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Snooze! School was kinda okay on the first day though I didn't quite enjoy it as much. But I guess it's just cos I'm immune to the way the system works. Besides, kinda relaxed I didn't do some of my homework... haha =x But it's really cos I didn't know how to!! And lit? not very sure -.- Really thank God for answering my prayers and well, got to see the smile on her face again (: It's been a really long time since I've seen it. And well, yeah, I've been reflecting lately and I guess it's just that we're both at fault. And yeah, it's for me to keep a secret and all of you to keep guessing (: Hmm.. chem lesson was a bit boring though. Partner & I nearly fell asleep listening to his DETAILED DETAILED explanation -.-" Despite his hard efforts, I probably forgot some of it already due to my visit to lala land when I got home ....... But I guess if I do a little revision and take quick glances of it here and there, I guess it should be...

Thanks Rachel! (: Big thanks to her for comforting me just now, in the evening. Times were getting bad to worse and just when I thought it couldn't get any worse, that matter pulled my last string and it went *snap*! Yupps. Anyways, really thanks (: Also wanna thank her for helping out with the chords progression for my new song! :DD It's called, "Glorified". The title's fixed I guess. But not the lyrics :/ But the tune .. eh .. pretty sure it'll be similar to it. Already modified and .. yupp. Left the um .. lyrics to edit and VIOLA! no lah. Still need to pray about it(: Coming up with the chords (for full song) soon. Maybe during the week, but not anytime soon - like now - am I gonna let you guys see it till I can confirm the lyrics and melody and tune (x Praise be to God for giving me this talent!! :D:D Am lovin' it and I will forever and ever and ever and ever cherish it till my last breath :O Honestly, this songwriting thingy has gotten me to be quite ...

Sentosa-sa-sa!!(: Went to sentosa today with my grandparents & mom. Mom was really excited to take the monorail there :O Oh wells, I guess it's her first time >. Hmms .... Went to coffee bean to enjoy ourselves awhile (: I ordered the caramel latte Althought I'm not quite sure how is it different from the iced mocha .......... except for the price. The caramel latte' more ex though :\ Visited our cousins in the Festive hotel. room numer 745 & 746. GAHAHHA!! Joel's smile makes him looks soooooo cuute!!! :D He should seriously smile often. The baby cheeks are soft and bouncy and.. GAHHH!! he's just really small and tiny and really really really really cuuuuuuute!!!!!!!!!!!! And the best part was, THERE WAS HBO AND KBS WORLD!! :D YIPPEEE!!! I could stay till like, 8? Just to watch both (: HBO's movies first, then 6.50-8pm, THREE BROTHERS!! MUAHAGAHGAHGAGAHGAHHHHAHAHAHHAHA!!! Afterwards, we went back to vivo.. waited for the train .. and the queue was su...

"I'll love you forever." Lungs pumping Heart jumping Head spinning I could barely breathe. Tears flowing down my cheeks Strained, inebriated Alcohol, from my mouth, reeks Once, I loved .. then I hated .. Thrashing everything to the floor Burning every memory of you Wishing to not remember your face anymore To give me a chance to start afresh & anew Then I came to this one thing I thought I would never ever detroy, But I still did. Staring hard at our bright smiles wondering just what'd gone wrong We were inseparable, Our love was so strong But that day had to happen The day when you left me The path you had already chosen Leaving me behind, feeling so lonely. Clutching on tightly to the frame Till my fingertips turn yellow To the wall I aim To where I aimed, I throw The glass cracks & breaks As I collapsed to the floor My heart aches right to the very core Didn't think I'd be in disarray Didn't think I'd be that sore Didn't think you'd...

I'm so disappointed .. in myself ..

Tickin' it off .. E math paper part 1 E math paper part 2 Geography Worksheet Physics SAP: topic 1, 2 & 3 A math paper [ left one more page to complete ] Chinese [ assignment 1: individual ] Chinese [ assignment 2: group ] Literature essay [ 1 ] English compre & summary English, 2 newspaper articles + vocab words English, 20 vocab exercises English, research on the spirit of olympism Chemistry SAP: topic 2, 3 [or 2.3??] & paper 3 [ all MCQ, i think .. ] Jeez .. 9 more homework to go .. PLUS service learning ..

