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Another tiring and ... "adventurous" day O.x I mean it . Today still sneezed, though not so much as yesterday ((: Watched "bring it on" during chem lesson today .. I thought during DnT would watch movie since it was 3 periods (1h 45min) .. In the end, everyone sang and sang... just the preparation for Ms Tan's farewell . She's gona go to St.Hilda's to teach after this year )): sobsob . Everyone's gonna miss her .. Anyways, we sang "beautiful", recommended by Bob and Serene&company . LOL . And so we sang . FYI, it was the loudest - even louder than Jason Mraz's "I'm Yours" . Yikes . Anyways, when I saw the lyrics ... I was like .... *mouth open bigbig* .. Then when we were singing - obviously changing some lyrics - Mr Go, our DnT teacher, was there um chio-ing -.- Later we were released for recess ((: I took back my really.. really.. weird and awkward and ... funny-looking "artefact" back with me . Unfortunate...

RANDOM POSTS TODAY (: I really have no idea what I'm about to type... so.. yeah, random ((: OK.. I don't know what to say .... but .... uhmm ... let's just start with TODAY .. *BOOOOOOO* HAH! See, k, nobody likes to start with 'TODAY'. So, I shall start with Last Saturday ... Woke up FREAKIN' EARLY AT 6am PLUS ON A SATURDAY . Only to realise my mum is sleeping and shoos me away when I ask her to wake up . She then said, "you wan to rush to school afterwards meh! 8 we still at sentosa!! about 9 we leave sentosa, ur rehearsal at 8-10am. we reach there, the rehearsal end already lah! GO SLEEP!" Biang -.- And so, well, I shall take the opportunity to sleep then ((: Then I woke up late, only had 10 minutes to prepare before leaving house and going to school for the rehearsal . CRAP . I thought I was late, but anyways, I wasn't really late .... was I ? O.O I forgot what I did for the rest of the saturday already . HAH . zzz ... THEN CAME SUNDAY!! ((: W...

Destruction & Invasion . Buildings fell Walls crumbled Families locked in cells Everyone felt troubled Confusion, left in the world Depression, the only cause of death All kept in them, as they took their last breath Zzz... remember that previous post I wrote about the badminton and had my right arm stiff and all that? I'd probably did, or not .. left out the fact that it kept shaking too -.- Later found out I sprained it a little . oh crap man .. now lifting up even my water bottle oso difficult (wallet can lah) pushing things still QUITE okay, but a little bit affected .. That day can't even move, now better - so it's recovering, phew! but now still got shake ))= crap man .. and I play guzheng (still can lah ..) today .. my teach ytd just "massage" (until damn hard and whole arm red) my lower arm then ask me today whether okay alr anot -.- OBVIOUSLY NOT . one touch and I scream/shout/yell at you -.- oh well, can't help it . Just let it recover . HAHA...

HOT N' TIRING DAY I just wanna soak myself in a bathtub now -.- I came back hours ago .... duh .. it's 11.34pm now ((: Hmm... well, as you all know, yesterday, the day before yesterday, and so on, and ... uh.. just these few days...... very hot right ........ zz.. and that was just kinda random . HAH . ANYways, today's workshop was CPR -.-" And so, everyone was given a BOX . a "tool" box rather . that consisted of a fake-inflatable dummy and some instructions and some other rubbish stuff ... Then the lesson started . Everyone had fun and.. uh... it was weird I lost my first-not-by-parents-or-anyone-related-to-me kiss.. to a freakinnn ' ugly dummy- MANIKIN . uhhuh.. sick . yes . (girls should get it . LOL) Then right after school, Jelene, Amabel and I walked to Amabel's house to change out (Amabel lent me a shirt since my decision on going was last minute) I had bad tummy ache and I used the toilet . TWICE . shitting . TWICE . The second time was I l...

Chun Dao Xiang Jiang? Mo Li Feng Fang? Stupid? Blur? Yes? No? captured . blurred vision . blackout . I'm gonna say something I've never told anyone . yet . But anyways, like as IF, I'm gonna write in FULL detail . no thanks . Like an insect, caught in a spider web . stuck . and cannot escape . I feel like that . Well, I've gotten back my results today .. Oh and Saul, remember I told u I'd be flunkin' geography and history? I passed those . Though not with flying colours, but amazingly, I passed . The easiest paper that I thought it was for the entire examination, I FLUNKED THAT . I probably had made it to the lowest 10 in class for it . I passed the rest of the subjects . Um.. meaning Literature, Geography, History and DnT . Well, the other papers will be released on Thursday . Why Thursday and NOT tomorrow? That's just cos it's my school's founders' day ((: Well, though I had actually PUT a smiley face there, it actually meant that it was just ...

