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Actually considering.. About going for that interview. yes, that woman called me this early afternoon to go for an interview tomorrow at Orchard Central, 4pm. Some model thing. I stopped to realise how scary things were at that moment. I was actually considering to go for that interview, but at the same time, I look at myself with so so many flaws. I have fats at my waist - so if I had to do a shoot exposing my waist, it'd be so ugly - I have fat thighs, short legs, barely oval-shaped face, not so sharp chin, big feet, not very toned legs, and above all, I'm short and don't have nice teeth -models, imo, should have nice and straight teeth with a good smile to go with, I for one, don't have. and I'm 18 this year. Why me? Why had I considered anyway? It's because of these many flaws I actually considered . It sounds like an irony, or contradiction. But really, ask any girl out there - how beautiful doesn't matter - they'll tell you 101 flaws about th...

AWESOME FRIDAY! Did some workout in the gym with Jing Yee today. It's been soooo long! :D I feel the happy hormones now. Well, I'm pretty excited for tmr. Can't wait to repair my iphone lock button ._. and YE of course. Hmm.. Also arranged to meet Charlton after YE for dinner to check up on his life and everything. ORD-ing, not too soon, but ah well, hope ben and I can be of moral support in the mean time! yay~ And tmr shall commence the first day I try on a peplum top. right. a peplum top which cost me $15 (technically $25 cos I had to buy a necklace so that it doesn't look too plain.)... Hmm.. okay. so weird. I thought I had more to blog about. Seems like I'm done already..... OHOHOHOH! Shall state some events and happenings! Just uploaded a vid of my latest composition on YouTube and I'm pretty shy about it, but still, would want to get some comments. So, please do drop by: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UEcI_l5TTw It's kinda my first time play...

YES. I choose today & now to be  melancholic . Ever missed the times that you were a kid? I sure do. I never had to worry about anything. I never had to be exposed to politics, economics, and so on and so forth. I never had to be mature enough to maintain good friendships. I've always fought, but forgave and became friends again with my friend(s) the next day. I never had to think about what others think. I never had problems with anything, really, except not getting what I want at times. I never had to study. I never had to worry about money. I never had to see the world soaked in its misery. I never had to cry and mourn for the dead, but living souls. I never had to think. I just had fun. I always got to have fun. I was always a joy to everyone around me. I was always happy, a sunshine. I always got to relax. I was always a just-want-everybody-to-be-happy person. I was always me. Growing up was a huge stage for me. Yes, in the earlier - recent - yea...

Rushing of assignments -sigh- Yes, there is a need for me to sigh. Here I am, sitting on my chair, sat here for a good 3.5 hours or so, working on my assignment. Eh.. Correction, on ONE of my assignments. -.- Here's what I need to do.. or what's left for me to do at least: 1) Continue to work on composition piece for animation 2) Finish up music theory assignment (label the forms/sections) as well as talk about the salient features of the piece. The piece which I'm working on.. or rather, doing an analysis on is Prelude (and Fugue) in C Major by Johann Sebastian Bach. Why I bracketed the Fugue? BECAUSE THANK GOD I DON'T HAVE TO DO IT. OTHERWISE I'LL GO INSANE. 3) Study for music theory test comin' up this thursday. 4) Study for synthesis and composition (SYNC) test comin' up this friday. 5) Study for acoustical science (ACTS) test comin' up next tuesday. Deadlines of all assignments: This friday. WEHHHHHHHHHHHH. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS ...

Groups of people one almost like a couple on the.. somewhat treadmill, another group of pokemon fans talking pokemon language and.. a... pair of people one teaching the other ukulele. hmm.. and yup, i'm the last group, consisting of only one. yea.... still @ bob's house, wanna go home soon -_- surprisingly the practical test in the studio (control room) isn't that difficult! :O assuming the test format is still the same ba...... :\ ah well, shan't think too much. I'd better blog this while I'm still "sane". ha ha... bye~

Forward The heavy weight beating down my chest A strongest wave at its best Whether it's real or just a test I musn't stop, NEVER during a rest Foggy clouds warming the air Ground heating up, like it just don't care Devoured by the race carried by the wind, Fall down, get up, then get movin' No time to waste We must make haste To be daring to face The barriers in the race Remember who you were When the best thing, to you, occur That you may humble yourself And progress even further. CHECKMATE! Yumeitto . ~~~ Tired. Have not been having enough rest for the past few days and my body's beginning to protest and plead me for more rest. I've been feeling so drained... Perhaps not just physically, perhaps even mentally and emotionally as well. Being challenged by the roughest and most sensitive areas of my life in this not exactly very motivated season, it's really hard. Really, really hard. I must say, I am at a loss for words. Thin...

