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Monday's Post-Christmas Party by Mel Had a pretty fun time there (: After dinner, I sat beside Christine and we talked for awhile. hehe, she's pretty funny at times, but oh well. the problem is that.. when I giggle at her, she always - without fail - shoot back at me, "Why are you laughing?" Like I'm some weirdo .. :\ whoops. The games were pretty fun too.. except for the part when our cell/team did the dares. gosh, i hated both. one was the 'one teaspoon of wasabi' and the other was 'to draw moustache and beard on each member on the team' and I was like ..uh ...... totally Paul's game, but I'm just gonna do it because I don't wanna make a scene. And I just keep telling myself to just Go With The Flow and don't be a spoiler . Tuesday: Mad. Had to wake up really early (for me >. wasted .. Anyways, I was early for my cca since I didn't get to buy my books.. My lao shi went crazy during he zou, means the four groups; Zheng I, ...

More than satisfied Under the starry night skies We sit on the soft grass patch Little beautiful fireflies That we try to catch We talk about everything Under the Sun, Moon & Stars & almost anything maybe as random as Mars Reticent as you and I may be Just like a flower, We bloom instantly when we see each other A reason, and a situation To the point where no one will understand Or comprehend This little special feeling That I'm caught with & smiling It never stops doing what it has been doing when we talk It's as beautiful as a river Looking down at the waters Seeing your reflection a beautiful & complete perfection What more could I ever ask for than this special someone whom my heart's already chosen ? ~~~ Alright, gonna head to church after a bath! p.s. © Copyright 2010 My Poems . All Rights Reserved.

The air's fresh today! (: fyi, today, as in, Sunday, p.s. it's 12.53am now that's why. I'm currently eating christmas biscuits!! :3 nomnomnom! They were baked and given by DORA!! yay!!! good student indeed. :DD HAHHA !! Hmm .. alright alright. back to the part when I woke up. =.= yeh. that's how awful it was like - my eyelids were barely open so I looked like a walking zombie as I headed to the toilet to wash up. Before I knew it, I was instructed to help my mom with the preparation of sandwiches for 37 kids (sheperd's kidz). It turned out pretty okay. I did most of the cutting (the bread's skin) at first, then spreading of the ingredients. Yes, I used the term 'ingredients' because my mom followed it from the COOK BOOK ! :D Hmm.. my intention was to reach church early so that I could figure out the chords for the new song.. The reason why I didn't wanna do it at home is because.. well, I liked the sound of the piano in the music room more than i...

JINGLE BELLS JINGLE BELLS, JINGLE ALL THE WAY ~~ Won't say much then. Gonna be going to paul's house soon for the christmas party. Regina's gonna ps me again for dinner with her family. But we're meeting later though cos I have absolutely no idea how to get there (: Hmm .. next week the new 4 of us are gonna go watch a band concert at dunman.. dunno high or sec ... school. Yupp, the newest member of the 4: CHARCOAL! :DD Okay, gonna end off. HAVE A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS & A BLESSED NEW YEAR ALL! :DD

OH LOOK AT THE TIME! No, seriously, look. 4:56am. just GREAT . I'm so tired yet I've some sense of accomplishment at least! :D I'm done writing all the letters, just need to finish them up a bit. Can't give it to ye people tomorrow during service though. two reasons; regina won't be there & she has yet to pass me some cards for me to do some touch-up :\ Yes, I stayed up today.. till 4am+ before I blogged, of course. Another news is that I'm done with my jap homework! :D Now I just need someone to help me check ..... Hmmm .. and as u can see, in the title, it says, "lost some inspiration".. Yeah, I think that's probably the highlight for today. I mean, yesterday. or rather, these few weeks . I've not been sleeping well, and hence, I can't think properly. Somehow, my mind gets intimidated easily and I belittle myself. Hence, restricting myself from being creative. Leading to? I can't seem to write poems anymore! The new song's pre...

HEEHEE :D Nothing much to do at home today. Therefore, I'm going out later at 6.30 pm maybe? to be on my way to The Arts House at the Old Parliament.. Sigh. Thing is, I may get lost. pray I wont >. Hmmm .. im currently watching bleach's latest episode, 302 right now.. quite nice, but ughh!! always have to wait in suspense -_-" can't wait for 303 to come out though!! I saw goofy guy's specs at the end!! xD Alright, that's all for this post. really short though ..