Decisions It's easy to say Difficult to do Tough to think Tougher to go through As time passes by each minute All the witnesses Observe ur every move People move around you But you stood still quiet and silent outside loud and crazy inside no time to chill Make it real Make it last Make it awesome Make it fast . There are many decisions in life that are hard to make .. Especially friendship . I've thought it through, initially, I did not want to make it public. But since this is my blog, well, I can do whatever with it . There's this friend .. I've been sticking to this.. "entire" year . I do not wish to say the name due to the current situation right now . Firstly, before I carry on, I must say, though I'm making this public now, I have certain "rules" to this very post . There are many things I wanna say, but maybe it's just best to keep it a secret . I know, I've "killed" her in a way and she still probably hates me . One of...

Here I am .. blogging . I'm bored . real bored . It's marking day time and I don't have any school today and tomorrow . And so.. I woke up today . Initial plan: To follow Hongyu + group, vienna inviting zoey and I to come along .. meeting at 9 am . Later on, going to get sprees and watch movie with ah mok, zoey and vienna . What really happened: Slept till 11am . Went out at 2pm after eating lunch and playing a little on maple . Met spree gal at 3.15pm (p.s. zoey and I were 15 minutes late) Then went to bishan to eat ice dessert . She ate mango ice, me? Durian . Went to do the squeezing out liquid thingy on the black stuff that afterwards put in oven de, then water, then put back onto the paper and plastic bag . Reason being: My mum didn't allow me to spend . again . Wherever I go, my parents needed to know . So if I don't tell them, I get scolded . And probably some punishments . Like? My mum not letting me use the computer to play maple . She snatched it, pretend,...

I'll be there for you . I know you're really upset that I told you not to sms me . You must be wondering how "ungrateful" I am, probably .. because of my ignorance to you . Well, it doesn't mean I won't help you with your problems anymore . I'm willing . I'm willing to get scolded smsing you because I'm helping someone . It's worth getting scolded for . I really don't mind . I just don't wish you to emo again . Honestly, I'm sorry if my tone's a bit harsh to you, in a sense, but, it's very irritating to be around someone emo . Meaning, no matter how much I tell the person to change, just one step out, and the person refuses, and stay in the knuckleshell and emo all day long . It's really fustrating . And you should know that because you've done it with me before . CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN . Stress in exams . Geography paper was really difficult . Today was Literature . It was much better . Though I really REALLY had no...

I am so freakin' happy and sad and worried and scared and angry and anxious.. ALL AT THE SAME TIME . Gosh . What's wrong with me? I'm happy 'cos I'm getting contact lens soon, maybe tomorrow (just making it) . I'm sad 'cos my guzheng teacher is leaving this week )): I'm worried because I'm afraid I might not be able to finish my studying/mugging in time before exams!!!! I'm scared because by then, I'd FAIL . gosh . I'm angry because of some PEOPLE ...... I'm anxious because of everything . but I still hear the verse from Matthew, yet, I'm NOT applying it .. WTH IS WRONG WITH ME??? no motivation . right . This sucks . CHECKMATE drAmAQUEEN .

RULES: - Tell 100 Truths - Tag 5 people after( I changed it cause its in blog) - They do the same back to you 5 people you are tagging(either post on blog, or email if no blog) 1. Whoever visits my blog 2. Whoever visits my blog 3. Whoever visits my blog 4. Whoever visits my blog 5. Whoever visits my blog 1. Last beverage → Barley, 2. Last phone call → Mother 3. Last text message → Zoey 4. Last song you listened to → Panic - BSB 5. Last time you cried → Forgot . Whoops! SIX HAVE YOU EVER: 1. Dated someone twice → No 2. Been cheated on? → Probably yes . Don't know . 3. Cheated someone else? → I feel, maybe yes . 4. Lost someone special? → Yes 5. Been depressed? → Yes, used to be super emo . 6. Been drunk and threw up? → No LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS: Black,White, Green followed by other colours HAVE YOU: 1. Made new friends → Yes 2. Fallen out of love → Uh? Ye ne...... anio..... uhhhhh.. 3. Laughed until you cried → Yes 4. Met someone who changed you → Yes 5. Found out who your true...

Post on twitter by Eunice Chong . Credits go to strawburry17 . This video is AWESOME!! ((: CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .

TOMORROW IS THE START OF EXAMS I have no other comment/event to talk about :D CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .

I was in a coffee shop . Walking towards it, I saw two boxes . out of curiosity, I walked towards it . This is a box all white with small black poka dots I opened it and it looked like apples that were gonna rot I moved on to the next box .. This is a box all white with no poka dots I opened it and there I saw the future of one's destiny White and Gold it was golden pavements, white clouds, soft and golden counches white table, golden chairs But I felt something was wrong Suddenly the image swirled into a blackhole sounds of laughing and mocking of the people and crows echoed As everything around me was being sucked into the blackhole Slowly, I, too, was dragged along Then I heard a voice A voice that somewhat seemed familiar I cried for help and I saw a figure, I saw a hand touched it and everything went back to normal I was at the same spot and the time when I was staring at those two boxes .. Face as pale as a sheet As I stared into nothing .. but the red-brick walls .. and noth...