Prayer For A Friend In those times when lost for words all is a wreck, your efforts seem meaningless What you do, what you say, Don't seem to get through and there's no other way It's in those times we come before the Lord, Kneeling and interceding For the ones we love For He is the God Our Lord, Our Jehovah Jireh Who listens to our prayers, knows our every thought, The Lord of all, the God who is greater ... - CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Same same! Don't know how many of you actually remembered what I shared last saturday, so well, I'll type it out here again: So earlier in the week - or last week - as I was notified to lead worship on saturday a few days ago, I was thinking about it as I was showering. Praying, asking God what songs should be chosen for saturday's youth worship. And so whilst doing this, my hands, placed together, with my four fingers of my right hand slightly crossed over on top of my left, and my hands were just under the running water of the shower head. Suddenly I realised that the puddle of water formed in my hands, was actually a heart shape! And then a few words came to my mind, these few words turned into a four lines. These words were: "Love is in my hands, Able to receive, Ready to serve with, Ready to give." I was wondering just what God was trying to tell me. And afterwards, I sat down and prayed about it. I felt what God was telling me was that... ...

Answered prayers. And I was so so so so so happy for my friends. I'm glad that it was something that was so amazingly shocking that it impacted me and I thought about how real God is in my life. Well, for sure it wasn't just the other time when He used me to encourage Auntie Kellyn during her difficult times, but even now, something really amazing and I can tell you, it's confirm, guarantee plus chop, the work of God. :) Well, that's all for this post really. and so I shall continue with rubbish and blog about what I thought about this crazy morning, haha! And so I woke up from my dream. Still really tired and reluctant to get up, I rolled over and my face facing downwards, on my pillow, reached out to the sound source and forced my eyes open. I stared at my phone, for who knows how long. What just went through my mind was, "How do I shut this sound up? Could it be a bomb?" Oh yeah, and me staring at my phone really helped to stop the alarm from ringin...

School school. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL. the end.

Reality Swap? I know it's ridiculous and some may even say I watch too many movies as such to even think it'd happen to me, but.. ah well, I guess when you're negative, such thoughts which could've been prevented, might defeat the logic in our brains sometimes. So here's what I wrote on my tumblr this morning. ah yes, before that, I woke up in the middle of the night - 6am, ok, not exactly night anymore but.. ah well, you get what I mean - and thought of this and when I woke up, I posted it on my tumblr. Upon reading it through once I was done, I myself, thought I was crazy. Maybe because I'm feeling much more sane now. okay, here's it: But why?  The night could’ve been my reality, the things that happened in the day, my dream, or the other way round..  I might’ve been asleep for really long and what happened didn’t happen, all was seen but pitch black, maybe I was knocked out, maybe It just turned night time, maybe the world was invaded by aliens...

Different kind of "sick" Let me first say, I'm really excited for YE camp next week. It feels like we haven't had it in a really really long time, in fact, although it's just a year. Sigh. Time flies, and I feel old having to keep saying this :p So here goes my story: Last saturday I felt horrible. I came home after the Youth Conference which ended at 4pm, and slept from 5.30pm all the way till 10pm+, and after having dinner, and blahblah, I slept at around 11pm+ ~ 12am-ish, all the way till 11am the next day (Sunday). It probably helped me in speedy recovery somewhat :D I only had diarrhea once, compared to the day before where I had it for.. 5 times in total? :s And on Monday, I felt completely healed :D However... I felt my throat a bit sore on Monday night. Well, on monday I was supposed to meet my friends for breakfast in school before heading to the studio to get started on our recording-the-song assignment (which gave me such a huge headache, seriou...

