .. the ground started to move gently, revealing a hole deep into the ground which did not seem to have been created by mortal hands and SO the boy, with his courage and resolve, knowing that something special lurked within, took his first step into a BRAND NEW JOURNEY .. ~ Part 2 And so.. Knowing that some how something mystical w...

but cute! :D Will start off with saying that I LOVE MY CLASS !!!! :DD They're totally awesome and should stay that way! (: Though I don't get why Kah Wee's gone so quiet, really. Hmm.. must be... Ms wong... Hmmm ..... I really gotta thank God for such a great classroom too. When I first entered, the flooring was different - it had tiles - and so were the windows - just different from the rest of the classrooms. Somehow I felt nice and cozy in there. My class is really small. 28 now. So it's like when we're close, we're really really close. (: As you guys know, yesterday was an exhausting day for me .. oh well. I'm really "cured" (: Hmmm .. Today's been a really weird day. but cute, why? As my principal was giving the yearly principal speech yesterday during assembly, she mentioned about the teachers becoming HODS, etcetc.. In other words, promoted. However, she'd forgotten to mention my ft becoming.. (I forgot, haha!) well, promoted. So th...

Still S ane.. Keeping S ane.. for now. I can't take it. I can't go on like this any longer. I feel like a drunkard today, like I drank a lot of cups in the morning and I'm as weak as a twig now. My head feels like it's gonna drop when leaning to a side, my head hurts, my pulse - a felt/read - was quite fast. I'm trying to calm down, but that would mean I can't talk. I can't talk or feel anything in my head because if I do, my emotions will go haywire just like that. I really can't take it. God please take this insane-ness from me! I'm tearing out of exhaustion leading to me feeling sad when there's clearly nothing to be sad for! I'm very weary. I'm very weak. I'm extremely depressed at a moment and very high at another moment. I may sound like I'm crazy today, but no, the fact that I still think normally, though not expressed, would mean I'm not crazy, but it's my sleep problem. I hope yesterday's method will cure i...

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet" - William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet, 2.2

JELLY! :O hehe. yes, jelly. yummy right? Yeah, but well, I didn't jelly today. my legs just went jelly after a whole day of activities =.= Here's the timetable : 12-2pm - badminton with Jelene & Amabel 2pm-6.30pm - went to Jelene's house to take a bath and did baking, Jelene cooked our lunch! :DD pretty nice, though I know it's just the tomato sauce that gives the flavour to the spaghetti :P hehe. i honestly couldn't tell because I practically ate nothing before badminton and after till we entered her house .. So everything seemed nice to me ~.~ We did a lot of crapping on facebook too - on Jelene's facebook. lol! totally no sense at all. our target of no. of comments initially: 50. But very soon after 50th comment, we changed it to 100. hehe! & so we spammed =x my gmail's so gonna be flooded -.- 6.30pm-(about)8pm - suppose to go home but Amabel wanted to explore nex to see if any shops was selling the bag she wanted to buy for school.. a new bag. 8...

Will continue on tomorrow (: Totally random: oh no .. when I entered my own blog, and scrolled down (this has nothing got to do with any content in any post), I had a nostalgic feeling! WHAT'S THAT ?!!

Today I was really really excited and looking forward to today! :DD It was a day where I was gonna eat out brunch with zoey @ swensens and .. well, get a present for charcoal (: Due to my blurness, I left the house without the one-for-one coupon thingy :\ So we ate at mos burger instead -.- Oh well, at least she got to eat her favourite fries :s Later went home and rested for a bit before leaving. I didn't go for the bowling thingy though. Didn't want to bowl and didn't want them to force me to bowl :\ So I decided to go later. haha, meanwhile, since it was about 2pm, there wasn't any nice tv programme.. so I watched cartoon network.. the um.. ben 10 show. One of my bleach-fan classmate always talked to me about ben 10 too .. and how cool it was and is @.@ So I watched about an hour .. Then took a bath and left shortly after my mom came home. It was the longest journey EVER to get to a place. Took me about 2 hours, approx. I was.. really.. really afraid. to be honest. I...