Irregular Yikes .. irregular . Doesn't it give an ugly impression to you? Oh well, I was kinda bored.. uh... I wrote a poem . Jealousy Here I am With my dark suitcase Weighed with missing pasts That were gone without a trace Here I am The unforgettable place At my desk where I used to have chats all that's left now is dark memories of my fullest regrets Here was where I started Right from the beginning I remembered by eyes darted at the sight of the man whom I found most charming Leticus was his name London was from where he came Tall and young Bold and bright blue glimmering eyes that most probably'd shine at night Then came Christy with her wonder gang took his hand and stole my man There she stood, Tall and slim Tanned and pretty a bitchy personality and still so petty She started to go out with him She started to hug him She started to kiss him when all she did was to play with him Her blonde hair blinds me Her scream kills me Her words agitate me Her laughter irritates...

It was a sad night yesterday//TIRED TODAY DD; Yes, it WAS a sad night yesterday. I cried . I wanna say a word of thanks to someone who truly comforted me yesterday: Well, thanks Jelene, for yesterday night . I know you were kinda tired and was about to sleep, but when I asked if I could talk to you, you called me . And so I told you everything and I cried halfway through . Maybe I really was taking everything too heavily, I know the partial reason is due to stress, at least I do acknowledge that already . so.. well, I just wanna say that I'm really thankful for what u did to help me yesterday night . I'm so glad God spoke through you, He really is my true comforter, you too(: I liked your message that you sent to me today; "hey=) hope u r feeling much better. anw, i saw something for u . which is, PRAYER is not overcoming GOD'S reluctance, it is laying hold of HIS highest willingness" And I kinda agree on it . Though I was confused at first, it sounding almost s...

8 days ..... Yea that's right . AWAY FROM THE COMP. FOR 8 DAYS!! LOL . JK . You can just read the testimony below :D Just didn't post for 8 days . EIGHT LOOONNNGGG DAYS . Okay, I know I sound stupid k, but till now, I have no idea what the heck cliche means . Or is that how you guys even spell it? =.=" Sighs . And .. well, this is .. the week that I tell my parents about my results.. And also, study+homework+practise guzheng and piano week, yeah? Sigh . I still left FOUR homework.. so screwed man.. not done studying geog. too .. I'm left with two more topics ._. AND .. well, don't know about you guys, but I still have history, physics, chinese to study .. AND .. on the first day, it's CHINESE . Gosh . This means I need to finish all of the rest of the subjects so that I have "fresh" memory of the chinese cheng yu, yan yu and guan yong yu stuff .......... oh jeez -.- Sigh . gastritis problem back again, my mum AND MY CHEM teach said if I keept havin...

OHMYGAWD . I'm so pathetic -__- HERE IT IS!! MY BIRTHDAY .. YET, I'M AT HOME .. ALONE .. WITH ORLIE .. AND THE FOUR WALLS TO ACCOMPANY MY HAPPY DAY . Supposed to meet zoey and jia hao at macs( ZOEY SUGGESTED ), but jia hao couldn't make it . Then I ask zoey go . She ask me whether wanna eat anot . I said maybe . She come tell me she no money . Then I ask her wanna come my house anot, it's so friggin' near anyways . She forward some msg to dunno who and who plus me, saying she NOT MEETING ME . Thanks . I SO NEEDED THAT ONY MY BIRTHDAY . JUST WHEN I WANT TO CELEBRATE IT WITH SOMEONE . NOT A SINGLE PERSON IS THERE . except orlie . See? this is why orlie is so close to me and she's my one and only ALL-TIME BEST FRIEND OF MY LIFE OKAY!! (For the years that she live T.T) Sigh .. I woke up, read my book, fell asleep again . Woke up again, ate my lunch and played guzheng from 11am+ to 1.10pm . Still pissed off about the fact that I'm not celebrating my birthday with...

MUGGING//CORRECTIONS//9 PAPERS IT'S MADNESS!!! Timetable for the week (plus this week, today): Friday//4 September - chinese corrections - study physics - do chemistry homework (one sheet) Saturday//5 September - Celebrate my birthday (which, to my surprise, I'm not really looking forward to it) - study physics - revise all topics of biology Sunday//6 September - study geography - study physics Monday//7 September - got guzheng lesson at ARTS , 1pm - physics paper section A paper - math paper 1 paper - study geography - study more physics - play guzheng (6pm, song is "Chun Dao..") Tuesday//8 September - got guzheng in school, I think 1-3pm? - study geography - study physics - physics section B paper - math paper 2 - play guzheng (7.30pm, song is "si duan jing/jin") Wednesday//9 September - math paper 3 - study chemistry - study geography - distinction in english pg 197, including summary - play guzheng (6pm, both songs) Thursday// 10 September - got guzheng ...

