REST AT LAST . I meant for this post to be an emo one, but it looks like I've gone over it and .. well, let's not discuss about that. I finally got to REST!! oh gawsh! but next week is spam studying again ): Anyways, getting to rest feels so GOOOD!!! I even slept during ss lesson -o- fab fab fab....... reached home at 9.50 after school > cca > guzheng lesson. waited for the bus for so long -.- CCA > guzheng lesson We were superrrr late. So guof and I were rushing like mad -.- Then class delayed.. and so on and so forth. Till now still have not taken my dinner. gosh. I'm starving DD; time now is 11.16pm . this is torturing -.- Oh wells.. I just ate guavaaa!! Still hungry T-T I WANT MY CEREAL!!! I ATE IT ALL OVER THE PAST FEW WEEKS!! And my mom STILL has not restock it yet -.- Oh wells. Wanted to post this, but I guess it has become meaningless, for it is my past.. I cannot do anything about it Even if I hate it to the core A tear may surface, but I'll stop it F...
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MIXED FEELINGS . Why is it so? Don't I already know who I am? My identity? Still I shun away from Him Still I don't get it Ever since that very day Everything went wrong Everything that I tried to obey I couldn't do so for long It's midway of my tests Again I lack of rest I've tried and still am To do my best But it seems this little flame Of what it seems that holds The key to my motivation door Is dying off. ~~~~~~ It was never the same With her and with you My anger was never tame With you, but with her, it was and is. Even when you both say the same thing My heart feels for her, not you Til I hear my phone ring Then I reconsider to pick up or not. When you said the same thing as her I smiled to her and change my expression At you, I face distress and sorrows and tears With her, gone is all this tension What is wrong with me? I have not this grudge I hold in my hand Opening my fingers - all that I see Ashes of the happiness that I used to defend.
STRESS-FREE HURRY HURRY!! what broken english -.- For too long I've lived in constant fear For too long I've not let out a tear For too long Your voice I do not hear For too long will You then disappear GAWSH... okay, I realise I keep saying that.. I totally missed out one FULL FOUR-MARK QUESTION TODAY FOR GEOG PAPER. oh gawd. screwed. Best, only right after the test, Cara called me stupid for not knowing that "discharge" referred to the rock fragments. OH GAWD! THEN HAVE TO LIST OUT AND DESCRIBE THOSE FOUR EROSION PROCESSES!! IT WAS ALL IN MY HEAD BUT I COULD NOT ANSWER IT JUST BECAUSE I HAD NO IDEA WHAT DISCHARGE MEANT. oh gawd. I seriously need english tuition. Otherwise my other subjects uh, like geog uh, can say byebye le. WA XI LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just realised it's been too long since I've painted a picture too -.- WHERE DID MY BRUSHES ALL GO TO?? *turns to look at someone....* HAHA!! jkjk. It's all in my art cupboard. Just that this year...
TESTESTESTEST. tententententen. lost count. Sighs. many tests ahead ..!!!!!!! Tomorrow - physics class test, chinese oral Friday - English common test 2, chemistry class test Next.. Mon to the following week de thurs - COMMON TEST 2!!!!!!!!!!!! p.s. I forgot the subjects on the days itself. GAHH!! TOO STRESS!!! T.T Today almost slept during physics lesson. oh gawd -.-" SORRY MR PANG!! I REALLY HATED MOMENTS TWO YEARS AGO!! Sighs. And I guess I have many other teachers to apologise to. I'm so afraid I can't do well/maintain my standard like term 1 for term 2.. Oh manzz.. Have. I gotta start spamming my physics, chinese (textbook) and chem now le DD; BUT I DOOOHHH-WANNNNNNNNAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DD; But what to do? bo bian .
