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Just got back from school and my dad asked me when was the competition date and I said I'd check. And so I did. and the dates are .. 1-5 dec. For preliminary round ..and 6-10 dec for final rounds .. just hope I don't get a second day - if you know what I mean. Super scared now. I just remembered, by rehearsal date is 18 nov. OH MY GOSH. I THINK I'LL FREAK OUT OR SOMETHING.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Scared T-T My leg'll go jiggly before after and EVEN DURING!! What if they think I chao ah lian shake leg during my turn? -.-
OH man.. oh yeah, and I had this super duper weird red "patch" i think. or line actually at first it wasn't visible, but it was really really itchy. then I scratched .. then an image like this '>' (EXACT) came out. uh .... then now it became with one SE line connecting to the bottom of the '>' arrow. WHAT IS THAT?!!!!!! Later had english lesson and our so-called "lesson" turned out to be compo -.- Hmm .. then my mates around me said my face very red. Think I put blusher or something. HUH. eh, seriously, I didn't. Then I touched my cheek, it was burning hot -.- I guess it's the heat. Then Charlene said something that made me go 'eek!' The sentence was "Do you know your face turning hot is one of the first symptoms you'll get before getting chickenpox?" Okay, it wasn't a sentence, but a question. A creepy one. Then Sheryl and Calista laughed -.-
Sighs. now back home, maybe will blog later, oh wells, off to do my other compo (:
& CHRYSANTHEMUM TEA HERE I COME!! :DD
Back and done on my compo! and AHHH-CHOO! I think it's probably estimated, the tenth sneeze today -.-" Jeee, the weather is so persistent, you know?
BWAHH!!! MY COUNTRY STORY AIN'T WORKING!! WAS THIS WHY I STOPPED PLAYING IT 10 MONTHS AGO?!?!??
Anyways, I was reading someone else's blog and apparently I suddenly felt bad. I felt really really bad. They've helped me before, well, tried to - but I refused, one persisted though. don't know if he was the spokesperson or ... I don't know. sigh. sickening, be it for social status sake or really deep down from the heart as a friend sake, I still can't help but feeling terrible. I'm pretty sure the one that talked to me most was.. well, I didn't really bother. But the others .. well .. sigh. I don't know. Sometimes I just hate it when people keep quiet. They ALL keep quiet when something's wrong. Sometimes when I'm just too busy, they sort of get angry when I don't pay attention to them - about the fact that they're upset. RAHH!! I can't take it any longer. It's killing me.
Why can't people just SAY it?! It's not like it's that bad - like there was EVER any of such were that bad to the state where a friend is beyond hope -.-
rahh.. fury, anger. anger is sin. *writes on paper, crushes it and throw it away*
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Okay anger gone (:
Well .. I think it came back again. But it's not the same type. RAHH!! why is so difficult to get rid of it??? Hmm.. anyways, was reading ben's blog then the fruits basket song played. GOSHH!!! I've been looking for that song!! But I think I actually forgot the tune but hearing it again sure was nice (: Anyways, it's in the playlist, track number 3 I think .. Well, it may be a little soft, but I guess I kind pick that cos there were .. pictures/movement quite.. er.. a bit funny ah ;D
Hmm .. Feel like skipping some rope but I think it may be kinda too late .. (8.38pm) Well, it is, here. I just realised my neighbours are totally creepy. One chant chant (beside), one quarrel until very loud, quite frequent too (upstairs) and one scream like SIAO. Like every second, one LOUUDDDD scream -.-" I CAN'T TAKE IT!! GRAAHHHH!! No wonder my sister decided to study at macs instead of at home -.- I totally understand.
Cooked dinner just now and .. oops! I think I added a little too much oyster sauce to my broccoli =x did I spell it right? arrghhh.. Hmm .. well, at least my dad said it was still okay =.=" Oh dear ........
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Just got back from school and my dad asked me when was the competition date and I said I'd check. And so I did. and the dates are .. 1-5 dec. For preliminary round ..and 6-10 dec for final rounds .. just hope I don't get a second day - if you know what I mean. Super scared now. I just remembered, by rehearsal date is 18 nov. OH MY GOSH. I THINK I'LL FREAK OUT OR SOMETHING.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!
Scared T-T My leg'll go jiggly before after and EVEN DURING!! What if they think I chao ah lian shake leg during my turn? -.-
OH man.. oh yeah, and I had this super duper weird red "patch" i think. or line actually at first it wasn't visible, but it was really really itchy. then I scratched .. then an image like this '>' (EXACT) came out. uh .... then now it became with one SE line connecting to the bottom of the '>' arrow. WHAT IS THAT?!!!!!! Later had english lesson and our so-called "lesson" turned out to be compo -.- Hmm .. then my mates around me said my face very red. Think I put blusher or something. HUH. eh, seriously, I didn't. Then I touched my cheek, it was burning hot -.- I guess it's the heat. Then Charlene said something that made me go 'eek!' The sentence was "Do you know your face turning hot is one of the first symptoms you'll get before getting chickenpox?" Okay, it wasn't a sentence, but a question. A creepy one. Then Sheryl and Calista laughed -.-
Sighs. now back home, maybe will blog later, oh wells, off to do my other compo (:
& CHRYSANTHEMUM TEA HERE I COME!! :DD
Back and done on my compo! and AHHH-CHOO! I think it's probably estimated, the tenth sneeze today -.-" Jeee, the weather is so persistent, you know?
BWAHH!!! MY COUNTRY STORY AIN'T WORKING!! WAS THIS WHY I STOPPED PLAYING IT 10 MONTHS AGO?!?!??
Anyways, I was reading someone else's blog and apparently I suddenly felt bad. I felt really really bad. They've helped me before, well, tried to - but I refused, one persisted though. don't know if he was the spokesperson or ... I don't know. sigh. sickening, be it for social status sake or really deep down from the heart as a friend sake, I still can't help but feeling terrible. I'm pretty sure the one that talked to me most was.. well, I didn't really bother. But the others .. well .. sigh. I don't know. Sometimes I just hate it when people keep quiet. They ALL keep quiet when something's wrong. Sometimes when I'm just too busy, they sort of get angry when I don't pay attention to them - about the fact that they're upset. RAHH!! I can't take it any longer. It's killing me.
Why can't people just SAY it?! It's not like it's that bad - like there was EVER any of such were that bad to the state where a friend is beyond hope -.-
rahh.. fury, anger. anger is sin. *writes on paper, crushes it and throw it away*
~ Back ~
Okay anger gone (:
Well .. I think it came back again. But it's not the same type. RAHH!! why is so difficult to get rid of it??? Hmm.. anyways, was reading ben's blog then the fruits basket song played. GOSHH!!! I've been looking for that song!! But I think I actually forgot the tune but hearing it again sure was nice (: Anyways, it's in the playlist, track number 3 I think .. Well, it may be a little soft, but I guess I kind pick that cos there were .. pictures/movement quite.. er.. a bit funny ah ;D
Hmm .. Feel like skipping some rope but I think it may be kinda too late .. (8.38pm) Well, it is, here. I just realised my neighbours are totally creepy. One chant chant (beside), one quarrel until very loud, quite frequent too (upstairs) and one scream like SIAO. Like every second, one LOUUDDDD scream -.-" I CAN'T TAKE IT!! GRAAHHHH!! No wonder my sister decided to study at macs instead of at home -.- I totally understand.
Cooked dinner just now and .. oops! I think I added a little too much oyster sauce to my broccoli =x did I spell it right? arrghhh.. Hmm .. well, at least my dad said it was still okay =.=" Oh dear ........
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