MANY TOPICS: *UPDATE* Composing: ( p.s. can't think of a title ) Intense starting, soothing, classical with a bit of tension here and there. Reason why I composed it? Well, it was the time when I was feeling really vexed, confused, fustrated . Almost to a point where I don't even know if that simple matter is right or not . Combination of family matters, friendships, relationships ... It's the part when I thought everything was at its place, but just then, trouble comes and destroy my so-called "happy ending " or moment rather . And when it happened so often then I go used to it . Felt so nonchalant towards it . Until God spoke to me, telling me of why I should SIT HERE AND SULK? Shouldn't I be seeking God's help?? Yeah, and so .. I did . And well, I'm halfway there, that's what I'm glad to say (: Yeapps.. but anyways, this song is about the tension .. yeah .. Inspired from many songs, but especially the one on my IT blog? haha . Don't ask...

Go take a LOOK O.O http://cw-vanessa2-27a.blogspot.com Oh well, I managed to finish my IT work. Unfortunately, I finished it today, 10.17pm T.T I hope she didn't notice . Anyways . I know the song's a bit emo . I was seriously rushing through it. HAHA . I wanted to added some more facts, but had no time -.-" Oh well, teach sure won't give extra time cos she actually wanted us to hand it in on Sunday before midnight . But our class managed to bargain! :D And so ... no excuses accepted, I guess .. ._. But hey, I spent like, hours one it kay!!! I mean the information ._. HAH . okay, nothing else . cya :D CHECKMATE! drAmAQUEEN .

BUSYBUSYBUSY - mugging . Oh mann.. past few days mugging like SIAO . Nearly fainted . The moment I was free, I immediately go to my bed (where I love to study at) and take out my notes, notebook, pens and correction tape out and start studying ......... I just finished doing a math paper I received today . It was REAL HARD . I squeezed out my brain juice you know that!! Sigh . Unfortunately, I couldn't answer like .. nearly half of the paper ._. Oh well, I shall just finish studying my bio then I can move on to physics tomorrow! (: OHOHOH!!I just remembered . Tomorrow I'm going out that WHOLE ENTIRE DAY ._. Going out with guof in the morning to buy teach's day present for gz lao shi, then afternoon, go bishan library with zoey to study/borrow book if I wanna? Then later at night going to the dance concert with YE people! (: Sigh .. Gotta study a LOT today ): JUST to make-up for tomorrow . Well, basically cos I planned according to.. "not-going-out-during weekdays...

I hate .. The new teachers that taught us this term . No one likes them . Mr Ng Eng Kee - English Lee lao shi - Chinese Ms Rebekah Tan - Geography Why.. you may ask . Mr Ng - English -Mark our comprehension as O lvl standard . -Didn't even tell us the comprehension test day. It was unexpected . -Didn't say cannot DON'T use the words in the passage, he didn't even tell us about it and just mark it wrong . No one mark, no half mark, NOTHING , zlitch! -Gave us about an hour lecture for how everyone faired for compre. test . I'm telling you, my class, probably excluding those who passed, those THREE, HATES Mr Ng and will remember him for LIFE ! Lee lao shi - Chinese -She's just such a petty teacher . -Extremely LOH SOH, worse than my ah ma . Twice as bad as her . -DARE TO FAIL MY LIAN BI . -DARE TO GIVE ME A 50 IN ONE OF MY ZUO WEN WHEN OTHER TEACHS GIVE ME 58, WTF . -Cos of her EXTREMELY irritating attitude and teaching, I flunked chinese . Failed overall chines...

I can't believe it . Wth am I doing?? .. .. ".. I want the answer .." I feel reckless & lethargic Lost in the city hungry and thirsty my mood is getting cranky where's my teddy ? I don't know what's what anymore . As soon as I heard my alarm, I sprung out of bed . I can't believe this .. I'm going to school . Not that I've been very long away from it anyways .. It's just last friday I didn't go to school . [Yes, now I'm feeling much better thanks to all of your prayers(: ] I quickly got changed and got ready for school . The usual routine again . My feet shuffled as I made my way up to my class . I hate this .. I hate this .. As soon as I got to my place, I dropped my bag and fell back onto my chair . To study? Or not to study ..? I'm confused .. I took out my breakfast and started on the crispiest side . Yeah, I was eating chicken pie . I walked around class, looking for interesting talks among small groups.. HAHA, just k...