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Confidence Stepping up Inhaling thin, cool air Face the audience Smile I'm probably getting pretty intimidated by my own actions right now. Yes, it seems, to an extent, sort of a stupid thing to do, but I feel that I can't help but step up. Something tells me I have to. Now. Alright, so what's intimidating me? I'll be playing keys for worship this sat morning for music network, leading worship for cell, also this saturday.. and sharing a testimony of what actually happened last night and this morning/afternoon. A little afraid due to my past experience not being a really good one.. you know.. standing behind that pulpit.. and have about 200 pairs of eyes staring at you, as if expecting an extremely professional speech that awaits them that they may be impressed and laugh along and nod and nod and nod......... Wellll... I saw a video about losing weight. So this girl talking for about... 22 minutes and then shows her before and after losing weight photos. It was...

I Will Sing Just wanna say that I'm so inspired by Don Moen. When the worship leader led the congregation to sing this song as prelude, I was so touched. It was something that, I can literally, always use as a prayer to God because I always find myself falling short of the glory of God and this song just lifts my spirits up. It's pretty old, but it's beautiful. As I scrolled down to read the comments, although I've never met these people before, don't know their names, don't know what kind of lives they lead, or anything... I was glad to see, people, who love God just as much as I do, with all their heart. In the recent months, I've been quite upset with myself, other than the 'Honesty' goal, I'd realised I'm not that good at keeping in touch with this someone whose name I shall not mention.. And I didn't realize the consequence until now... And it was probably because of my negligence which led her to feel discouraged, demoralised ...

Honesty. And so, I see I can never revert back to my old blogger interface anymore.. I therefore dislike blogger.. It's been quite some time since I've written a post from deep down within me. I figured it's probably time to make blogger useful. Honesty is my year goal. So how did I come up with it? It's pretty random actually. I just somehow felt that.. I should try to aim to be as honest as possible. If it's for the best for everyone, it should do people good. Of course, there'll be times where people are not used to my frank-ness or are not comfortable it.. or what it brings after the feeling. A lot of things go wrong, but if it - in the end - brings both parties together and closer, I believe, it's worth it, no matter how obviously huge the mountain is that you are going to face just because of being honest . It's more than half a year now, and if you asked me, of course, I fail, every single time, every single day - as far as I can remember,...

God comes to us where we are After today's sermon, I can't help but think about what my mom said a couple of months back when I questioned, so some are against mega churches, some belittle small churches.. why? I mean, okay lor, maybe teaching wrong or something..? My mom said that God reveals Himself slowly to us, He comes to us and shows us Himself in the way He knows would best be good for us. For example, if some are afraid of hearing voices or something, God may not reveal Himself to you with his voice, but maybe in your dreams, or through people. I've been thinking.. does that mean, even when some people may find the mega churches' teaching are wrong? or maybe just different? Honestly, I wouldn't really know since I've never really attended a mega church service.. okay, maybe twice, in two different churches. One of FCBC, then New Creation Church. But that was pretty wayyyyyy back long long long time ago :\ So I can't really recall. But yeah, it's ...