Rehearsal & homework day :O "It's when I'm kissin' you my senses come alive .." It's from the song, "Kissin' U" by Miranda. Yeah. pretty random . But anyways .......... Today procrastinated .. Refused to get out of bed =x From planning to wake up at 11? i think? To .. hmm .. 12.40? :\ GAHH . Anyways, woke up and cooked udon! :D Yes, it's instant -.- Guof came shortly after and watched me eat my lunch before starting rehearsal for sec 4 farewell item > Your Call by secondHAND serenade [ correct? ] (: Ah Bao came about minutes minutes after we started practicing . Guof showed me the ppt slides for the sec 4 farewell thingy - along with the song. Aw man .. And I threw in some ideas to end it off :D HAHA! We're so AWESOME TTM ~ About 3.40pm, guof had to leave and so, ah bao left with her . Right when I was about to send them to the door, reg called -.- Asked me if I could go church to study with her . After asking my mom, I quickly rus...

My fingers hurt ): It's been a long time since I played the guitar. Apparently, today, during preparations for sec 4 farewell this friday, I needed to play with guof! :O But I really enjoyed today's prac though, despite the weariness - and about the fact that my fingers SERIOUSLY HURT from playing the acoustic guitar -.-" HAHA! today super epic. After taking my lunch and heading for school, the ENGLISH people wanted to do something. And so we decided on a song! And we picked "Your Call" by Second Serenade. Sian Ling and Boa Ying are doing the vocals, guof and I are playing the guitar - she's plucking, I'm strumming. And... well, dawn? I'm not sure if she wanted to play the keyboard > chords . But I'm not sure. But during today's prac, she sang. So.. yupp. I guess she joined the vocals? :\ But ANYWAYS. before that, after deciding to do a song, guof suggested my house to be open cos I guess my house is the only house that has guitar and key...

True of false? this is totally lame. like, seriously.

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!! (: Love ya dad (: p.s. many other little stuff happened, but I guess that's just for me to keep and for you to find out. 'Cos I'm really tired and .. just don't have the mood to type it out, alright. Today I found out that my dad's really cool. as commented by edgal. Was at steph's house and had a great time. Learnt about many YE-ians' characters just from that day. Hmm.. I began to see how great my dad is, and how VISIBLE i am. Like, I was about to go home from steph's house, then regina, hui hui, edgal and I were like, thinking of what bus to take. Then we were talking to max about it. And so on and so forth. Then my dad called. I answered. Then he said he'd pick me up. After everyone decided to leave, one by one, shaunald's mom, sherill's mom/dad, max's dad asked me how I was gonna go home.. Then I felt like whoa.. why suddenly like, ask me.. Then I felt happy that they asked. I know I know, it's weird. For...

SUNTANSUNTANSUNTAN!! DD; Goodness gracious. My skin - at really random areas except for lower part of the arms - is really really REALLY red ): My face burns! x( Kay. Well, today I was supposed to get up at 8.50am to get ready and stuff and go meet damia at dover at... 1030? unfortunately, I edited the monday-friday alarm! And today's saturday . oh great . And so, I woke up at 1012, damia called three times minutes later while I was brushing my teeth. Then I had no choice but to answer the third time. & here I was, busy trying to talk and tell him to call me back later because there's TOOTHPASTE IN MY MOUTH .. ahhaha!! Okay, so it was decided to meet them there later. The number of people I expected and heard would be coming was ...... well ............. let's just say it was quite disappointing to see, out of maybe 15/16/17? Only 6 came. Damia, Sherill - both reached first, I think - and Eunice was on time. I was late. But Rachel was later, and, by counting the numbe...

"These feelings just flow out like a fountain, overflowing with water, at the speed of light and I can't get hold of these emotions revolving around me endlessly."

I found my soulmate today :O Yeah. I meant that literally . Today woke up to practice guzheng then rushed out for guzheng 12-4. As like always, I've been really afraid to go for the first two hours 'cos that's fen zu (we practice in our own groups). That is, I feel a sense of HUGE pressure and responsibility to lead my group for the next two hours which is for he zou (whereby all the three groups play together). But I don't know why, I aways loved he zou and disliked fen zu :\ Doesn't make sense. If I'm not looking forward to fen zu, what more he zou? But for me, I like it the other way round. which is... not logically correct if I think it through. Oh wells, had a really tiring day cos I practically poured my lunch into my mouth and swallowed it down - in less than 3 minutes. That's how crazy I was rushing out -_- But anyways, I know some of you may be like - oh... wth.. I can do better than that, like, less than a minute PLEASE. But seriously, in this case...