A recommendation: Watch 'Ghost Town', 'If I were Superman' & 'Where God Left His Shoes'. Don't know what else to write for this post.. But... hmm.. well, I kinda rented a few dvds and watched them and I think these are the best among it. Ghost Town's a little dramatic and all, but I think the main point is about well, a to stop living in a world of your own thing .. It's quite touching, I said quite. Then If I were Superman basically is just a few words to sum it up: very touching indeed . HAH ! Okay, I really don't know how to say it. My mom said the moral of the story is to never look down on those kind of people. Well, with mental problem .. Turns out he really was a Superman. To a girl - His neighbour , my mom claims. The last one is about, well, no matter how poor the family was - how difficult it was to get a job, with a felony and all that .. - He struggles hard, he has a wife and two kids, a girl and boy. The boy sets out with him to...

~3~ Woke up pretty late today, about 1pm? Yeah, I had dreams. I had loads and loads of dreams. one dream after another. and so my brain was tired and decided to stop dreaming at 1pm :D Hmmm.. Did pretty much nothing today. After i woke up, it was lunch, anime - one piece all the way till ep 55 then bleach's latest ep then back to one piece ep 56 - and lastly, jap class! :D ahaha! It was kinda funny cos while practicing, it all ended with, "Hai, wakarimashita!" in the conversation. I mean, it was A, B, A, then B will say "Hai, wakarimashita!" And so there was one part whereby sensei talked about smoking. Then A will ask B whether he/she wants to smoke. B says no with the reason. Then A - I'm guessing it's because A's got nothing else to say for this, so - says "demo" as "but" then repeats the question to B whether B wants to smoke anot -.- Well, with a more commanding tone, like, do it! that kind... Like uh.. But at least try it.....

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maaaaaro! I don't know why I said that. Hmm.. okay, I shall munch on my guava while typing .. - stared at the screen for a few minutes now - .. I realise I've got nothing much to say since I practically slack the entire day today. haha! Hmmm.. some things happened .. well, one. And it was regarding my grandmother. Apparently, they've yet to come up with a decision of whether to have an op or not. But if have, then anaesthetic must be considered, otherwise fatal. And I was like.. H-herm .. okay .... It's really funny my grandmother's so ill - well, in the state whereby she either goes through an op or she lays in bed for at least/about 6 weeks .. - and yet I don't feel that much sadness like a relative should. Yes, I am sad. Yes, I am worried. But it's not much. It's definitely more than what I could feel for a stranger, but less than what I should feel for a relative.. I guess if it were my other grandmother, I'd be crying buckets right now.. & I...

OWWIE ... It's guzheng gathering day today! (: Yes, I went for it. It's been really really awesome. I mean, the whole cycling thingy despite being scolded by an auntie for accidentally falling in front of her and also partially my friend and my fault since we were in the pathway(walking) side with our two-seater bicycle.. well, it was left there and we kinda wanted to get on to cycle to the other side, but could't get on.. didn't think she'd be that angry at us with the.. "Don't know how to cycle somemore!" comment. Yeah, I'm not used to a two-seater, you happy ? -.-" noisy =x Like seriously, what was with that last comment? I didn't mind the scolding - typical aunties after all - but that was totally very much close to what I hated. Classifications. Stereotypes. WTH! Just because of one action, she totally judged me and said I couldn't cycle. This pisses me a lot. The most, well, at least from what I've experienced so far. This ju...

Heard of this scenario before? Your mother walks towards the ntuc and go, "alright, go in, buy tang yuan, milk and bread and we're out." then she walks in and directs her attention to something nice like wine and go, "Ooo!!! I could get this for (whomsoeverwhomsoever)!!" and ends up at the cashier with the basket full of junk and stuff and even gifts? Yeah, my mom was prettyy crazy today :s anyways, we rented some DVDs to watch. We've watched 2 today so far. Ghost Town, and Serenades. Pretty nice and touching movies(: Alright, I'd better get going, it's 2.29am in the morning.......

*STRETCH* Slept for the LONGEST time ever. I think. Friday I spent most of my time sleeping -.- seriously. I reached home at 11 plus and plopped to the bed and woke up at 8 plus for dinner. haha! Then .... watched america's got talent, survivor > Jane's out ): evil, I don't like chase, really. really. Then went to sleep from 1am to 11.30am. Hmm.. let's do the math, 9h + 10.5h = 19.5 HOURS ! whoa. Just brought orlie to see a vet. she took 2 jabs and we went home after a car wash. Haven't had lunch .. gonna get eat later. talking about eating, come to think of it, yesterday, all I ate was grapes and dinner.. !! O.O And so.. today .. a butterfly bread thingy + hmm ... lunner? LOL . Sighs. Many people from ye are travelling this week. even regina too! ):): I'm gonna be all alone ... GWAHHH . Sigh. Come to think of it, I'm gonna be so next week. haha, no plans ._. oh well. I don't think I plan to finish my holiday homework, but I guess I'm willing to d...

