V-VR-VROOOOOMMM!!! (Saturday) What does that sound like? Car . yes . and car = travelling . Jeez . I really did not have a choice whether or not to follow her .. Well, I'm talking about my mom yeah .. You see, yesterday I couldn't sleep again = insomnia.. And so, today needed to wake up at 8.15am -_- Mann.. and can u imagine I slept at like .. dunno 2am+ or 3am+ .. Then wake up at the sound of the alarm .. well, in the end I didn't wake up at 8.15am lah, I woke up at 8.30am. BUT STILL, 15 minutes wasn't much of a difference, I just had lesser time to washup and dress up before going to school to get my pre-ordered books .. When I got dressed up, I remembered that my school's discipline mistress, or whatever, told the security guard that whoever did not wear a school uniform, shall not be let into the school . SHIT . Then I walked back into the room to change -_- Soon after, my mom came home, looking rather .. well, let's just say she was in a hurry . She told me...
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WHITE yet BLACK . I finally had someone from the outside world that decided to notice me in my small world ... I started to wear a smile every day I go for kindergarten. Fun. Joy. Laughter. I'm gonna play with a friend for the very first time. I won't have to be the one sitting alone in a table and sulk or go emo anymore. I can finally be like my classmates, play, gossip and do many other things with my new friend. I was so overjoyed that I even asked my mum if she could let me go to Sherry's house to play with the dolls that were the in things last time. It was about 10 months that we had enjoyed every single minute with each other. Then came the upsetting news that Sherry had to go back to Sydney as something tragic happened in her country and somehow affected her family too - I soon found out when my teacher was talking to Sherry's mom. It was the worst news that I could ever imagine. I could let Ma take away my dolls, my bed, my favourite sheep toy - that I named...
WHITE yet BLACK . There are many things in this life a little heart can't hold in .. Some have bigger hearts than I do . They can take it . But somehow, in life .. well, I'm not that .. "abled" - in a way - to do so . It was an early morning and I knew that if I were to force myself to sleep again, I'd grow more tired and would wanna sleep in the bed for the rest of the day. But then I remembered Mama said that if I were to become as lazy as Papa, she'd make sure she'd give be a different - not to mention disguisting - diet every day . I mean, who would wanna go through that anyway? I could feel my heart throbbing and head spinning. It seems like my mind's still fresh about the nightmare that I just had. I've always been having bad nightmares nowadays... Maybe, just maybe if once, I could do something to take my mind off ... "Elle!! You'd better get your butt here for breakfast right now! You hear me? This minute! Otherwise, breakfast ...
CLEANUP (: Taking out masking tapes and all .. with the help of aMaBeL (: Well, let's see . Started off the day by having three most weirdest dreams I've ever had in my entire life (as far as I've known - or remembered ) . I had a dream that Orlie mated a Mutt! Ur... more like a bulldog -.-" Then had puppies !! I opened the door to my room, I saw 4 puppies . I opened my sister's room and I saw another 3 puppies! and the parents there ... um ... haha . Then switch . I was woken up by my alarm . zzz ... After walking up subconsciously, I waited till the alarm went off (habit) then I got up sloppily to turn it off then bring it to the bed beside me . I could barely open my eyes . After replying all the smses, I fell fast asleep again .. after grabbing my bolster and wrapping myself up with the blanket . Then, I had my next dream .. I saw MILEY, talking to ME and she was having the worried expression and everything .. Well, the only person she could be talking to lik...
It's about "life" .. Nono, not some random thing like, "OH, my boyfriend or crush is cheating on me or looking at other girls .. I NEED HELP" -.- NOO WAY . thank you . The truth is, well, I think I've come up with STM . Short-term memory . loss . Right . I even forgot what I had for dinner yesterday night! Let's see, my mum remembers and I DON'T . Well, not until she told me, of course . Sigh .. well, if u're not "worried" in a way, WHY?! IT'S A CATASTROPHE! SHINGZ . or whatever . This means, I'll forget things almost instantly (daily) and I can't post properly . OHMYGAWD . Okay, I mean, why fret over such things right? Besides, what's the worst that could happen.. eh? Well, considering about the fact about STM, or amnesia - whatever you call it - I shall talk about today before I forget -.- Well, started off by waking up at 9.30am . I woke up @ 9.31am . Why? Because my alarm was probably too "soft" and my mum...