Got out of the maze. I'm God's child. As God's child, I must be ...? Like Jesus. Holy, humbly born as human on Earth. A servant. For He came down to Earth not to receive pleasure, but to serve . Like Jesus. Who loved and still loves everyone, even those who does not know Him. Grateful. For God sent His Son, Jesus Christ down to Earth to die for our SINS . John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, Jesus Christ to die for us. Whoever believes in Him shall not perish; but have eternal life ." ~~~~~~~ p.s. I heard 3 and 7 were two of God's favourite numbers. hehe, same xD Some of you may think why - all of a sudden - I typed about the earlier part of this post.. Well, yesterday I've finally started my "mugging-everyday" QT. I've renewed my faith for God. And I've decided to start yesterday. Well, it had to renew. SOME DAY . Today I've been blessed and I'm supersuperduperduper happy ((: God answers p...
IT'S THE RACE TODAY!!! :DD Beyond the horizon a light shone on me Glittery waters reflected on my eyes Filling me full reasons of meaning Emotions that transcend understanding. WOOOOOOOHHHH!!! I love this man! Unfortunately I was kinda lonely.. I didn't run. zzz.. And won't be taking PE tml either. still on mc. Anyways.................. GOSH!! I haven't STUDIED!! okay, I wanna sleep early, so that tomorrow after school can CHIONG MUGGING TIME!!!! >:) Every leaf that falls to the ground Each step forward increasing its pace Together we run, my friends, all around The courage to press on to finish the race Calm waters, no ripples found Muddy waters, splashes that resound Rustling of the tree branches Gaining the feel of hopelessness Just before nightfall Flowers began to fall Remniscing its significance Each petal a blessing from my friends Therefore pressing on to finish the race Wiping away the perspiration on my face With each petal of a blessing, my friends I cros...
It's raining and pouring.. *SCREAMS* AHHHHHH!!! And today I woke up with a sore throat . Later on during lessons, stupid headache came back again -.- Then ... I was practically dying of DEHYDRATION cos yesterday I left my water bottle in the guzheng room. oh crap man.. And so my sore throat got worse -_-" HOWEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After I got my bottie back, I regained health! :OO But still have lah. But at least better than in the morning.. . ... .. . ... .. Anyways............... CONGRATS NADIA, LING YI AND CHARMAINE ON WINNING THE INSPIRATION COMPETITION!!!!!!!!!!! NADIA YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OHWELL!!!!!!!!! xD Gosh. now got chinese lian bi to do -.- p.s. PRAY FOR ME THAT I'LL SURVIVE!!!
I'll make this short. Went for school. Lessons. Recess. Rushing comprehension work. [OH THAT REMINDS ME! I'VE GOT A SUMMARY TO SPAM DOING NOW!! DD;] PE, about half of 2.4km.. E lit class test. Lunch. Missed many details of math stuff. Math class test.. [E maths] Had rehearsal today till 7pm++ Was damn tired and exhausted. DAMN HOT!! oh gawd. Luckily we strongly refused that we'd be wearing our costumes. Otherwise, on that perf. day itself [like my teach said], it stick like a mad skunk spraying polluted air all over -.- Walked home with seniors. the usual: Yee Tin, Lydia and Yong Le. With guCHENG bestie ((: KOKKFANG!! nah. guof :D Talked about blood types and behaviours of blood type A, B, AB and O. We were all surprised to find out that Yong Le was blood type O. Everyone seriously expected the AB* .. *p.s. AB blood types are the rare and weird ones :\ [rong yi fa pi qi oso] Oh wells. I'm starving now. waiting for my dad to come home. and I gotta rush my english compre...
PANGSAI!!!! I today suay suay forgot to take my name tag and school badge then got spot-check!! wa lao, $3.50 gone . just like that!! DD: pek chek. Anyways, I LOVE THREE BROTHERS A LOT!!! AND I FIND THIS ACTRESS REALLY PRETTY: Oh Ji-eun . Gah. she's a lot prettier on show too. this outfit is totally not ... what she wears in the show lah -.- AND GUESS WHAT!!! SHU TING LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE HER WHEN THEY BOTH SCREAM!!!! [and both oso close eyes when scream de -.-] ............. no, no.. unfortunately, I couldn't get to get ji-eun's screaming scene.. sighs. anyways, they really look alike. take a look [she's on the right. btw, the gal on the left is regina lee. and well, I don't talk to her de. lol, to be honest, we're not even friends]: regina&shuting . ~~~~~~~ Today nearly slept during chem lesson.. blahblah.. and YESHH!! CHINESE LESSON WENT TO LIBRARY AND ENJOY AIR-CON AND HAVE LESSON THERE!! Nah, actually is just do zuo wen only. oh wells. sighs. keyboard c...