Sick? My head was floating today. yes. it was. x.x no idea why though. It's like, every time I get up from my seat, not even suddenly, my head would feel like someone's compressing it - rhythmically. T-T ow. ow. ow. And I'm having some neckaches and diarrhea every day / time I go to the toilet for the past 2 days plus today.... Keep me in your prayers thanks... sigh.

Mixpod probs. Well, due to the official - I think - shutting down of mixpod.com, I gotta find a new web to create my songs.. all.. over.. again.. T-T argh. I didn't even have a record. WHERE'S THE ADVANCE NOTICE MAN?!?!?! T-T Well, tomorrow - later - I'd be having two exams that'll wrap up basically term 1 of sem 2! :D Time flies~ Sigh. Okay, I've loads of stuff to do during my holidays... So I gotta get started probably straight after I'm done with my exams.. tomorrow - later - ha ha ha.... sian. Well, looking on the bright side! I won't have to wake up so early anymore :D :D I'd be having a lot of recording sessions during my holidays to complete an assignment of working with a group, to compose a song (already did and presented as well), record it, do an individual mix as well as uh.. oh right! report. meh. I hate reports. I heard from my lecturer that he's expecting at least a 15-page report from us for this project. INDIVIDUALLY. I'M G...

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Up late again okay, although I wouldn't say it's that late for me anyway.. so my term's ending soon.. and I've some assignments and tests I need to prepare for.. hmm.. as of now, I have 3 assignments to be handed in by the end of this term; two from SYNC and one from REMT (this one is actually supposed to be half-done, like a demo, by the end of this term, then the rest due the start of the next term).. Also received another assignment, but not due this year, but next year feb, and it's music theory one. That one I think is pretty relaxing, so shall not think about that for now.... Well, as for my tests, I think I'd have to prepare for.. Musicianship, GenEd.. and maybe ACTS too? But I'm not sure cos my teach for that module doesn't really talk much about our tests and stuff, so we're all worried.. ok, maybe a few... ok, just me. from what I know ._. Feeling the stress bit by bit every single day, but doing my best to rely on God. I really wis...

His Glory Appears This tune was really familiar.. then I heard it whilst on my way to school.. It's gives a really beautiful and magical feeling, don't you think? The chord progressions aren't the common ones either.. haha, at least it doesn't sound like it. It's somewhat unsettling, yet, peaceful, calm, tranquil. So here is the acoustic version - that I listened to, not saying I have the non-acoustic one. And so, I think I shall post a bit of my thoughts about my theme for this year so far. I think I had a similar one about a couple of weeks or months ago? Yep, can go check that out. But no guarantee I won't repeat what I've said earlier due to my pea brain, so please forgive me :p And so I moved on to a sub-theme of giving. Why do I call it so? Simply put, honesty was more focused in that area. Honesty, sincerity. Am I honest about my feelings about giving? Even when I don't like it? Or when I do it reluctantly? I'd just watched Running...

Procrastination. I'm prolllly gonna have a bad habit of procrastination now. hehe, wanted to take a bath after getting dinner with my dad but I've been pretty anxious as to whether my school's blackboard's up or not yet! ): ): YES, apparently, it's down due to some maintenance.. and it's been like this for HOURS.. My lecturer's gonna kill me when he sees zero entries for my blog. OH GOSH. THAT ENTRY COULD'VE BEEN LIKE THE EASIEST TO SCORE TO CONTRIBUTE TO MY BIG BIG GRADE. T-T mummy , why? Well, it's been almost a week since my mom's LOA. (p.s. she went Malaysia, it was for some ROSES retreat thing.) And I really really really miss her.. But no worries! Me thinks she's coming home tomorrow and I can't wait to see her home!! Was thinking of even making a meal for her and my dad or something hehe :p :p baked rice! yea~~ see how. Hmm.. me thinks I need clam chowder and some ham! gotta go grocery shopping~ Okay. So I've been pretty ...