MWAHHH ... :\ Yesterday rained for about the whole day ..? And mosuitoes swarmed everywhere this morning =.= As a result, in just 2 hours - walking outside too, of course, awhile.. - I'd got bitten by them 8-9 times. Yesterday slept on the floor on the towel they provided and used another towel as a blanket. LOL ! Sounds funny, but seriously, I think I'm gonna catch a cold if I do it again tonight - NOT TO MENTION BACKACHE >. Yesterday was quite an exciting day for me. I think. haha, gaming, full time. so on and so forth. I've managed to get people addicted to sneezies! :DD How awesome is that? them learning to be kind-hearted creatures, saving fluffy stuff but poofing 'em :D Hmmm.. a little disappointed though. Like, a should've-known-better thing.. Like, yeah, we should've expanded the budget for food because it would seem we're running out of stock .. More people will be coming later and I think we'd need to go buy more stuff ....... Anyways, this...

Excitement! ((: YE chalet's tomorrow and.. I'm still packing.. I still have no idea what to do there besides talking .. Worst part of all..? Looks like my throat's infected and my voice has gone EVEN lower. somehow sounded a bit like the uh .. guy-going-through-puberty voice. Sigh. Oh well, what could be worse right? I just ate my fav chips. LURVE, multigrain chips. FAB! Anyways, really really excited I'm going to a chalet. It's been like CENTURIES since I've been to one!! xD Okay, better get back to packing! (:

AAAAHHH CHOOOOOOO!!!!!!! yupp. that's what some call me. Slacked in the morning and kept sneezing esp. =.=" Later my dad requested to go Sengkang since he needed to buy stuff and right, my dinner dress too .... Went out afterwards and got the stuff we needed. I was contemplating on two dresses, I really really couldn't choose between the two of 'em. Actually wanted to go home and think about it, but my dad told me to buy both anyways ... When we got to the counter, my dad realised he had forgotten to bring his card and whoops! So went to ask the lady if there was any discount for the dresses. Apparently, only one had, so he bought the one without and reserved the other to collect at night. Soon after, we went home and I had to cook dinner. YUMYUM steamed fish head :D is the BEST DISH EVER !!! And I cooked the mushy porridge, the one that babies eat, soft and mushy :3 I mixed it with pumpkin! so it's sort of a little sweet porridge (: My mom came home just in time ...

Change. The word I detest the most. really. - or for now, at the very least - Change number 1.. The day before yesterday night, I had a minor sore throat due to the bad haze that day. Then yesterday I woke up feeling all woozy and then came the heavy head and flu.. and before I knew it, I had a temperature too. I think it hit at least 38 d.c. Just THANK GOD it didn't hit 39 or I'll miss out on everything. Change number 2.. Now that my fever's subsided, im still down with flu and slight headache, but it's getting better I guess..... Church matters flow in. Okay, before I go on. Here's the probably OCD part. The time when we sang "At the cross", there was a part when we sang "I know you love me", yes? Now, I was EXTREMELY IRRITATED when Mel sang, "I know you loveD me" I was so angry and I just felt like turning around and tell her, Do you have ANY IDEA WHAT YOU'RE SINGING?!! Okay, I'm sorry. It's just that.. I really can'...

As everybody - excluding my sister - had their eyes all glued to the tv we weren't even gonna watch.. So I switched off the tv and said, "I'll turn it off, daddy, go take a bath, mommy, take orlie and sugar's leash, plastic bag, wet tissues and a bottle of water then let's go!" And my head drops to the pillow below my chin.

それをしましょう！ Woke up pretty late : 1.30pm.. Oh well, I didn't waste much time today though! (: Played two games of bowling with eeyore on msn and went to nex again to meet regina. STILL don't like that place. Oh well, I kinda agreed cos I also wanted to find a place to hangout like.. after school.. and that it'd hopefully be near the exit so I wouldn't be suffocated by the crowd or something like that.. Hmm.. managed to find one, but uh... not really sure yet. [my mom just came in and sat right next to me and I had to browse through fb news feed because I seriously just came on to talk to people on msn and blog. Apparently, while I was doing both of that, she had to come. great, I tell you, if I'd done all that in front of her, she'd give me a long speech on each of the things that I'm currently doing now. ugh! why is it so hard to make her just give me some space when I'm doing something like this? Personally, not that I'm really bothered by her exist...