C'mon guys, cheer up!(: Even I had my moments nowadays. [man, am I hungry] But then again, look to God for comfort(: I felt his presence with me during church camp. Oh yeah, I was quite unhappy about something during camp and I decided to take a walk downstairs - outside - to freshen up a bit while they stayed upstairs in the room. I took quite a long time walking down and up - practically one big round around the waterfall thingy.. And I sang my heart out. I went down to the pool and sat at the entrance steps to the pool and reflected and just kept singing and singing and just thought of God accompanying me, right beside me while I just keep singing and singing. I don't know, but somehow at that point of time, every word that I sang came out so true and deep down from my heart and the scariest part is - most of it rhymed. I experienced God's presence - somewhat. I was calmed down immediately after I thought of Him and just sang my heart out. I was also pretty sure there wa...

JIA YOU!! YOG (:

yupp. the jinx.

GUYSGUYS!! CHILL!! Take a chill pill!! Want the red or blue one? You guys are really overreacting.. did you not see the last part of the post? -.- I was just merely emotional.. And I guess - which is kind of OBVIOUS - my emotions took over me. I'm really thankful for all your advices and I will use them someday when I need to, write now .. sighs. Okay, one simple conclusion: When I get emo, everything's exaggerated. Maybe some are, some aren't. But I guess I just want to vent my anger out. That's why I said not to take it too seriously =.=" ~ Woke up early in the morn' at 6am today. Went to sentosa with mom, sis and orlie ^o^ Guess what? Orlie can finally swim!! Though she was really traumatized by the fact that she IS swimming in the sea - to the extent that she didn't even know she was swimming further & deeper in the sea. My mom was so afraid she might drown or something. But then again, dogs are natural swimmers, so no worries(: Now you might be ask...

If I had a choice .. I'd make my own decisions. & stop following u. Shan't throw my negative thoughts here. I've long gotten over it. Cannot talk about it anymore, otherwise I'd be wasting my energy -_- ~ Went for cca today 12-4pm. CCA was terrible. Everyone got scolded. Without Guof and Keely around, his blood pressure shot up pretty high. I nearly jumped off my chair only if I could. Later rushed out and home to bathe and change and blow-dry my hair. Also, with Regina calling every 10 minutes or so. I near died listening to her -_- reminding me NOT TO BE LATE. But in the end I was still late. Why? COS SHE KEPT CALLING!!!!! T-T CHILL A BIT LAH! Bought rojak on my way to the MRT. stuffed it somewhere in my bag. in the mrt train i sat beside her. After awhile, I took out my jacket to put on. Apparently, my jacket stinked of rojak and regina kept laughing -.- Met Isaac later on. Walked around marina mall ..? Then we headed to Long John Silver's (: I ate my grilled...

Strangled Stuck between so many decisions. Don't know which one to make. Either way out I'm dead the other. Todya had fun 1-9pm rehearsal. Just got a little tired halfway through. I guess it must be the contacts. Lost concentration and so on and so forth. But then again, thank God that it was a fruitful day (: ".. if there was another chance, would you do it again? ... You should consider, you have a talent .."

Gotta catch some sleep tonight.. BIG day tomorrow!! I just found out that the rehearsal's 1-9pm tomorrow. GAHHH!!!

Tired and exhausted but happy :DD Had fruitful daySS I guess. Even though I really didn't enjoy the second day there. It was when the kids went to explore the circle line and stuff, running from checkpoint to checkpoint. I was super tired that day cos the previous night I only slept for 3 hours and I was... super tired. Mood was cranky and this little boy - whom i shall not curse on this blog and forever outside since i can't do so and I just ran out of energy again, like battery low - this ARROGANT little boy. obnoxious. utterly rubbish. Just slammed me in the face with superior words, thinking as if he knows best. im guessing he's barely p2 even though I know he looks much older than that. Had my contacts on full time. only times I didn't wear it was when I was bathing and when I was asleep or about to. Even now, at home, I stil have not taken it out yet. And I'm guessing regina's gonna kill me again because I'm making her wait for me to go kovan with her ...

