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Funny Story Why I titled this post as that? Because my previous post was too dark . NAH. Actually what I'm about to say... Apparently, only so few of my friends know. HAHA. Cos I just told them recently. At first I thought it was a bit dumb to say that's why I kept mum. Sorry Ben! :x Well, then later I realised that it's actually a huge contribution to this wonderful wonderful .... erm. okay I forgot the word I wanted to use.. but.. yeah. so here it goes. So it's youth month. During YE, I received this slip of paper stating that there were some boxes to be ticked and I was notified that everyone had to tick at least one box. Hence, I ticked, "musicians". Well, I've always loved to play for worship in church.... ah see that .  That's what I thought. A few days passed and I heard there were auditions up for actors, musicians, and what not. So I was - YES, I KNOW THAT AT THIS POINT OF TIME IT SHOULD BE SO OBVIOUS - mildly curious as to why musi...

8 more days to live What if one day you wake up, and suddenly, you're brought to a place where you've just been notified you have just 8 more days to live? Your limbs become numb, you just feel weak all over, you feel like your organs are all jumbled up... That's how I felt when I woke up in my dream. That dream was short. To me, recalled as, short since I can mostly only remember the beginning and the end. I can't really explain how I felt each step of the way, but there's only one word that was running in my mind throughout, right after I was told I had only 8 more days to live. I was perfectly healthy. I was perfectly fine. I don't recall having been to the doctor's only to find out I've been diagnosed with some terminal illness... No... Never. I was probably spending my time walking around - in a daze.. I was still taking time to actually sink that fact down. Was it true? Perhaps I heard wrongly?  No.. reality seemed to dawn on to me that ...

Colours Haha. You know, a couple of years back when I started out insisting I loved blue , but I really loved pink , I somehow got out of the battle between blue and pink and chose green . And so, green was like my haven. Then I grew up. And I realised blue was cool. I loved blue . I really really loved blue . And turquoise !! YES TURQOISE . And next thing I knew? I had purple everywhere! then red . and somehow, if you hadn't notice, I loved almost all the c o l o u r s of the rainbow, in sequence too. lol. pink next? I would probably think so. Years back to think I love purple was aabsurd. much less red . Now? I have the same thinking for ORANGE . oh man. I don't like orange , really. yellow is WAY WORSE. But we'll see in years to come. Meh. ~~~ I'm actually typing this while I'm having my SYNC lesson now. Apparently, I didn't quite have a pleasant morning today. Everything was pushing buttons.. wait. not this morning.. it was actually sinc...

Free Time I really feel like taking up another challenge, but I shan't declare it just yet. Cos I know I'm really not a regular here anymore T.T *sobs* It's okay, I'm glad enough I got time right now to relax before bombarding myself with more practice on the keyboard, more essays to write, more assignments to complete by certain deadlines. T-T OTL Okay, even after saying all that, I don't even know what I wanna type about. I'd completely forgotten =.= pfft. Nvm. I shall start something. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS DOING SO SO MANY THINGS WHILE I'M SLUGGING MY BUTT OFF RUSHING TO DO THIS AND THAT?!!!! no. no, you don't. BEEEEDOHHHBEEEEEDOHHHBEEEEEDDOHHHHBEEEEEDDDDOOHHHH Sigh. I miss anime T-T I'm gonna watch a lot of that after all my tests and assignments are done and over over OOVVVEEERRRR. I foresee myself being as busy in the next sem too. but for now, I shall focus on this sem. Okay, I'm too noisy in my head to even ...

Apologies .. 10 things I thank God for . 1) I'm surviving this everyday battle against sin. against the works of the devil. 2) God sees me and hears me, He knows what I'm going through because He spoke through people to tell me just that, today. 3) Camomile tea! - the calm-you-down tea~~ 4) Peanut butter waffles 5) Musical preparations are going so well!! :D :D 6) Changing me so much to the point where I'm not afraid to speak to strangers or meet new people - I think the change was so gradual/subtle it took me so long to realise this point! 7) My song I wrote for my songwriting turned out to be.. well, still stuck in my head. I feel like developing it into a proper song... hmm. 8) Reminding me of my purpose in life, also my purpose in doing things, the drive to find reasons in certain difficult circumstances/situations, etc. 9) Wisdom & purpose (although I mentioned this in the previous point, I find it important, hence.) 10) Revelation. After wrestling...