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ohh yeah~ Time's on my side now :D Service ended pretty early, so i had an early dinner too. Reached home at abt 8pm today. really early I might say! (: Hmmm .. I had some rest for like.. 40 minutes, just lying on my bed like a slop =x ahhahaha~ feels so good to be in bed!! Hmmm.. gonna start revising all that I've studied yesterday for chinese.. zzz.. and I just remembered I've got gz tomorrow. oh dear. didn't prac much. can't prac now though, it's 9pm+ That's .. really late. Just had dinner long ago right.. and now im craving for soup. And when I told that to my mom, my mom said, "cos you're cantonese!" eeesh. But really, I miss drinking soup!! ): Anyways, I better get going then. hehe.

Deep, halcyon repose. well, it wasn't deep since I dreamt, but it sure was a long rest :D that I had. yesterday. night. Only got to have wednesday as a relaxing day before the spam of events followed on thursday, friday and today. thursday I had cip, had lots of fun painting. got irritated with some who weren't serious, but overall was quite satisfied with the paintings! :D And I was glad that by us painting for the old folks, they will, in a way, receive love from our hardwork of painting! Just hope that the rain - that came about 10 minutes after we were almost done - didn't ruin it.. ): Hmmm.. I got to talk to some of my classmates (in a group) and have been observing their behaviour and such. Realised that my class isn't actually that awesome as last year. or perhaps, ever? Oh well, perhaps this year's stressful, so instead of following the theme of the year "we are one", they literally compete. well, in academics. A person who receives stress and cann...

Awesome. gahh.. wanted to put a verse here.. but apparently forgot the verse.. I know it's in matthew though. It's something about being offended , leading to betrayal and hatred . Chapel. Glenn came up to speak to us today :D he shared about his life two days ago. Hmm.. I wouldn't type it out here, but I don't mind telling you if you're interested to know yeah? :D Hmmm.. basically about how we treat everyone. Stranger > friend > best friend > parents. The higher it goes (left to right), the more we often set certain expectations of them that they are not aware of - sometimes, even we are not aware of it. And when the expectation is not met, we get angry at them. I find it really true because I've experienced it before. Not once, not twice, but a lot of times. In fact, when I read the verse he flashed on the ppt slide, I found it really .. well, a really short summary of my sister's life. Just that, she experienced the whole "parents-failed-to...

Seaweed!! is awesome :D A math was .. well, the school was evil. they never were angels anyway. They were devils in disguise .... :O haha! jkjk. Hmmm, a math paper was horrendous. that I can definitely state as an official fact. it's official. I'd probably may even fail it. I can't believe they added other chapters in and never included in the test topics table (topics to study for). what a last - memoriable - common test test paper in my secondary life! Hmm.. yupp. it's the last - there's no common test 2. Next up: prelim 1. Gonna be chionging like mad again after some rest. Have been soaking my head in knowledge for too long and the blabbering from the teach(s)'re giving me headaches =.= I think everyone in my class felt almost too reckless to concentrate on the lessons that followed after the a math test. Oh well, we're all demoralised, but at least if these questions do happen to come out in o lvls, at least we'd know how to solve it then! (: I'...

Rest. Soon. I'm getting my rest soon. It's true, there's nothing you can do when you don't even know what's going on & that the only clue or evidence you have to solve this mystery is a stick. yes, a stick, no thumbprints, whatsoever. just a stick. a stick at the "crime scene". Oh what am I talking anyway.

Preparation .. Hmmm .. I'm only typing this cos I've got some time and wel, I'm trying to finish my fruit .. my brain's not really working anymore :s I've decided to continue tomorrow. I hope I can finish by tomorrow though.. :\ Yesterday, at TINE, learnt about preparation.. well, not that much, but I got the gist of it. hahah hmmm... and apparently my lao shi talked about it today. I've been feeling rather discouraged each time my lao shi criticises me; my abilities in leading the group when I've already put in all my effort in doing my best to lead/teach/discipline them. I just don't see how he sees is as "not enough". Perhaps his ways of handling it would definitely be much more different. Sigh. I don't know. He's been disturbing me a lot lately. I know sometimes he just wanna ka chiao, sometimes I can handle that, but sometimes he just goes overboard and he draws all the negative attention on me and I just go red like a red tomato a...