YAWNZZ.. Wore specs to church today and changed to green contacts. Paul was the speaker and was talking about evolution.. And all I remembered was about the difference between microevolution and macroevolution and that micro and true, macro isn't and so on and so forth .. Slacked most of the time after YE and before I knew it, the clock struck 6 o'clock.. Then went for dinner with church members. Sighhs. It seems like everytime I come, like almost no fun one :\ Oh wells. I think I just forgot to take my specs out of my mom's car... I mean, I left it there.... oh man. hope my mom rememebers to bring it back tomorrow or on tuesday i'd be DEAD for being seen wearing green contacts to school. sure detention lah. or warning. or something .. Anyways, currently listening to regina moaning about not being able to find her shirt for camp tomorrow ... yadayadayadayaddaaahh ... oh yah!! I'm so addicted to her phone now!! crazy. HAHA!!

"When he's happy, I'll be twice as happy. When he's angry, I'll carry twice the fear ."

Just wait for it .... wait for it .... AND ....... POP GOES THE WEASEL! Yesterday had spasm with words. people laughed. hah, that's all that matters anyway(: Spoke with my teach who didn't laugh at all :\ Got nervous and spasm reacted again.. In chinese, 2-4, is liang dian dao si dian. But of all things, I said ER dian dao si dian. *CLAPS* Today went for keyboard session. On my journey to church and back home (in mrt) was just.. I don't know, I was listening to classical music while hearing people talking real loud in the train and the sound of the train moving... I HAD to seriously handle all that - AND read my book. OH jeez, headache. seriously . Came home and had an assumptous meal of my mom's delicious home-cooked food (: Gahh~ Nothing tastes better than home-cooked food, especially when it's my mom's :DD I've got to admit, great cooking runs in the family. My grandmother, then my mom, and me. Sadly, my sis .. and my dad .. *looks to the floor and SIGHs...

GREEN CONTACTS!! :DD Oh man!! I got it today. Went to peace center today. Apparently, had trouble getting out of ps. HAHA. Later on, poor zoey had to rush and rush and rush and rush.. Then meet blogshop person, get her wallet and so on.. came back and watched 7pm show and now watching 9pm show. haha, later coming back on to post more stuff :D HERE'S A PIC OF THE GREEN CONTACTS!! :O They look really gross and artificial when it's on its own :\ [ like, taken out and being put into the solution ..... haha ] I think this is clearer.. oh man. at least it's not so obvious and scary like some alien.. =x This is just to show you how clean my table is from last time. too bad I didn't take the previous one...... Oh wells. yupp. gotta be more hardworking to clear it all!! >:D And I'm gonna go school tomorrow, guess what? TO RETURN REPORT BOOK. and collect my chinese book [ needed to do holiday homework ] sighs. I paid $4.50 for that book, to do my homework. right, I paid f...

TIRED but alright :DD Dead tired.. Went to school for cca and on my way there, freakin' blisters killed me. Walked super awkwardly, like marching quickly or something -.-" Reached the bus stop then all of a sudden, smurf just BOO-ed me and I fell for it -_-" Later boarded bus 53 and whaddya know? I saw nat! :O NATHANIEL GHUI FROM MY CHURCH, FROM MY CELL. Weird .. it's like, someone from the west come to the east.. north east, actually. CCA was super.. sighs. I really felt like breaking down. but lucky I didn't .. ._. Heck.. it's over :DD Reached home @ about 7? Watched 7pm show :D Jie was cutting apple. And so, I cooked rice. haha! no logic. I know. ANYways, pour rice, wash, pour, press button on rice cooker, watch show with sis. ... ... ... ... Walked over to the rice cooker 30 minutes later, looked at status only to find out? I didn't turn on the freakin' switch of the rice cooker -.-" Currently watching channel 8 >> don't forget the...