SLEEPYYYY :\ I've gone from jovial > lethargic ._. oops! GAHHS. Who cares. me. right. -.-" Today keep dozing off during SS DD; Luckily he released us a few minutes before math lesson. Eeyore and pooh had the best 5-10 minutes sleep before Ms Wong came in [ p.s. she was late ] Eeyore followed pooh back to Serangoon Central there 'cos eeyore said she wanted to cut hair, so I recommended her the shop next to snip avenue ^o^ I like the auntie there, she very nice. HAHA!! When eeyore and pooh arrived, auntie said we look alike!! :OO And it's not the first time someone mentioned that the two of us look alike .. That auntie even thought we were twins. omg, tai qua zhang le ba!!! The night I stumbled, The night I cried, To myself I mumbled, "These rules I must abide.." Currently playing scra M ble in my sis's itouch ^o^!!! SEE. I didn't spell it wrong pigleeehhht!! Alrights. I'm starving. didn't get to eat lunch. geez. and that geog paper was a k...
My very special day I finally got over him. I don't wanna be dian deng pao. I don't want to be the middle person stopping them from being together. I'm giving in. I'm not accepting others. O how I wish I don't go every week. But it's for my own sake [in the end lah] that I go. So I'll probably end up being the ugly duckling as before, Doing my own thing, And after it's done, I can go home in peace And do my own thing. Huh. It's probably time I spend the rest of my life alone again in the house till 10pm as always everyday during the weekdays and probably try to squeeze time out for my family as much as possible so that I can cherish them every single hour, minute, second and moment. Some may say it's due to the dream that I've dreamt a few days ago, but I tell you, it's not really that, but it's probably because of the whole matter that I've discussed with Jelene. And I really think it's that. And it's through that talk ye...
RASHESRASHESRASHES!!!!!! THE WHOLE WORLD'S GONNA GO MAD 'COS I HAVE 'EM!! :OO HAHA. okok, psps, overreacting here.. Sighs. It's been a long time since I ever had such a fun time out with my mom yesterday ((: and today .. and hopefully, nono, and yes, tomorrow as well (: I LOVE THIS BREAK!! I really wish tomorrow would at least extend for 24 more hours )): I really don't wanna go back to school again! I gotta do my freakin' 2.4km on monday! TSK!! The thought of it makes me wanna puke! hpmh. I wanna ask my mom write letter saying I can't do 2.4!! sickening. Everytime run, run halfway always dizzy and wanna puke. sickening! my legs aren't even tired! I've asked !! The only reply I keep getting is, "I'm not tired!! RUNRUNRUN!!!!" Sickening. it's my stomach that's weak. I think. and my head -.- Sighs. I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAO YAN TAO YAN TAO YAN TAO YAN!!!! And I still have not practiced guzheng since the past week....
AW MAN!!!! I'm lovin' the rest of da week!! :D Tomorrow aka today: Good friday. Saturday: Keyboard > chords lesson. Sunday: Church Lookin' forward to the fun this week x) OHOHOH! and I just watched The Time Traveler's Wife . Like OMG ! THE SHOW IS SUPERDUPER UPERUPER NICE !!!!!!!!!!!! I totally cried man.. like seriously lah :\ Felt so sad yet the ending they ended so beautifully and you kinda feel nostalgic a little at one point and change when they switch to the other. It's so beautiful .. But I kinda think this show should be longer leii.. the book so thick .. [p.s. I've got the book. HAHA!!] Here's the link to it if some of ya'll want it :D http://milledrive.com/videos/41393/Time_Travelers_Wife.html