Blogging without music for the first time - I think. and man does it feel weird to be typing on my laptop again :\ I think I'm really missing my buttons.. i miss my old phone!! :\ Have been sleeping late.. rahh. I hope I can sleep earlier today. Actually, I MUST sleep earlier today. I've got e math common test tomorrow!! GAHHHH!! Anyways, I'm really glad I'm able to engage in some close to personal conversations with some of my classmates. Really thank God that they were willing to open up to me :D Apparently, one of my classmates whom I've talked to today - while we were talking.. - she suddenly said, "Eh?!! You class esther right? ahhhaha! You're living up to your role! hhaaha why you so enthu ah?" Um... :\ ahhaha.. well ... I did tell her that I know how stressed up we all are with sudden random people in class being top in class for a subject. I think almost everyone topped the class in an area before. Either that, or scored top few. My class is re...

Relax Today's pretty much relaxing for me even though I had to come home to spam lian bi and chinese cheng yu - not forgetting to revise through the yan yu and guan yong yu.. Apparently, I have absolutely no problem memorising yan yu and guan yong yu, but when it comes to cheng yu, it's a big CMI. Oh well. it's chinese. I'm chinese. I gotta BE like one right? cheng yu is die die must know - at least the super common ones. sadly, there're no common ones - not that I know of - here. well, there're a few.. like..... 5..... out of .. 45 cheng yu? right.. i'll so pass on this one . Revision for other subjects have been good, especially geography. I began to grasp the important concepts and make links to the other indicators/factors. pretty easy as it always ends with better/poorer standard of living & quality of life or higher GDP. most of them. As for lit and e math... have yet to start studying for it.. =.= but will do so tomorrow. and e math, I shall spam...

that nightmare. woke up pretty late.. well, that'd been great since I'd rested more right? thing is.. I had a nightmare .. it's vague in my mind - but still in my mind. No, it isn't a huge giant snail chasing me at super sonic speed even though that's really impossible since snails can only be that small and they're really slow. unless I'm slower than a snail. .. okay, it's still gross anyways. I'd totally freak out and not sleep if I really did have such a nightmare :\ The thing I hate about bad dreams is that they practically haunt you for the rest of the day. And it's worse when you don't have someone there to distract you from it all to stabilize your mind a bit =.= well, so from that statement, you'd have already guessed; I've been alone the entire day ): my dad went out for work in the morning, so I didn't see him, my mom's spent most of her time cooking and cutting orlie's fur. (btw, she looks super weird now :\) an...

Mad with work studying, rather. It would seem I'm getting used to sec 4 life already; come home, head straight for my room, put my bag down, take out all the studying materials (since tests are up, there's no hw.. not much at least ..), put my bottle on my desk, take my giam chai, sit on my chair, take out a pen and start to wreck my brains. I've realised it's become a daily routine which is good, in a way. But then again, it's either too much workload, or that I can't sleep that I feel so extremely tired when I walk home. My studying, however, is not really affected. Not till today I guess. Today's probably the second time already. I was really tired from studying yan yu =.= (btw, i realised I memorised the wrong one. thankfully I didn't memorise all of it wrong, at least I memorised 10 out of 25 that was needed to memorise. Apparently, I got the numbers for yan yu and guan yong yu mixed -.-) so I dozed off while studying yanyu. I woke up 5 minutes late...