GWAHHH!!! T-T And here I thought I could avoid clearing my table .. My dad was nagging at me fore too long and well, fine. I'm so gonna pack it -_- or rather, clear it ._. three huge piles and some rubbish on the table. Somehow I always keep thinking that the laptop, with the wires all around it, making my table messier, IS the main cause of it, but then again, it isn't. it's those THREE HUGE PILES of dunno what dunno what. and .... OOHHHH!! I found my mekong river article!!! ya see -.- Anyways, SOMEONE said whatever that I blogged was and had always been about negative stuff, TRUE ANOT? Haiis. true or not, doesn't really matter lahh.. The fact that I'm posting only the negative is letting people think that I always think negatively - which is NOT TRUE . I mean, you guys know it isn't, yeh? And so, here I am, trying to write about the good stuff. Oh yeah, some might be wondering yeah, you know, always seeing me happy and at the very day when they get home and r...

Ever heard of eating a sweet that is sweet on the outside and sour on the inside? It's just like everybody else. just like everybody else. I'm probably in a sour mode that's why im saying that. But on the other hand, aren't I stating yet another sad truth & fact in this world - or at least mine? You're an outcast in a group. A person from this group walks up to you and wants to be your friend. Later, realising his/her real purpose he/she is talking to you, you get disappointed. You get even further disappointed, upset and abandoned when he/she no longer needs you anymore and dumps you aside. First times spent with that special person - who opened their hearts, or so I thought - has left me. Entered my heart, stirred it up a little, spice it up a little, and left it - incomplete. Meanwhile, while this friend is close to you. You tell him/her your problems - unable to "blend in" / mix with the others. He/she helps you. They all make you comfortable. Yet ...

NAPPY NAP NAP TIME :DD Woke up at 1.06pm today and when out with mom after had brunch to HAPPY PAWS. Brought Orlie there to cut her nails. Saw a poor french bulldog, the oldest there, I think I saw it twice/thrice this year, then like.. poor thing.. stayed there the longest. No one adopted it since the beginning of this year)): Hmm.. Then came home and slept =x CAN'T HELP IT! The weather so nice for me to sleep!! & so, seeing my mom sleeping as well, I slept too :P I slept longer than her despite the fact that the previous night she slept same time as me and woke up MUCH EARLIER than me. HAHA!! Woke up at 6.20pm +? or -? Yupps. And so, cut apple for orlie and am waiting for dinner to be served :DD HAHA!! Currently watching KBS world >> Three brothers. MAN!! Totally recommend it! Love it. Anyways, I gtg le, I wanna go watch & eat in peace. & so, CYA. :D

I had a great day today, thanks guys (: somewhat regretted sleeping late yesterday -_- Went out with zoey and duane to watch SHREK!! ((: Had the time of my LIFE!! O: jkjk. I AM deprived you know. HAHA. ZOEYY;; You dressed super pretty & matured today. Like a totally grown-up woman ((: DUANE;; HAHA!! You look super dashing too. But really, I don't get it, why do you wear so formal when you were merely just sitting for a test & going out with us? Even your cousin wasn't THAT formal. wasn't formal at all actually =x LOVED;; THANKS YOU TWO FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TODAY!! :DD and err.. duane's cousin too, Ernest, right? Hmm .. Was really looking forward to this very day. And glad to say, it was a success and I was like.. I felt like a REAL teenager. Like, REALLY REAL. But I know that what is to come when my expectations of the new norm increases, I might just become a spoilt brat -.- But anyways, what matters is, I go out once in a while only. and normally I end up feeli...

Unfortunately, I still have to go school on monday to get my report book .. -.- Had physics and math today. Service learning period was a total slack - so was about the first whole period of physics [that came after that].. Managed to inject some information in my brain. Sighs. running out of brain juice. Was given A&E math hols homework. Apparently, while I was trying to do the FIRST few part questions, I got stuck and you wouldn't believe what I totally forgot. rationalising ._. yupp. that's it. I totally forgot. My brain started up a little after Mr Pang showed me the second step. I don't know why, but even though I got my "goal" and well, satisfying marks for both A&E math, apparently, I couldn't even remember how to do a rationalising question.. The WEIRDEST part of all is that when I ask them [Mr Pang and later on, Mr lim > A&E math teach], and even though they didn't exactly answer my question, I was TOTALLY patient with them. like, ...