Spiritual Warfare no, this isn't gonna be a testimony or anything, but I really hope it would be. then it'd be the most, biggest, most huge miracle I've ever seen in my life. All my life I'd always thought "spiritual warfare" was the soul (us) fighting against the devil. But in a personal way. like, fighting in your thoughts. I've never really, thought.... maybe not so much about other people towards me? Like, I never knew it would affect me at all, really. Until I experienced something which made me feel like.. crap . Yes, crap . It took me awhile to figure out this was spiritual warfare, me against - the person whose name I shall not mention and replace with - Jen. It feels almost as if, looking to this person and telling yourself that this person, who's lost her faith, must be forgiven. And I hate not her person, but her sin. And I hate the distractions that brought her away. which comes in form of people and I have to keep telling myself ev...

Carrying my cross, weight of sin, eyes   fixed on Jesus and following Him I guess.. no. maybe? otherwise... no. I may sound heartless but, I wished God didn't give us freewill. but bind us to him even if we're machines or robots. There wouldn't be this much sadness in the world that we have to face and deal with, just because of the consequences of sin. it's a snowball. an endless snowball till we die. you can't just quit. because that's not what you can do. you can't idle, because you'd fall into another trap. you can't act rashly, because you most likely'd do something wrong... We're like living in a world of judgmental people who don't give a second chance to change their opinions completely of others. We're in a world where people doubt and doubt so much they hurt everyone else around them. We're in a world of darkness there seems no light, and no light in those who are lost. I just wish it all to end. I want to ...

Fall Apart Why in the world did I think I could Only get to know You when my life was good? When everything just falls in place The easiest thing is to give You praise Now it all seems upside down 'Cause my whole world is caving in But I feel You now more than I did then How can I come to the end of me And somehow still have all I need? God, I want to know You more Maybe this is how it starts I find You when I fall apart Blessed are the ones who understand We got nothing to bring but empty hands, yeah Nothing to hide and nothing to prove, yeah Our heartbreak brings us back to You, oh And it all seems upside down 'Cause my whole world is caving in But I feel You now more than I did then How can I come to the end of me And somehow still have all I need? God, I want to know You more Maybe this is how it starts I find You when I fall apart, yeah I don't know how long this will last I'm praying for the pain to pass But maybe this is the best thing That has ever...

Presence What of flesh and blood So precious and dear but whose heart grew cold Dark, sinister, and full of fear When questioned with no hidden intention, Deep within her rose red anger The battle had only begun, But I've failed to remember What of flesh and blood So precious and dear What could I have done To make your vision clear? Were it by my hands you fell Or by your heart you betrayed? "My own life I propel," You exclaimed, but inside, you were afraid... We are of flesh and blood Very precious and very dear Had you forgotten all these years I'm always here, always near? When your friends left, When that man shun you that day, Was not I who had been open Even til this day? Lift your head up, You're not alone Even when we're all grown up Or even I you disown I'll always be that stubborn me Whom you always see as your shadow Walking behind you with glee As if there's no tomorrow CHECKMATE! Yumeitto .

Short post! Since it's been quite some time I had one... And so, today'll be a baking session + stayover day @ my place with my friends :D :D :D Probably gonna be baking blueberry cheesecake and.... yep, perhaps jogging too in the evening... then maybe a movie and dinner? MAYBE .. Meeting my friends later at 3pm+? Shall head out to ICA building now with my mom to go collect my passport! :D :D Life's pretty okay right now, learning to cope and be quick to forgive.. okay. summary's done! The End.

Confidence Stepping up Inhaling thin, cool air Face the audience Smile I'm probably getting pretty intimidated by my own actions right now. Yes, it seems, to an extent, sort of a stupid thing to do, but I feel that I can't help but step up. Something tells me I have to. Now. Alright, so what's intimidating me? I'll be playing keys for worship this sat morning for music network, leading worship for cell, also this saturday.. and sharing a testimony of what actually happened last night and this morning/afternoon. A little afraid due to my past experience not being a really good one.. you know.. standing behind that pulpit.. and have about 200 pairs of eyes staring at you, as if expecting an extremely professional speech that awaits them that they may be impressed and laugh along and nod and nod and nod......... Wellll... I saw a video about losing weight. So this girl talking for about... 22 minutes and then shows her before and after losing weight photos. It was...

