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Hope ;; Building up confidence, hope & trust in God.. It was really freaky . I realise that I was the last person to be tested on that day, as seen in the paper signing thingy . It's there for like, well, attendance thingy, sign against name lo .. Then I was brought to a room to practice . I SAW MY JUNIOR!! WOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Man, she playing grade 5 and grade 6 . Bu cuo ma! (: Then practice and practice . her time o go outside and wait was 4pm . Apparently there was some delay and she went out of the room at around 4.15pm I think . Then mine oso delay . So instead of waiting 10 minutes before 4.45pm - I think - I went OUT at 5 pm ....... Then I sat there, still looking through the scores for 'si duan jin' ... Yong le was before me and while I was actually practicing, she told me that THUM wanna pass on this info to me : need to be prepared to answer some questions . He'll ask a lot of questions de . Then I damn scared, so I asked zhu lao shi . Then she tell me a lo...

GAHHGAHHGAHH :\ Tomorrow's the big day I guess .. GUZHENG EXAM .. Yupp. Well, just wanna say thanks to those who've been supporting me and all, thanks for the support even though it's built up to be more of a pressure -_- WELL, I'M REALLY THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING!!! (: Today I went for service . I saw Daniel opperating the P.A. system . Well, he WAS in the PA room . Something or someone told me to attend that service . That little person in me told me that it was important to attend today's service . I didn't quite feel that way though . 'Cos when I went there, almost half of the entire adult cohort didn't COME . Like, blank . Seriously . Then I was asking myself - or God rather, -why am I here anyway? I don't see any "progress" or any hints or whatsoever . I come for what, you know? I should be practicing . Even though I so very much knew that I wouldn't since I was still quite tensed up about the whole guzheng-exam-tml thing . Then wh...

A boring day indeed .. Can you tell? The stuff that I do day by day gets lesser and lesser . Guess what? I did three pathetic stuff today: + Practise guzheng + Go for guzheng lesson + Watch anime (Clannad, all over again from season 1 ep 1 {: ) Oh wait, I forgot . Guzheng lesson was cancelled due to teach's ill.. issue .. Sigh . Lemme cancel that out then . + Practise guzheng + Go for guzheng lesson + Watch anime (Clannad, all over again from season 1 ep 1 {: ) HEH =P Bored -.-" Jap word that I learnt today: Betsuni . Correct? It means 'Nothing'/'none of your business' type of meaning .. Sigh . I'M SO BORED I THINK I CAN DO THIS EVERY MINUTE . CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .

FRESHENING UP ;) There isn't much to do once you list it all out... +Badminton, slack a little afterwards +a little housework +plan for first lesson with Dora this friday morning 10.30am.. (I didn't do this though) +ANIME TIME!! +Lunch and Dinner. 5 things to do. Maybe play a little piano too .. Sigh.. as days go by, I feel like I'm beginning to rot soon -_-" Well... At least I had some liveliness in this whole "schedule".. So, badminton was the most fun {: Although, Amabel didn't come today ): BUT!! That doesn't mean it was all too gloomy for the two of us [Jelene and me]!!! We're not pathetic!! We met at Serangoon mrt before taking the train to Kovan station. Man, it was raining cats and dogs .. My specs. got wet almost everytime I walk under a narrow shelter. Jeez, what is wrong with the weather nowadays?? Stopped by Cold Storage 'cos she wanted to buy sweet and drink. I just bought barley ULTIMATE FAVOURITE DRINK OF THE ... um... SO FAR!!...

SOSSOSOOOO SORRY!!! I've been really lazy and tired and busy to post nowadays. I seldom even go online in maple =\ SORRY GUYS!! Haha, well, you wanna know what I did today? Simple. +Tried out Do You by Yiruma on the piano today . Within one hour, covered up barely one pathetic page . I know . Slow poke -.-" +OH yah, ate lunch too. +Cooked rice for dinner. +JUST POSTED EPISODE 3 in WHITE yet BLACK . +Now currently writing in my own blog. MUAHAH! Well, just wanna tell you guys two things. Firstly, NEVER EVER WATCH ROTT WEILER UNLESS YOU CAN TAKE BLOODY, VIOLENT AND HORROR SCENES. Yeah, that's like really sick . In case some of you may not know what I'm talking about, well, it's about this movie called "ROTT WEILER" . Seriously, it's scary . They show the rott weiler kill the lady right, bite the neck off, then bite the whole chest off, and take out the heart and eat it . ohmygawd -.-" Horror movie peoeple. beware. Anyways, whoever wanna watch it c...