OH MAN!! HERE IT IS!! GAHH!!! TOP IS THE SHUAII-EST!!! GAHHGAHH!! OMGOMG!! The last photo SUPER COOL right??? GAHHH!!!!!! eh. p.s. deprived a bit. didn't get my time to get crazy over them =x It's a boring day, and I'm living through it. yeahh.. boring. & im just busy eaten my pears and drinking theeee APPeearrl juice... And about to explore the.......... WORLD WIDE WEB . :O

AND I OFFICIALLY ENDED SCHOOL TODAY!! p.s. for the 2 minutes delay -.-"

SLACK :DD The beautiful sparrow In the twilight it'll glow When 'vr it sings to the woe It'll sing out this sorrow Nothing's really happening nowadays.. boredd. Bolder Lighting a flame in the moonlight Approaching darkness, afraid it might bite Trees and the moon were howling This night of The Feasting Sitting around the fire keen to find out this night's victim Whom to be chosen to satisfy it's hungry desire Could it be me, you, her, him ..? Cries of sparrows Sqwuaking of birds The feasting begins May it RULE and REIGN Footsteps of the inhumane Chains of frigid movement in the trees Come, bring out the champagne! Let's enjoy the FEAST! Its glacial smile remained icy cold Eyes spiritless and glistens in the twilight Who would be as bold to stand up and fight?

ESPECIALLY FOR YOU I know what you mean. I was just very upset at that moment and point of time [that's why I wrote the CHANGE thing] . Cos I thought that whole post was about me and obviously, one whole chunk is gonna throw me overboard. But then again, you also did not see my side of the story.. I know that I was avoiding God. Truth to be told, it was ever since when Rachel said "God loves himself the most" and that He has the right to, I suddenly felt insignificant. Like, God just created all of us, the whole universe, solar system, people like me and you, for his own entertainment? I felt USED. I felt as if like im one of the sims. u know the game sims? And it's always whenever I hear my sister talking non-stop about how fun it is to control it, I keep thinking that 'well, fine, so this must be something like what God thought about' .. But now that I know it's wrong, I feel so foolish to even think that way. Despite already knowing that it's IMPOSS...

MISSION: TO CRY MORE AND SMILE WHILE I STILL CAN.

Yea, im on my way to a new life. But now i know it's fat hope.. that it's never gonna happen .. my heart sinks again .

It's time for a change. Turn the tables around, everything upside down. lights out. I'm utterly lost for words. I've been trying to find out the truth and I really did. About just merely less than 5 minutes ago, I was reading through your blog. The first part really pierced through my heart. You had no idea how much you meant to me.. yet you just left. Things that I told you were partial. not full. I did not tell bad stuff about you to them. I'm serious. I just told them that you were acting weird. Despite their response & "advice", I did not follow. The final decision was up to me. And I didn't do it. I didn't avoid you. I didn't. It was you who avoided me. I don't even know how to react now. I read your blog, first part, wanna cry. Second part, I see that a break is all you - and I - need. The third part? I don't know. I thought it was all a misunderstanding, then again it wasn't. Then I read on and on. And I'm just lost for w...

SICK yehh.. that's right. Had nothing to do at home but eat and sleep, eat and sleep. gosh. sure grow fat -.- My ah ma seriously made me eat a lot. like porridge, then mee sua, then porridge again.. summore this morning ate dessert >> dao suan ._. Yeah lah, I love it, but really, when you're sick, u wouldn't wanna eat ANYTHING . Anyway, apparently I've been sleep the whole 'cos of my headache - mostly, i guess.. And I'm kinda tired now again. oh man, just look at the time ._. haha, and I haven't taken my dinner. sighs. Feel like sleeping throughout the night till morning..

oh that TOTALLY sucks. really hope can stay awake tml.. GAHH!! i dowanna go school .............. :\

SHORT and tiring day .. SL was LONNGG 'cos mr pang replaced physics with SL 'cos past 3 weeks had skipped SL.. like. consecutively.. cos got common tests.. yea.. Then yupp. like that. Later had recess and a math afterward. Learned about binomial theorem. Realised that this year learn a lot of theorem -.- Like [last year was just pythagoras' theorem] remainder theorem and binomial theorem. I think there's one or two more.. I THINK. And you know .. normally all these THEORY thingy is always named after someone? Up till now, I'm still thinking .. just who on earth would be named as "remainder"? After a math, had chapel. O DEAR ... I slept -.- And annoying Jelene kept singing the song that was being played by casting crowns, so SLOW FADE. or something like that ................ Well, she sang it to keep me awake while i was actually trying to SLEEP..!! And so I got quite agitated 'cos like, a math lesson was pretty dry and I BADLY BADLY WANTED TO SLEEP. ...

