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Red. Retard. And so I'm halfway through my hols and I'm doing a great job slacking! :D What did I do today? Erm.. got up at.. 2pm-ish, ate like the butterfly & red bean thingy.. I dunno, they sell these golden browns stuff in kopitiam dim sum there. My grandma bought it for us ytd but no one ate it I guess... So, that was my lunch with some leftover milk - heng ah, not expired - and my morning honey drink w some pills (calcium and dunno what) that my mom always prepare for me in the morning every day. So while "lunch-ing" I watched last night's 9pm, channel 8 tv drama episode which I missed due to a class chalet which I had to attend to (I must say, despite me not looking forward to it at all, it wasn't all that bad I guess). Andd... then..... I slacked. and slacked. and slacked. Fb-ed. And slacked. Read xiaxue's blog. and slacked. oh yeah, tried on some.. supposedly easy to put on makeup and stuff...... - yes, not so easy in the end so I gave u...

A Red Candle. Slowly, it burns A sweet fragrance it emits Unconsciously, it flows Into the deep recesses of my mind Weak, but determined, It dances around on the spot Ever so freely, Amazed at its beauty But time was short No mercy upon it It soon fades away All things shun from it They all gathered To remember who it was and what it did To learn from the death of a friend And grieve for its soul Has its reason for its sweat Ever been for worries? No, the life it led Never had such an ability For it danced so freely Full of spirit, full of joy Not once it stopped Never did it stop Has its reason for its flame Ever been to harm others? No, the light it gave, Only brought people together It brought smiles to their faces Led them to embraces & kisses Not once it stopped giving Never did it stop CHECKMATE Yumeitto.

Why so serious? "People say I take Christianity too seriously, but.. I don't know, God took it pretty seriously when He sent His Only Son, Jesus Christ to die for our sins  that we may have eternal life." To Christians out there, I know at times it's hard, being lukewarm is something so so common, but never forget the extremely amazing act of love God showed mankind back then. I remember hearing a quote similar to what I've typed above and I hope it'll serve as a reminder for people out there, struggling to get out of the lukewarm zone. Then perhaps we can ask ourselves, God has done so much for us, but how much are we really investing in getting to know Him/our relationship with God if we - so say, or rather - are committed, and call ourselves to be Christians?

Loud I realise how much I detest loud and angry people. Oh, don't get me wrong, I absolutely do not refer to people scolding/reprimanding me or anything cos it would've been quite reasonable, especially when I'm young since I don't know a lot and tend to do a lot of stupid things... I refer to people - it may be anyone, not just those with anger-management problems - who have those eyes that tell you, "I. HAVE. HAD. E-NOUGH. OF. YOU." eyes. Yup, it may not just be a public nuisance, especially since those eyes would accompany with the thunderous, intimidating roar, but .. I don't know if some of you get what I'm trying to say, but when you were young, get scolded, sometimes when the reason for that wrongdoing is far beyond our understanding and our parents just don't tell us why, you're just left hanging there? yeah. that's feeling. You... don't really know. I tend to feel like crying when this happens.. even now. Yeah sure, whe...