I Will Sing Just wanna say that I'm so inspired by Don Moen. When the worship leader led the congregation to sing this song as prelude, I was so touched. It was something that, I can literally, always use as a prayer to God because I always find myself falling short of the glory of God and this song just lifts my spirits up. It's pretty old, but it's beautiful. As I scrolled down to read the comments, although I've never met these people before, don't know their names, don't know what kind of lives they lead, or anything... I was glad to see, people, who love God just as much as I do, with all their heart. In the recent months, I've been quite upset with myself, other than the 'Honesty' goal, I'd realised I'm not that good at keeping in touch with this someone whose name I shall not mention.. And I didn't realize the consequence until now... And it was probably because of my negligence which led her to feel discouraged, demoralised ...

Honesty. And so, I see I can never revert back to my old blogger interface anymore.. I therefore dislike blogger.. It's been quite some time since I've written a post from deep down within me. I figured it's probably time to make blogger useful. Honesty is my year goal. So how did I come up with it? It's pretty random actually. I just somehow felt that.. I should try to aim to be as honest as possible. If it's for the best for everyone, it should do people good. Of course, there'll be times where people are not used to my frank-ness or are not comfortable it.. or what it brings after the feeling. A lot of things go wrong, but if it - in the end - brings both parties together and closer, I believe, it's worth it, no matter how obviously huge the mountain is that you are going to face just because of being honest . It's more than half a year now, and if you asked me, of course, I fail, every single time, every single day - as far as I can remember,...

God comes to us where we are After today's sermon, I can't help but think about what my mom said a couple of months back when I questioned, so some are against mega churches, some belittle small churches.. why? I mean, okay lor, maybe teaching wrong or something..? My mom said that God reveals Himself slowly to us, He comes to us and shows us Himself in the way He knows would best be good for us. For example, if some are afraid of hearing voices or something, God may not reveal Himself to you with his voice, but maybe in your dreams, or through people. I've been thinking.. does that mean, even when some people may find the mega churches' teaching are wrong? or maybe just different? Honestly, I wouldn't really know since I've never really attended a mega church service.. okay, maybe twice, in two different churches. One of FCBC, then New Creation Church. But that was pretty wayyyyyy back long long long time ago :\ So I can't really recall. But yeah, it's ...

Awake again. Hmm. Well, I'll make this post a pretty short and random one. Today was my third day of work and I'm really glad that through this work, I'm able to work on my tolerance with people.... especially people from my school... ._. Well, it's helped me to look at things positively and to be real patient with people even when they shut you off. I guess I can apply this learning to life, where there will be people who'll shut you off, but to remember what Jesus said, "Forgive them for they know not what they are doing." I may not be in a position to do that, but, I guess I can always tell myself, " Everyone's learning ." I'm pretty tired after today. My boss is pretty nice(: (: So I can probably rest assured about work, pretty much... First day made one appt and the 2nd and 3rd day made 2 appts each. (: (: Though it's a bit draining, but I'd need to rely on God for strength to persevere!(: as well as to apply what I've l...

Late at night Yep, I have no idea what title fits this post for it's gonna be random again. and... and it's late so half of my brain is probably switched off already haha :p I guess I'm pretty nervous about tomorrow.. Having to start work the first day.. hearing a lot of scary stuff just today.. not a very good thing to remember :s Well, to remember as in to remember and think too much about it. I've never worked my whole life before - except teaching dora the er hu and tutoring a math. But all those were people whom I know, so it's not really "working" experience. This very first job job I'm getting was recommended by my friend. Pressurizing and difficult, but may be really boring and easy. So it's both ends of the spectrum... yep. That was what I heard before tomorrow. oh dear ._." Well, late at night and my thoughts usually run wild, but since my body clock's changing, I think I'm still sane haha! :\ .. I've been thinking about ...