"Upon hearing one's message by a person does not cause that person to react in that way. It's how the person will react in a way upon hearing one's message." totally. right? After many crazy months of moaning about my depressing chinese results... I'VE FINALLY CROSSED OVER THE RAINBOW TO THE POT 'O' GOLD!!! :DD i passed. just in case you didn't catch that ._. Jia xuan oso very smart .. like, neck to neck with me ._. Sighs.. well, today was really energy-draining. GUESS WHAT?? I slept while Ms Lee was going through the ss paper!! :\ HAHA. oh well.. Later had CCA. had fun and a good laugh at..... me :DD ehhh... OHOHHH!! crap -.- NOTICE: PERFORMING DAY AND COMPETITION DAY CLASH :OO so dead ._. GUOFANG!!! WE'RE DOOMED!!! competition or performance now??!?!!!!! gosh. I hate making decisions. esp when it's tough ._.

It's amazing to stick out your tongue and still able to lie through those teeth. I have absolutely, NO IDEA where that came from :\ Hmm.. reached my targets for A & E math, improved english [ohh finally!! :\], passed physics [oh gawd -.-] and passed lit!!! gosh. terrible target for lit. But anyways, it's up to my ss score now. But I bet it'll just pull my combine humans marks down. zzz.. Have been in love with bubbles ever since kerine and qian hui brought bubbles to school which reminded me of my childhood days and ... well.. other stuff. haha, wrote a poem about it in my tumblr. can go read, it's today's (: Well... I feel like nowadays my posts are getting shorter and shorter.... !!! OHOHOH!!! I know what I should write about!! Hmmm.. Went gym today with Jelene (: Did weight lifting. Apparently 'cos majority were guys and they'd practically STARE at you if they see a GIRL(s) lift weight. even a 1kg weight -.- Did weight lifting, ...

It's been ... 1w >> slacking. Stood at the front porch waiting For the kind person to open his door This moment I am longing To step into the very core Of the heart. his heart . ~~~~~~ Have been thinking lately. Think I've got many apologies to be delivered real quickly and - I know, with my super GREATGREATGREAT memory, I'll forget some of ya'll - I'll say it right here, right now. I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY GUYS!! Have been crazy and screwed up lately.. just wanna say reallyreallyreallyreally sorry :\ I guess I've bene quite self-centered lately. deprived of fun and when I get mine, I ignore my friend's cry of help. And well, sorry 'bout that. I will still be there, but maybe not 24/7.. sigh. SORRY I can't be the bestest or maybe even that forever-will-be-there-for-you-and-listen-to-all-your-problems friend. But do hope u'll still come ): I'll promise I'll help to my best ability of doing so. as a friend .

Tired. Have been sleeping in class lately =x Even though I'm sitting right in front of teach's table :\ Sighs. quite a couple of happenings today... well.... Don't wish to say it. Not that it's bad, (normally that what you guys may think it is...) but it's just that .. I'M LAZY :D oh wells. gotta go meet amabel (: guuday!

pissed. pek chek pek chek pek chek pek chek pek chek.

Get up, my friend, get up. Across the thick forest Gushing winds spread all around Tree branches tweaked Hear the crackling sound It breaks and grows Like the starfish When a side is cut off It'll grow and grow and grow Like faith, Though backslides may occur We get up on our knees, legs, Feet, and continue walking in faith God is there for you, my friend Even though you may not feel it yet He's been there this whole time listening, To your laughters and cries, watching you every moment and second I may not be the best advisor in the world But I hope I can be the best friend u have Though I know some things may've whirled Up big time.. But I wish you can share this suffering, with us. With an outstretched arm, A hand we will lend you He'll protect you from further harm And I hope I can help too I do not presume the future But of something I am sure When you lose something It does not mean losing all things. God bless, eeyore (: