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E. I'm tired. Really, really tired. I wished I didn't need to sleep.

Towards the end of Sem 1! :O Ah.. time flies, really.. I must say, though it's just nearing the end of the first semester, I've done A LOT of things. Everything was pretty much a zoom zoom choo-train for me :\ And I've got a feeling we're a little bit... still like their "hamsters", still experimenting if they should go at this pace or this pace to suit the students' learning.. whoa... seriously. late nights of working on projects and stuff... I really don't want to, or rather, cannot see myself in Year 2 and 3. It'll probably be hell. -.-" Despite the busy-ness, I do find the things I do beneficial to my goal: to compose, record and produce a christian album. Still far far away... but ah well. Start small , they always say. (: Some updates.. - Musicianship exam (major & minor scales of C, C#, D, E, F, F#, G, A & B, sight-singing [rhythm], part playing..? -> something got to do with lead sheet. melody & identifying and playing c...

A Thousand Years ~ Cold sweat and sweaty palms A scream in my dream, a tear in my eye Pictures flashing, sudden qualm Back straightened up, then collapsed with a sigh Fingers running through thin strands of hair A song, a story, I've always dreaded Always the heavy lump of despair A huge amount of energy wasted There I lay, Rolling around, All wrapped up Beads of perspiration flowing down But still the frostiness lingers The Lie, I convinced myself no longer I bit my lower lip and swallowed Eyes closed, clenched fist Hunger for warmth grew every second Words in my mind were a thousand It moved, my mouth, it opened wide Not a sound heard, I tried, tried, tried... Taking a deep breath in, Shaky, but steady, I held it in One more day -- I lied to myself again -- It'll all be gone -- all this pain. ~

Monday Bluez You guys might be wondering why I put that as a heading since it's Tuesday now. Simple reason, it's currently 12.37am, Tuesday. Recently I thought I'd be pretty busy and stressed, but looks like this week will be a clear sky for me! :D :D I've long settled practicing for my musicianship class, a little more and it'd be good enough for an 8/10! Would need to now start practicing on my natural, harmonic, melodic minor scales as well.. a little not used to it, but thanks to music theory I'm learning pretty fast :D Thank God for this opportunity to learn theory! :D :D Haha, I am not eligible to go apply for NAFA after I'm done with this module :p nah, just kidding. This music theory thingy's just good to have and apply whenever I guess. not just for entry requirement to NAFA. Well, I woke up today feeling pretty dizzy and still in the mode of just got out of my dream - literally. haha, I felt as if I just opened the door from my dream to reality...