Holidays! :D :D :D Oh that awesome awesome word. Someone should be as brave as rebecca black and come up with a song with that beautiful, most desired word. Okay, nonsense aside, YAY! MY EXAMS ARE OVER! :D I pretty confident with my math :D haha that one confirm A already. (: According to my math lecturer, if I could pass the exam paper with 54/100, then I'd get an A already. (: Well, I think I did exceedingly well, even surprised I could do the Fourier Series question!! :O :O Hmm.. As for the other modules, the module which I'm most afraid of is Synthesis and Composition :s :s Apparently, the test paper was really.... I don't know man. 5 marks for one word? really? =.= With all my exams aside, I still have one more assignment to be handed up by this Friday, 5pm. No worries! Handing in tomorrow :3 pfft. wasted 3 CDs on that -.- burn and bounce files out from LOGIC wrong. GRRRR . Anyways, I'm finally done! And I think my report was pretty long, especially when including...

E. I'm tired. Really, really tired. I wished I didn't need to sleep.

Towards the end of Sem 1! :O Ah.. time flies, really.. I must say, though it's just nearing the end of the first semester, I've done A LOT of things. Everything was pretty much a zoom zoom choo-train for me :\ And I've got a feeling we're a little bit... still like their "hamsters", still experimenting if they should go at this pace or this pace to suit the students' learning.. whoa... seriously. late nights of working on projects and stuff... I really don't want to, or rather, cannot see myself in Year 2 and 3. It'll probably be hell. -.-" Despite the busy-ness, I do find the things I do beneficial to my goal: to compose, record and produce a christian album. Still far far away... but ah well. Start small , they always say. (: Some updates.. - Musicianship exam (major & minor scales of C, C#, D, E, F, F#, G, A & B, sight-singing [rhythm], part playing..? -> something got to do with lead sheet. melody & identifying and playing c...

A Thousand Years ~ Cold sweat and sweaty palms A scream in my dream, a tear in my eye Pictures flashing, sudden qualm Back straightened up, then collapsed with a sigh Fingers running through thin strands of hair A song, a story, I've always dreaded Always the heavy lump of despair A huge amount of energy wasted There I lay, Rolling around, All wrapped up Beads of perspiration flowing down But still the frostiness lingers The Lie, I convinced myself no longer I bit my lower lip and swallowed Eyes closed, clenched fist Hunger for warmth grew every second Words in my mind were a thousand It moved, my mouth, it opened wide Not a sound heard, I tried, tried, tried... Taking a deep breath in, Shaky, but steady, I held it in One more day -- I lied to myself again -- It'll all be gone -- all this pain. ~

Monday Bluez You guys might be wondering why I put that as a heading since it's Tuesday now. Simple reason, it's currently 12.37am, Tuesday. Recently I thought I'd be pretty busy and stressed, but looks like this week will be a clear sky for me! :D :D I've long settled practicing for my musicianship class, a little more and it'd be good enough for an 8/10! Would need to now start practicing on my natural, harmonic, melodic minor scales as well.. a little not used to it, but thanks to music theory I'm learning pretty fast :D Thank God for this opportunity to learn theory! :D :D Haha, I am not eligible to go apply for NAFA after I'm done with this module :p nah, just kidding. This music theory thingy's just good to have and apply whenever I guess. not just for entry requirement to NAFA. Well, I woke up today feeling pretty dizzy and still in the mode of just got out of my dream - literally. haha, I felt as if I just opened the door from my dream to reality...

Second Half It really felt like it was just the end of the first half of the semester two days ago. Sigh. Yesterday commemorates the second half of the semester! :\ I remember slacking for about 2hours ++ during musicianship class because or teacher had 4 1/2 hours for our class and she was already done after barely 2 hours or so. So I decided to watch one piece for the last 1 hour. :p :p Class? Well, the first lesson was supposedly music theory (MUST), and I was supposed to present yesterday, but my teach. was sick so there was no lesson really and I just stoned. -.-" Cos rushed my presentation the previous night, adding in all the animation to finish it off. Hmm.. But I do think I should add more stuff... I shall see(: ... I just realized I added the references for my presentation slides + programme notes together and attached it to the programme notes.. when I was just supposed to attached the bibliography references to the programme notes....... =.= AIYARH. I'm so tired my...