うん! (: I've had a really really great day today! :D despite the disappointing results (class tests), I managed to enjoy chapel. hehe :D Well, today Ms yuan (teach in charge of Christian Fellowship) was telling us about REST. ah, sounds familiar? hehe. Yepp! Talked about Sabbath and all that. halfway I nearly dozed off, but my mind was conscious, so I got the gist of that part .. heh heh. Some parts of what she said was exactly what .. (oops, I forgot that pastor's name) that pastor preached the other day - I think two weeks ago ..? About God resting on the seventh day, an example to show us that we need to rest and all that. After chapel, Mr Glenn (I forgot how to spell), gave us a last 15 minutes of wrapping up of what we learnt through the breakthru camp. I thought what he said was true; about the change. We don't experience it through the camp, we experience that real breakthru after the camp. No wonder, I felt almost nothing when he gave us the talks. I didn't feel ...

Sense of accomplishment. somewhat.. Completed the lessons and quiz for physics last night and chem quiz this morning. (btw, it's e-learning day today) managed to learn a lot of things through e-learning! :D For example, I learnt a new whole new topic (in detail) for physics, I've found out how to do mole concept (like, finally!) though I got one wrong for the quiz... meh. oh well, needs practice practice! :\ Hmm.. anyways, I didn't have enough time to finish up my e math homework though - it expires at 7pm today, so I should have enough time to finish it up after I get home.. - cos I had a gz perf. at 11.30am, and already people were late.. well, we were suppose to reach there by 10am. Anyways, guof & keely did a debrief and so on.. After the performance, we all had lunch together before cca at 12.30pm. Well, because the whole programme was actually pushed back by like, 30 minutes, I think, we finished bringing up our intruments at 12.30pm. So we started cca at 1pm inst...

Doushitedoushite :\ Had a really bad day today. But I shan't talk about it.. =.=" Oh well, there are good news too. I finally passed my chinese paper! woohoo!! :DD bad news for chinese? i failed compo -.- another good thing? I passed the si han (the one i did with the paper). it's simply a big accomplishment for me :D Sigh. thing is, without the first section (chinese paper), I would've failed. like, terribly =.= like.. one digit ......... Have been having headache the entire day so all the cheering from archer and dodsworth house while us sec 4s were having chinese lessons (some of us, cos it's banded) made things only worse. In fact, i think today was my first time falling asleep during chinese lesson. well, just dozing off for like a few minutes =x but hey, I wasn't caught despite where I sat - which was just a seat behind denise who was sitting right in front of where lao shi always stood at most of the time.. Hmmm .. A lot of tests ahead and it cts start o...

It's saturday, btw. I've recovered. I'm glad I went out today. it was good. thanks martin & saul for listening (: Both houses I went to were noisy. got a bit of a headache from all that ... Came home, my sis was not home yet - the usual. it's 2.02am right now and yup. I'm guessing she's coming home in another 3 hours' time. most probably. or later. or rather, earlier . don't worry, I don't hate her. I'll never hate her. no matter how .. she may be, I'll love her all the same. unfortunately, I can't love her like how God loves me. I can only try to love her with all my heart. but it's all the same, I love her no matter who she becomes :D Hmmm ... currently stuck at a trigo question. shall leave it for tomorrow. my brain's wrecked up and im mentally & emotionally drained already. night all! :D

CNY (: (It's still Friday for me) Happy late chinese new year 兔 all! :DD On wednesday, my school had the CNY celebration and it was totally awesome! Well, except for the part when I did something extremely wrong and super uber duper obvious and hoped no one saw until my assist. ldr went, "Vanessa!" and "Oops!!" i went. crap -.-" I missed one part of the ending. where everyone used their left & right hand I only used my right hand. oh crap ._." I'll remember this one for life. the memorable last cny celebration in my secondary school life and I kind of screwed it up on this part :\ Anyways, this time, the teachers performed as well! Mr Pang played er hu! :DD yay!! go pangpang! :DD hehe. Ms J, my pure geog. teach for a term (or two) danced! ballet! :O Really smooth & elegant! the crowd roared when she took her bow before she flew to the side of the stage(backstage). Thursday morning was.. well, I wouldn't wanna talk about that. I'll j...