I'm back from camp, people

Yes, the awesomest camp ever.

But when I got home and saw what i DID NOT WANT TO SEE,
I guess i nearly flared up.

Lost my appetite.
The lunch that I bought,
Right in front of me
yet I refuse to open my mouth
just to consume some energy
to revive my lifeless being.

You broke your promise.
You ALWAYS behaved that way.
My feelings now are stretched to its limit,
Though I'm trying to hold it back.
I'm trying to resist from typing all those nasty things
I wish I could type it out.
Or say it out.
But it seems like this self-control that I was practicing in camp
is really paying off.
Yeah. it's paying off.
Paying off, in exchange for an arrow in my heart.

yeah.

it's feeling great.