No comment .. I don't exactly feel excited, but probably desperate . I've been doing nothing but play maple, read my book, eat, talk, shit, pee and SLEEP . GOSH, my life is SO FREAKIN' DEAD . Yeah, so u get it . I'm just basically bored . BOREDBOREDBORED . HEY WANT A NEW WORD OF THE DAY? BOREDDDDDDDDD!!! Oh well, I seriously cannot take it anymore . After reading that book, "Air head" by Meg Cabot.. I'm so freakin' scared that I'd turn out to be a TOMBOY . YOU HEARD ME!! FIVE STAR MAIN REASONS WHY: #1: I LOVE playing video games . Except dota of course, well, being an artistic person loves good graphics, I just don't like dota's graphics :\ sry guys .. #2: I LOVE reading too . I can get hooked on to books .. like seriously . I can go out with my mum just to buy my dog's food while I bring the book with me to read -.- #3: This book talked about brain transplant and after telling that to a friend, NOW HE SAID I SHOULD READ BOOKS MORE ...
Umm .. That's right . I'm somewhat screwed . You saw those words . This morning . woke up with stretches and yawns . Followed by checking messages in the phone . It was nearly noon time (I woke up pretty late, yeah ...) and my dad started to nag at me . nag nag nag . All the stuff that I have yet to do, not yet done finished, he nag and nag and nag . zzz . second mother =x It was raining really heavily and even afternoon and evening still raining . but when I was on my way for cca @ 4pm, it didn't rain :D Then had cca . I calmed myself down already . if scold, well, take it as him giving advice to me . So.. well, when I stepped into the room, he sounded like he was in a normal mood . Then I put down my bag and saw eunice with the notebook ... looking at some photos . Then guof came and randomly asked me for bonding games ...... I had no idea what the heck was going on till I asked Michelle . Then she told me .. something dunno what Sec 1 camp thingy ... well, I saw 9 game...
He calmed me with songs Never did I get such a wonderful .. well, "present" I must say (: I've always thought that small acts were insignificant . not very important you know . You see, I've always felt left out in things . In groups of friends, when assigned tasks ... well, mostly friends . Or even like, probably if I'm not in school, three quarter of the class did not even know, well, at least Nicole Mok didn't . I know many didn't . I'm not trying to say that I wanna be "popular", whatsoever . NO , in fact, well, I don't know, but I feel that whenever I feel left out and life just goes on as per normal, I apply it to other things . well, for instance, someone in a team, cheerleading for instance . If someone's not there, how can the pyramid form? When something is left out, when one is affected, it affects the whole . Heard of that saying? Yeah . Well, to me, I grew up in a sense that .. well .. it doesn't affect the whole . Ju...
AHHHYOOOBI (: ALONE ): Woke up @ 10am+ today . Drank one cup of milk and left the house with my report book . Guess what? I forgot my school badge and ran back to the house to get it . And I wasn't planning to wake orlie up . but since I opened the door and kinda turned it "loudly" I guessed I woke her up .. OH, and another thing, when I got there, and I just put my school badge on (lazy to put my name tag), I realised that the security guard didn't even ask for my name tag/badge - so much for actually running back to the house to get my badges . Then I met Jelene on the way on bus 53 (: we talked and talked till we stopped at the opposite-school-bus-stop . and after we almost reach class .. Then we met amanda and her friends . Thankfully, she told us that the report books were to be given to her (monitress) 'cos Ms Tan not in . And so, we need not walk the extra steps to the classroom!! ((: And so everyone dumped the report books with ah ma xD LOL . Then went t...