Step forth. Silence yet peaceful All is dark but there's a light She enters on her toes The light grows dim The cool ambience and tranquility in that instance She moves gracefully Flicker, flicker Chin up, then down She hears her teacher's remainder, TAKE OFF THAT FROWN ! Flicker, flicker, flicker, flicker All eyes now on her Rapid movements; she swings A small voice sings Flicker, flick, flick Her soul, she starts to dance with Zig-zag neon lights surrounded her Like a reindeer Or someone on fire The hunger and desire She twirls and twirls The voice trembles Flick, flicker Down on her knees she bends backwards On the big finish The music stops Time ceases for that moment Their breaths was all That filled the air Slowly, but surely bit by bit now Arms wide and free She takes her bow One stands, Another follows Combining their hands Like crashing dominos Thunder flows Scared ti see its boldness Their proud, gleaming faces Slightly-twitched lips at the side I've never seen he...

uh. nocturnal-ness. insomnia: activated/on! Bad bad day. Morning tried to get rid of personal grudge - fine with it now actually. Came home after the comp. and was very very tired. I wanted to sleep, but I didn't have time.. Just when I was getting ready to leave my house for jap class, had bad gastric and diarrhoea. zzz... then it left me no choice but to stay in bed and rest. Just woke up not too long ago, feeling a bit better. But I guess I have to rest just a bit more later at night. actually i just woke up to for dinner and later to feed orlie. sigh. don't wanna do anything else.

tired, not tired, tired.. I came up with the draft of the new song last night (I couldn't sleep. insomnia).. Woke up this morning without my alarm clock. two hours before my alarm would normally ring, actually. Went to SCH - again - to support my junior! :D Unfortunately, she overshot the timing of 10 minutes!! :o But she still got 3rd anyway (:(: But I think if it weren't for that, she could've gotten second. The girl who won first prize is super pro! For her age lah. I mean .. with some weird type of guzheng with the guai yin .. Oh well. Shang-E was one of the judges!!!! fyi, shang-e is the composer of the song "xue shan huan ge", which is one of the two songs that my junior played. I'm really really proud of her!! :DD It ended at about 3.45pm and Guof and I wanted to go jogging after we got home. But it rained DD; WHY MAN ?? WHY !! just when I got the mood to go jogging -.- Anyways, stayed at home to try out the song "Dreams" by yiruma. So far at...

Well, sorta. Wei Ting, my childhood friend, was supposed to come this morning. till afternoon about 2 plus. but cancelled that since I woke up late =x And so I just ate lunch, sent orlie to the groomer's to cut her nails! :3 Then slacked till about 3. Got ready then left my house to go meet Sherrill and Damia for our cell outing. Yeah, that's right. three of us - a cell. yupp ._. Turns out Rachel and Gerald weren't coming ... Nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves a lot with iphone/itouch games!!(: And Sherrill went all GAGA with the veg. ninja game. The cutting vegetables one. haha! After meeting them we had dinner and the fun and went to fairprice to buy snacks before heading towards the cinema =x And so ... meanwhile, Sherrill went GAGA again over a hat which she was so wanting to get but didn't know if she should AND also which she didn't .. in the end :\ We watched RAPUNZEL ~ haha! A really funny movie and all. It turned out to be much different than what I ex...

BRR .. I didn't do much today. Woke up, got a missed call from lao shi because I literally didn't wanna pick up.. well, I wasn't exactly awake you know.. with the still in bed, eyes 1/3 open and especially the morning voice... nuh-uh! No way was I gonna pick up the call -.- He called later at night anyways, talked and gahh.. I've got a last rehearsal @ 12pm @ my primary school :\ Hmmm ... I think I'm pretty okay with it for now. FOR NOW . Hmm.. spent most of the day at Singapore Conference Hall. Guof and I went to support Ming Fang!! :DD We took the programme booklet and looked through it. And guess what? There's this girl who's gonna be the first to play - same category, of course - HAS THE SAME SONGS - BOTH! - that she's gonna be playing if she's gonna enter final round! Mo Li Fen Fang and Huan Xiang Qu. NUHH !! HOW WAS IT EVEN POSSIBLE ?!?! DD; Aiya. heck about that now. MING FANG GOT INTO THE FINAL ROUND !! :DD YAY !! GO MING FANG !! (:(: Well, a...